"Ma-ma I want duice!"I heard Sienna say from the backseat.

"Landon grab her bottle out of her bag and give it to her"I said as I kept driving.

"Mommy can I call my daddy?"Sam asked me for the hundredth time.

"How long will it take us to get there?"Landon asked in unison with Sam.

"Landon didn't I tell you a long time ago to call your dad for her!?"

"Mmcht! I'm watching something on my phone!"

"Okay that can wait, call him now!"

"Why!?"

"Child"Amir said while in the passenger seat.

"Because I fucking said so! Play with me if you wanna this time and next time ima leave you with your damn dad!"

"Alright alright alright!! Here Sam"he said while talking over me.

I could've called him on my phone but I asked him to do it on his a long ass time ago so he's gonna do it on his.

If I could I'd whoop the fuck outta his ass but I can't, not because I'm not his legal guardian but because I know that he's already been in a worser situation where he was abused before and I care.

I'll only be making it worse if I put my hands on him.

Then he already thinks that I might be a better mother to the one he had before, so I can't take the same actions his biological mother took.

I actually want to be better than what she was and show him how it is to have a real mom and someone that loves him unconditionally no matter what.

Even though he's making it hard for me I'm not gonna resent him for it because he's a child and I do love him.

I pulled up to Urban Air and found a parking spot.

Before I could park there some bitch cut me off and I just blew my horn nonstop.

I drove around until I found another parking spot and when I did I parked there.

"I can't believe that bitch just cut me off"I said while taking my seatbelt off and looking at Amir.

"Bitch get over it"he said while laughing and I chuckled.

"Let me find out you be doing that kinda shit!?"I said while giving him the side eye.

"I mean...you gotta get in where you fit in right"he said and I laughed while shaking my head.

"Y'all bitches need y'all ass beat, real talk!.....Okay kids before you get out give me all phones and iPads and if you got a backpack give it here!"I said to them.

"Why?"Landon asked.

"Little boy, can you just do what ya mama said!?"Amir said.

"Please, you making this way harder than what it has to be!"I said while looking back at him.

Sam gave me her backpack purse and iPad along with Sienna's.

Landon gave me his backpack and phone.

I got out the car to put all of their belonging along with my purse in the trunk.

I took my id out along with maybe two hundred dollars rolled up in my pocket.

"Heeey Sisi, girl, you ready to go have some fun?"Amir said while getting Sienna out of the car.

"Mhm"she hummed yea.

I let the trunk down and locked the car doors before we headed inside.

When we got to the counter I paid for us to enter.

"Mama can we go to the go carts first?"Landon asked me.

"You can but I'm gonna take your sisters over there to play, you want Amir to go with you?"

"I can go by myself I think it costs money though"

"No it don't I paid for everything so feel free to do what you want but be respectful"I said while handing him a card.

"Keep up with the card and be respectful and kind!"

"Alright"he said before running off.

"Aht! Come here!!"I yelled and he came back.

"Stop saying alright and start saying yes ma'am!"

"Yes ma'am"he said and I nodded before he ran back off.

I took Sam and Sisi to the little in door play ground part.

There were slides and an obstacle course for the smaller kids.

They have two hours to play, we're gonna be here for a while.

"What the hell is Cali talm bout?"I asked Amir as I clicked on the message she sent to me.

Amir gasped before chuckling.

"Bitch what's funny?"I asked him before I started reading the message.

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"Pregnant!? He got me fucked up!"I laughed while throwing my phone down next to me.

"What you wanna do, I'm down for whatever!?"he asked me.

"No you stay here and watch my kids please, I'll be back"I said while grabbing my keys off of the table and sliding my shoes on.

"Go whoop that ass sis!!!"Amir yelled.

I ran to the door and went outside before going to my car and instantly getting in then pulling off.

I pulled up at the studio where Shiesty was at.

When I got out of my car I locked my doors and headed into the building.

The lady at the front desk tried to say something to me but I kept walking until I got down the hall to the room where he records at.

When I walked in the door I looked around for Shiesty and once I spotted him I walked up to him.

"You getting bitches pregnant now!?"I asked him as I pushed him.

"Huh!?"I semi yelled while looking at him before crying.

He looked at me and grabbed my hand before pulling me outside the room.

"What you talm bout man?"he asked calmly while standing in front of me.

"Did you get ole girl pregnant!?"

"Who!?"

"Some bitch named Chasity, I don't know!!"

"Nah that shit cap, I ain't ever fucked that girl a day in my life!"

"You're lying! Why you gotta lie to me!?"

"Hold up mane why you cur anyways!?"

"Why do I care!? Lontrell you know why I care!"I yelled at him before I started crying again.

He bent down and hugged me.

"I know it might seem true but that shit cap. I ain't ever fucked her"he said in my ear.

"Lontrell if you're gonna keep on lying to me about shit that you can just be honest about then I don't even wanna fix what we have going on, I'm completely done with you!!"I said before pulling away from him.

"Aight believe what you wanna believe!"he said before going back into the studio.

I wiped my face before leaving and heading back home.

I don't have to deal with this shit no more in my life, now I can finally move on.

I beat on Chasity's door while hitting my blunt a couple times.

"Coming!!"she yelled.

When she opened the door she smiled.

"What brings you here and why you beating on my door?"

"Fuck you mean 'what brings me here' you telling mfs I got you pregnant!?"I asked her as I walked into her apartment and locked the door.

"I mean we kin—"she began to say before I slapped the shit out of her causing her to fall to the ground.

Before she could get up I picked her up by her hair and held her up against the closet door by her neck.

I reached for my Glock 17 as I watched her feet hang.

She started crying and I put it up to her chin.

"Bitch I swear on my kids if this baby comes out to be mine, Ima fucking kill you!"

"Lontrell we fucked though!!!"

"When!!? Ion remember that shit!"

"We did, the night we were both off a pill!"she said and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Bitch I don't fucking pop pills and I ain't ever did!!....You drugged me?"

"No! No! No! I'll never!"

"So how the fuck I pop a pill!?"

She hesitated and I punched her in the face before letting her fall.

"I will go ahead and murk yo bitch ass right now but Ima spare yo ass just in case this is my baby. Just remember that if this fucking baby is mine, Ima kill you! Also, if you go to the fucking police about any of this shit, I promise you neither you or that baby gone live"I said while bending down in front of her.

I got up and headed out of her apartment and went back to my car.

As soon as I got in I pulled off and headed home.

I meant everything I fucking said too.

I done lost my whole fucking wife over this bitch, she ain't getting away with this shit at all.

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