"Mama?"I called out while walking into her room.

"Oh my gosh!!!"I exclaimed before walking back out.

"Samaria I told you not to come up here!!"she yelled and I heard the door close.

I stood there in the hall gagging for a while before trying to shake what I just saw back outta my mind.

I wasn't even confused by my dad being in her room, I was more disgusted by the fact that they were having sex.

Once I was finished almost throwing up my insides, I just yelled that I was leaving before actually leaving.

They can have all of the fun that they want.

Once I got outside, I headed to my car.

After starting it up, I drove off to Kourtney's house.

"Where we going?"Kourtney asked me as I pulled off from her house.

"We finna go see my baby"I said to her and she looked at me like I was crazy.

"Girl what!?"I said while looking at her.

"Don't nobody wanna go see Shun high yellow number two pencil body having ass!"she said and I chuckled.

"Don't talk about my baby Koko"I said while texting him letting him know that we were on our way.

"I mean he ugly but his brother, B fine as hell!"she said and I rolled my eyes at her.

"Kourtney you don't even like B, as a person!"

"Girl who the fuck told you that!?"

"Ion know"I shrugged before laughing.

"Exactly dumb bitch!"

"Anyways guess what I just saw before I came to get you?"

"What?"

"My mama and my dad fucking!"I exclaimed and she screamed exaggeratedly.

"Elaborate bitch!"

I explained everything to her and she was laughing at the fact that I almost threw the fuck up.

"That's your first time catching them?"

"Uh yea, I wish I never would've caught them!"

"Wait so what position were they doing?"she asked me.

"Doggystyle but I saw everything from the side. My dad was choking my mama and yea it was just too much!"

"Wow! Yea it's weird, I done saw my parents plenty of times"

"Really!?"

"Yep saw my dad's hairy ass and everything"

"Wait before or after the weight loss?"I asked her and she laughed.

"Both"

"Ewwwww I'm disgusted all over again!!"

"I never got disgusted, I took notes"

"Kourtney shut up! You're disgusting!"

"What you think Tim still around for!?"

"Girl and you talking about B, Tim is gonna kill you and B!"

"Aw fuck Tim, nigga call his self cheating anyways a couple of months ago!"

I gasped while looking at her.

"Koko why didn't you tell me!?"

"Cause we're back together, shit I ain't tell nobody"

I felt my eyes fill up with tears before I pulled over and stopped the car.

"We here?"she said me and I put my head against the steering wheel before crying.

"Samaria, what's wrong?"

"Kourtney why didn't you tell me he cheated on you!?"I asked her as I looked up.

"Girl put yo head back down and I didn't tell anybody because I knew that I was gonna take him back! Stop crying, if I'm not worried you shouldn't be"

I nodded while wiping my face.

"Well I can't really get mad at you because we're in the same boat"

"Samaria turn this fucking car around because I promise you when we make to Shun's house shit ain't finna be sweet!"

"Kourtney it doesn't matter anymore. We've had sex plenty of times afterwards, even after we got caught. We're good!"

"Well I guess we're two dumb bitches then!"

"Shit me too!"I chuckled as I started back driving.

"Your mama wouldn't accept that though Sam, nor your dad!"

"You talking about mines, yours damn sure won't! Name one time when your parent's got divorced or 30 cheated on Cali!"

"Mmmmm you're right, but I know how to handle shit like my mama! I slapped the fuck out of Tim when I found out!"

"Oh well I got a couple of licks in then I cried"

"You handled yo shit too then!"

"What's gonna happen next though?"I asked her.

"Next when?"

"When it happens again?"

"We fucking leave!"

"You really gone leave?"i pursed my lips at her.

"The hell if I ain't! It's plenty of other dicks in the world!"

"You right!"I said before parking my car.

We got out and Koko took my picture in the garage.

💋

While we were walking I heard someone call my name.

"Sam!"

I turned around seeing, James, my mama's bodyguard.

"Yea?"

"Where ya mama at?"

"Uh- I don't know"I lied.

"Aight well just let her know that I was looking for her!"

"Okay!"I said while nodding.

Kourtney and I hurried to the elevator before going up to Shun's older brother's apartment.

Instead of letting my mama know that ole dude was looking for her I brushed it off.

I hopped out of my car and closed the door before running to Erica's doorstep.

After ringing the doorbell about six times, her younger sister came to the door.

