I watched Snowfall while folding clothes.

Not only did I wash my loads and the girls's but I also washed most of Shiesty's clothes.

Since I got up early this morning to wash my hair and wax my own body, I just decided to do my chores early.

While I was watching tv I heard Shiesty's phone go off multiple times.

At first I wasn't gonna pay it any attention but once it went off again I went around to his side and took it off of the charger.

I unlocked his phone before swiping down seeing his Notification Center.

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what happened last night, you ain't pull up on me?!!😔

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don't let that bitch be our downfall Shiesty, we go way back man

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I understand you got kids by the bitch and everything but, you know damn well I got you wrapped around my finger and you ain't gone ever stop fucking with me!!😫 That bitch is old news, let her ass go!🤦🏽‍♀️🤮

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Seriously like...I miss you so much and wanna see you again! I know I be doing too much and acting crazy, but no matter what Kianti+Shiesty will forever live on!💋 ily, gotta go get ready for the mall now.😝

I threw his phone flat down on the dresser where it was before hoping that it would crack.

Not only has this bitch been throwing subs on social media but this bitch is texting my nigga.

TheShadeRoom always re-posts what she be saying and shit but I never respond because the bitch at button always broke.

I honestly feel like calling that bitch up or pulling up on her ass but nah Ima always be a woman first and handle my nigga.

Instead of waking him up or damn near smacking the fuck outta him I went back to folding clothes, not his though.

Shortly he woke up and the first thing he grabbed was that damn phone.

"I must've took my shit off the charger last night"

Nah bitch I did!

He sucked his teeth while looking at his phone before hitting the power button.

When he got up he walked around here to my side and hugged me from behind.

"Good mornin'"

I didn't say anything.

He shrugged it off before going into the bathroom and closing the door.

I shook my head and headed to the girl's rooms so that I could put their clothes up and fold the ones they had in their drawers that were fucked up.

I was finally done folding clothes and shit and I needed to go clean off the damn patio.

When I got downstairs Lontrell was playing his game on the couch.

I sighed and shook my head as I walked past him.

Yea I'm the woman of the house but damn nigga at least get up and do something!

All he does is, eat, sleep, wash his ass, shit, piss, play the game, and be on that damn phone when he's not out working.

This mf don't help do shit around this bitch and it ain't even my house, I'm just living in it!

"Mane you always walking 'round this bitch like I'm the problem!!"

"You are!! You fucking are the problem!"I yelled as I turned around while tears rolled down my face.

"Fuck I do to you!!?"he shrugged while continuing to play his game.

"What have you not done Lontrell!!? You constantly manipulate and cheat on me!"

"Cheat!? Fuck that come from, mane ion even talk to nobody"

"Oh so you fucking dumb now!!?"

"You damn right I am, ion know what the fuck you talm bout"he said while getting up and putting his phone in his pocket.

"That's fine just know that when I start doing what the fuck I want with whoever the fuck I want, you ain't gone have a bitch ass thing to say!!"I yelled while watching him fire up another blunt.

I walked past him and out of nowhere he grabbed my hair before pinning me down on the couch by my neck.

"You gone do what!??"

"Huh!!?"he yelled in my face causing me to flinch.

"That's what the fuck I thought, play with me if you wanna I promise you or that nigga won't see another day!!"he spat before letting me go.

I sat on the couch crying before going into the room and putting on my slides then grabbing my purse and keys.

"Hm. I'll help you, take all ya shit since you wanna leave!"Lontrell said while coming into the room and throwing some of my things at me.

"That's yours you can keep the shit!"I said while throwing the perfume bottle that he bought back at him.

"Hell nah cuh you talm bout leaving get all yo shit and get the fuck up outta mine!! Ain't nobody finna keep arguing with you over stupid shit!"

"Remember why we're arguing though Lontrell. Maybe if you get your shit together we wouldn't even have to argue. I'll be back later as in this week to get my shit that I bought for me and my girls!!"I said before walking down the hall.

I headed all the way outside and went to get in MY car.

The car that I had waaaay before this nigga.

When I got in the car I started it up before driving to my mama house.

"Good morning girl!"my mama said as she opened her door.

"Good morning"I said while clearing my throat.

"You coming to pick them up already?"

"No but yea"

"What's wrong?"

"Shiesty and I got into a huge fight and I just needed to get away from him"

"It didn't get violent or anything did it?"She asked while moving my face from side to side and looking me up and down.

"Just a little bit but I'm fine"

"Suhan seriously, you need to leave his ass! What happened anyways?"

"Well someone was blowing his phone up this morning so I went through it and saw that same Kianti bitch texting him! He was also recently in the club with her on his lap. I didn't pay it no mind because after that I had went out and had my fun too"

"Uh un you should've left him after that shit! Then he got a whole son on you, hell nah!"

"But ma—"

"Ion wanna hear that 'but I love him' shit either. Baby you love him but does he love you!? Do you love yourself enough to keep being treated like you're some dummy!?"

I sat down on the couch before crying once again

"Look at you! You can't even think about him without wanting to cry. If he's gonna have this affect of you then you need to leave ASAP!! I'm not finna tolerate him mistreating you and neither is your father for sure!! It hurts me to see one anyone of my children hurt especially my daughter's because Khalick can hold his on but still! Do whatever you gotta do to get away from his no good ass, the only way I'm dealing with him is if it pertains to my granddaughters other than that I could care less about Lontrell's ass!"she spat before walking off.

Once I got myself together, I went to see my girls and we chilled for the rest of the day.