"Bro leave me alone!!!"Sam yelled at Landon and Kj.

"Y'all leave her alone"I said while passing through the living room.

"Samaria did you bring your clothes down!?"

"No!"she said and I headed upstairs into her room and went to get her dirty clothes basket.

Yep I wash my kids clothes.

They always tell me that they can do it but I just look forward to doing it because I be bored.

I headed back downstairs and went to the laundry room.

I began sorting out her clothes and turning everything on.

Her ass has been very upset lately and I think I know the reason why.

As I was putting her clothes in the washer I checked each pair of her underwear.

Once I got to the last pair there was blood.

"Samaria come here babe!"I yelled.

She came in here shortly.

"Samaria be honest with me. I'm not gonna get mad or anything I just want to know. Are you having sex?"

"No"she chuckled.

I held her underwear towards her and she looked at them.

"Don't lie to me Sam!"

"Okay yes!"She said and I turned around before crying.

"Mama I'm sorry!"She said before crying also and I stopped before turning around to hug her.

"I'm not upset with you at all but how long has this been going on?"

"I started like a couple days after we had that party"

"With Shun right!?"

"Yes! Who else could it be!?"

"Jason! I thought that since you and Shun aren't in good terms and you've been talking to Jason, it could be him!"

"Mama no, Jason and I are friends only!"

"Good so it's Shun!?"

"Yes just please don't tell dad"

"I'm not going to but baby you need to be careful. Did you two use protection at least?"

"Umm not the first time but like afterwards yes"

"Was he a virgin before?"

"No"

"Oh wow well I'm still gonna take you to the doctor for a checkup"

"Okay"

"Mmk and how long did it last the first time? Did he force you?"

"No I wanted it and it lasted for like ten minutes"

"When did he.. you know"

"After like three minutes until I got comfortable but not inside of me"

"Good I'm glad he knows what he's doing. Next time you run into a situation like this Samaria tell me! I've been there before and my parents weren't understanding about it but that doesn't mean that I'm not gonna support my child's decision. Just make sure you and him continue using protection because if you come up pregnant not only will you have to deal with me but your father is going to kill you. Not only him either, you have a big brother and plenty of uncles. But yea I'm gonna set up you a doctors appointment, thank you for being honest with me. Mommy loves tons, be careful!"I said before kissing her forehead and hugging her.

"I love you too"

I threw her underwear in the washing machine along with the other clothes before going to my bedroom.

I headed to the bathroom and washed my hands.

I heard footsteps before I looked up seeing Shiesty walk into the restroom.

"Hey baby"I said while grabbing a towel and drying my hands.

"Wassup"he said.

"Soo how was it?"I asked him as I walked up to him and hugged him.

He bent down and kissed me.

"It was aight exactly how I expected it to be"

"That's good so you enjoyed yourself?"

"Yea I brought some food back too I know you said you wanted some Chinese food it's in there"

"Oh thank you baby! I could've waited"

"Nah you and Sam was craving that shit"

"Di-"I was about to ask him about her having sex but I caught myself.

"Huh!?"he asked as we headed out of the bedroom.

"Nothing babe"I responded as we walked out of the room.

"You getting finer everyday damn I'm lucky to have you!"he said while smacking my ass.

"Lontrell!"I semi yelled while turning the corner and going into the kitchen.

Everybody was in here eating.

"Y'all ain't ate?"Shiesty asked the kids while laughing.

"Nah your wife ain't cook"Kj said.

"Oh just because I'm the woman of the house that means I have to cook all the time?"

"Yea"Landon and Sienna both said.

"You Aight?"Shiesty walked over to Sam and asked her.

She nodded.

I understand exactly why she's mad.

She can't get what she wants right now because her and Shun are into it.

"Ain't nun wrong with her lil head ass"Kjsaid.

"Khalick! Leave her alone and watch your damn mouth!"I said while hitting him with the roll of paper towels.

"Aight dang why you gotta be so abusive"

"Oh you haven't seen abusive"

"Bitch you don't live here, you can really go home you with yo lame ass!"

"Hey you watch your mouth too! I understand you're upset right now but I'm still your mother, you're still under I and your dad's roof, and he's still your cousin!"

"Cheer up big head"Landon said to her.

"I'm saying"Kj said before burping.

I looked at him and he said excuse me.

"Where are my babies?"I asked rhetorically while going to the front room.

As soon as I turned the corner both of them were in here fighting each other.

"Hey hey hey stop!"I said while breaking them both up.

I picked Leon up and held Skylars hand as I walked them to the kitchen where everybody else were.

"Y'all want eat eat?"I asked the both of them.

When Skylar saw Lontrell she instantly ran to him.

"Hey daddy princess!!"he cooed while throwing her up in the air and catching her causing her to laugh.

Leon started pouting.

"Baby you know you can't cater to one without the other"I said to Shiesty while handing Leon to him as I grabbed Skylar.

He did the same with Leon and it was a repeating cycle until he got tired.

I made the kids plates before I went to our bedroom with them.

They sat on the floor and ate while watching tv.

Mommy had to tidy up the room so that's what I did until they were done.

I went to my room and closed my door.

After looking around for my phone I turned it back on.

I'm kinda glad that my mom knows about Shun and I.

Now I don't have to keep it a secret from her anymore at least.

My dad on the other hand, I honestly hope he doesn't ever find out until we're married and have children at least.

If he finds out anytime soon, I'll be without a dad and Shun will be without a job which means we won't be together anymore.

What I mean by I'll be without a dad is that once he finds out about this, we won't ever have that same daddy daughter relationship.

Not that we don't already have it but the little strength that we have left when it comes to our relationship, it will all be gone.

I can't fuck up my trust with my dad.

Yea my mama is a queen her damn self but my dad is King and the fucking head honcho.

Anything he says or demands from either one of us in this house, we're on it.

Shit even my mama.

What you think she's always home for?

She works for him!

When it comes to him she's like a servant who will do anything to please him.

Yea it's stupid but in their heads it makes a lot of sense.

I just go with the flow because I don't have say in anything no way.

Once my phone came back on I checked my notifications and I saw multiple messages from Shun along with missed calls from his brother's number.

I called his phone and waited for him to answer.

"Hello?"he said.

"You done being childish?"I asked him.

"Yea it's been too long honestly. I miss you man, I'm sorry."

"I miss you too and I accept your apology"

There was an awkward silence between us before I asked him a question.

"You in Atlanta right?"

"Yea why?"

"I need you, like now"

"I'm on the way baby say no more"

"Let me know when you get here"

"Aight"

"Mmk drive safe"

"I got you bae"

I hung the phone up before texting my mama.

Shun's otw👀

❤️👩🏽‍🍼

okay just keep quiet🙂

I put my phone down before getting myself prepared mentally.