"Who is you— oh you Pooh Shiesty son, can I get a picture with you!?"

"Nah not right now where's Erica?"

"She's in her room, why?"

"I need to talk to her, close the door and lock it"I said before rushing inside and heading upstairs to her room.

I walked into her room where she was sitting on her bed crying.

I pulled her up and hugged her while she just wet up my whole chest.

"It's aight, we gone work it all out"I said while staring at each one of the pregnancy test laying on her bed.

"No we're not! It's all my fault, now you won't be able to go to the NBA!"

"E calm down, I'm straight aight? It ain't about me or you, it's about us bringing a healthy baby into the world."I said while wiping her tears and kissing her forehead.

"We got this Aight?"

She nodded and I kissed her lips.

"What time yo parents coming back?"

"They won't be back until like twelve"

"Aight I'll chill here with you and ya sister until then"

"Aren't you gonna get trouble?"

"At this point I could care less about getting in trouble"

Erica just smiled and I kinda pushed her.

"Cheer up big head, this is a blessing not some you supposed to be in ya feelings about!"

"I honestly don't know how to feel"

"Look I got more to lose than you do and I ain't trippin so you shouldn't be"

She nodded before we headed downstairs to the kitchen to grab her some snacks.

Yep you heard it, I'm finna be a dad.

I'm excited but on my parent's behalf, I ain't too happy.

I'm already knowing they gone be upset when they hear about it but I can't take my baby back so it is what it is.

I fired up my blunt while laying next to Suhan who was scrolling though her phone.

"What happened to ya new man?"I asked her as I hit my blunt.

"Who?"

"That nigga John"

"Who said that was my man?"

"I could've sworn you said the nigga was ya man when you called yourself going off"

"I don't remember saying that"she lied.

"Aight"I chuckled.

"Lontrell"she called out while laying her head on my chest.

"Yea?"

"Why'd you put your hands on that girl?"

"Just cause I did it don't mean I ain't have a reason to"

"What she do to you?"

"Bitch put her hands on me"

"I never put my hands on you"

"I know you didn't and I apologize for putting my hands on you"I said while squeezing her and kissing her forehead.

"You don't mean that"

"I do mean it. If I could go back and fix every minute of our marriage I would. It was never in my intent to hurt you baby, I let the industry, money, and power get to my head. All that shit made me forget that I had someone to love and someone who loved me unconditionally. I started looking at you as a product and not my wife, I truly apologize for that. I ain't trynna butter you up or none right now, shit we ain't even gotta get back together. I want you to know that ima always be there for you though and I love you, regardless of what terms we're on. Shit you my only baby mama and the only woman that I done ever married, ima always love you"

"I love you so much more baby"she said while kissing the side of my mouth.

I looked down and kissed her lips a couple of times before sitting up.

"I think I'm bout to head out, I gotta get back home to the kids"I said while climbing out of the bed and getting back dressed.

"I'm coming with you"Suhan said while getting out of the bed.

"Nah stay hur, didn't you just say you was going to sleep once I left?"

"Yea but I'm gonna be alone"she frowned at me.

I grabbed her and pulled her into a hug.

"Didn't yo ass just get outta the hospital for yo iron being too low?"

"Yea but that doesn't mean nothing"

"It means you need to lay down and get some rest. I brought you some to eat already, you done had two meals now you just need to lay down"I said causing her to laugh.

"Okay baby"she said while sitting on the bed.

"Aight I'll let you know when I make it back"I said while grabbing my phone as well as my keys.

"Call me Lontrell, don't text me!"

"I got you baby, gimmie a kiss"I said while leaning down in front of her.

She kissed my lips and I returned with a even sloppier kiss.

"Okay that's enough!"she said while pushing me back and I smiled while standing up straight.

"Aight I'll see you later baby, come lock the door"

We headed downstairs and she let me out.

Once I got to my car and tried to start it, I noticed the Tire Pressure Monitoring System light was blinking.

I got outta the car and checked each one of my tires.

"What the fuck?"I mumbled to myself as I stared at each one of the flat tires.

Not only did I check mine but I checked Suhan's car and her tires were flat as well.

When I went back into her house we talked about the shit and she was scared but it wasn't too much she could do.

Her ass didn't have no cameras which is dumb as hell and there couldn't have been any witness out this time of night.

For the rest of the night I stayed here with her.

She was so paranoid, she constantly checked on our kids.

This might just be god telling her to come back fucking home.