"Mama where you going?"Landon asked me as he stood in the doorway of the bathroom watching me do my makeup.

"Out and why you not in the bed?"

"Cause I'm not sleepy yet"

"You need to get sleepy"

"Maybe if you let me sleep in here in y'all bed then I'll go to sleep quicker"

"Boy no! What's wrong with your bed?"

"It ain't comfortable or big like y'all bed"

"You're one person and I knew what I was doing when I purchased your bed and mattress"

"You didn't get a big one"

"I didn't get a small one either, why does it matter?"

"Cause I need a bigger one"

"Just for the night right?"

"Yep"

"Okay so you don't need it, you want it. Bye Landon go get in the bed before the babysitter comes"

"I'm too old for a babysitter!"

"I'm convinced you just wanna bother me right now, go to your room go get in the bed"

"I'm not tired!!"

"I don't care!"

"If we all gone be sleep what we need a babysitter for?"

"I love you son but Ima need you go and go now because I'm about to leave"

"And go where!!?"

"That's my business. I know I don't got to tuck you in your bed"

"Nope"

"Well go up there and get in it then"

"Mmcht. Do I gotta physically lay down?"

"Yes! You not bout to be giving that girl hell while she's here making sure you're safe"

"I won't, Ima stay in my room"

"And you're gonna go to sleep because your bedtime is coming up"

"I shouldn't even have one I'm almost a pre-teen"

"You're not one yet now go to room Landon"

"Mmcht. Broooooooah!!!"he yelled and I looked at him like he was damn crazy.

"Get your ass out of here, go to your room!!! I'm not playing with you!"I yelled as I followed him.

"Why you yelling at me, my dad don't even do that"he said as we got down the hall and walked into the living room.

"And he needs to!"I responded as I followed him upstairs all the way to his room.

"Stay in this room and if I find out that you came out, or bothered that girl about anything I'm gonna have a talk with your dad and we together will figure out your punishment!"I spat before closing his room door.

I heard a loud thud that sounded like he threw something and I shook my head while going to check on Sisi and Sam.

Both of them were knocked out.

When I got back downstairs the doorbell rang and I went to get it.

It was the babysitter, Jasmine.

"Heeeey!!"

"Hey girl"I said while opening the door for her to come in.

"How are you?"

"I'm doing good how about you?"I asked her.

"Same here, ready to make some extra change"she said and I chuckled.

"Always on time too, it's ten o'clock on the dot!"I said while reading my watch.

"Are they all sleep?"she asked me about the kids.

"Yes but Landon is still awoke he should be sleep soon. We just had a little disagreement so if he gives you a problem just let either Lontrell or I know. You know where everything is and what to do in case of an emergency, so I guess Ima just leave from here"

"Yes ma'am, okay"she nodded.

I went into my room and just grabbed my purse and phone before hitting the lights.

Once I grabbed everything and said goodbye to Jasmine I headed out.

This whole going out thing was unexpected.

If Shiesty wouldn't be so damn disobedient I wouldn't even be leaving right now.

Luckily I was able to catch Jasmine before she got settled at home.

Tonight Est Gee aka one of Yo Gotti's artists aka Shiesty's buddy is having a stripper party.

Not the decent kind either, this one of them butt naked dirty south stripper parties.

I told his hard headed ass not to go tonight he said he wouldn't and lied about being at the studio.

His location tells it all and no he's not at no damn studio.

So tonight I'm finna pop up on his ass, since he think he slick.

I placed my shades on as I walked through the party looking around.

I'm so glad that I was able to spot out Moneybagg and see where Shiesty was.

"What the hell you doin here?"he asked me while furrowing his eyebrows.

"Hey brother and I'm here for Shiesty, you know where he is or can you point him to me?"

"He should be over there, you see Durk?"he said while pointing and I nodded.

"Thank you!"I said before walking away.

I walked through the crowd and when I reached Shiesty I just stood behind him.

He was having the time of his life while two naked bitches were dancing on him and he was throwing money on em.

It kinda was more men here so you didn't see everybody and their girl here.

I probably was by far the only one who came.

Instead of just standing back I walked through everybody and went up to the railing to stand next to him.

At first he didn't see me but when he did he was shocked.

He pushed one of the girls out of the way and I stepped in front of him.

We was now face to face.

"What you doing!?"I asked him as I yelled over the music while taking my shades off.

"Shit chillin"he said while wrapping his arms around me and speaking in my ear.

I grabbed his arms as a disgusted look crept up on my face.

"I thought I told you not to come!?"

"Mmcht. Here you go with that shit, I'm a grown ass man."

"I don't care! A grown ass man ain't out here disrespecting his fiancé, I know that for sure!"

"How I'm disrespecting you?"

"Because I told you not to come and you're here anyways. Then when I find you you got two butt naked bitches dancing on you"

"So I can't have my fun?"

"Yes but this shit ain't fun when you got a fiancé at home with three of your children!"

"What good is it gone do me to stay there and lay up under yo ass all night?"

"It's gone keep you outta trouble!"

"Oh so I'm in trouble?"

"Yes big trouble!"

"Aight cool"

"What you mean 'Aight cool' let's go!"I said while grabbing his arm.

"Mane quit touching mane"he said while pulling away from me and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Okay so let's go!"

"I'm not going no fucking where!"

"You are, let's go!!!"I said while slightly pushing him.

Catching me off guard, he grabbed me by my neck and pinned me over the railing.

We most definitely had everybody's attention now.

"You think I'm playing with yo ass!? I said I ain't going nowhere. If you got a problem with me being here then you take yo ass on somewhere and let me be!"he yelled in my face as his grip became tighter.

"Aye mane Shiesty chill!"Veeze said while grabbing him off of me and 30 just stood there looking.

"You know what fuck you! Since you wanna disrespect me and try to embarrass me in front of everybody, how about you find somewhere else to lay your fucking head tonight. Maybe with one of these bitches cause I promise you you not stepping a damn foot into my house!!"I spat before walking off.

I headed right back out of the section and outside to my car before getting in and going back home.

"Why you even put up with her? I mean I know you say you love her but y'all's relationship is very toxic."Chasity said while rubbing my chest as I laid my head in her lap.

"Nah I love her to death but sometimes her ass be doing too much! Showing up at somebody else party acting up, I ain't got time for that shit!"I said before hitting my blunt.

"Mhm well anytime you need to get away from her, you know where I am and you know who to call"

"You damn right I do"I said before turning my phone on silent.

Suhan was blowing my shit up.

"You ain't gone answer?"

"Hell nah she don't want shit"

"M. Well I'm finna go in my room and go to sleep, let me know if you need something"she said while getting up.

"Aight"I said before laying my head flat.

I watched as she walked off and her ass jiggled.

Just as I was finna get up and follow after her I thought about Suhan and my kids and decided not to do it.

Chasity closed the door and I let my blunt out before turning the tv on.

I put on Family Guy and watched that until I fell asleep.

It ain't gone do me no good to fuck off on Suhan so Ima just sleep hur for the night and then leave in the morning.

I got plenty other places besides here and the house to lay my head.