I sat in the bathtub while smoking a blunt as I continuously watched the video of Shiesty and Kianti in the club.

This bitch was literally sitting on his lap and he looked high as hell.

I'm very fucking pissed but I'm not gonna call or talk to him about it, Ima do me.

I grabbed my glass of red wine and drank it all before hitting the blunt again a few times.

After letting it out in the ashtray, I let the water out in the tub and went to get in the shower.

I have a hosting tonight, and I'm not finna let this nigga or that bitch get to my head.

Yea I love him but my paper gone always come first.

"Suhan, bitch, where yo damn fruit at!?"Andre said while looking in our refrigerator.

"Why you in my kitchen?"

"I'm hungry hell, you talm bout we going out to eat later and shit"

"We might"

"Girl you full of shit"he said and I chuckled.

"Why you ain't even dressed yet Susu?"Cali asked me.

"Right!"Amir yelled after her.

"Ion know what to wear"

"Put on some sexy"Cali said.

"I ain't trynna get my ass beat"

"Girl fuck Lontrell Dennell Williams Jr"Andre said mimicking Carisma and we laughed.

I went back into my room and picked out an outfit before getting dressed.

"Suha done did it again!!"Amir yelled as I walked into the living room.

"Do the walk hoe"Cali said while recording me.

"Okay wait let me go back down the hall"I said while running back down the hall.

Cali followed me and I started doing the model walk.

"Oooooh!!"Andre yelled while he recorded also.

"It's giving everything that it's supposed to give!!"

"I wish I had Susu's ass"Amir said.

"Right, it's so big and bubbly"Andre said.

"Yesss and it's the ass cheeks being out for me"Cali said.

"Okay y'all ready?"I chuckled while grabbing everything that I brought out of my room from off the couch.

My phone started ringing and I looked at it seeing POPPA👅😈💦.

I hesitated before declining his call.

We headed out the door and to Amir's red Lamborghini Urus.

When we got in he pulled off.

"Fuck it and catch me at V-Live. I'll be sippin' D'USSÉ 'til I dizzy. Actin' like he care, he just don't driz-ive. I be tryna numb the pain, I be so hizzigh. Fuck it, you can catch me in the Hills. Watch me close 'cause I'll be poppin' pills. All I ask for you to keep it trill. All I ask for you to keep it real, real, real, real, real"I sang along to Over It by Summer Walker.

"Damn I felt that!"Cali said.

"Sheeeeesh!!"Andre said before we started laughing.

"Get y'all ass outta my car"Amir said while unlocking the doors and turning the car off.

I grabbed my stuff and we all got out.

"SUHANNN!!"I heard somebody yell.

The two security guards who Pam hired walked over here along with my photographer.

"Can we go in?"I asked one of them.

"Uh yea"he said and I nodded.

We started walking towards the club and through the entrance.

When we got inside everybody who was here to see me started cheering before the Dj made the announcement.

It hadn't started yet though because we had to wait on them to get everything in our section ready which pissed me off.

"I got my young niggas rich in six months play with me get yo shit bussed! I'm on the tour buss getting my dick sucked by a bitch with a big butt!! I like my hoes to be, freak nasty! Fuck allat going to sleep, smashing! They like to wear the same thing like they twins, don't tell me yo name bitch I'm calling you Ashley!!"Ashley by Stunna and DaBaby played through the club.

The crowd around us was cheering me on since I was twerking on this other rapper named Lil Cj Kasino.

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He's my brother's friend from Dallas/Fort Worth and we all go way back.

Stunna doesn't want me engaging in any form of pda with him but I don't give a damn, I'm grown and fucked up.

We're just playing anyways.

I don't want him and he doesn't want me however, if he does want a lil taste he can get it.

He started smacking my ass with hundreds while I threw it in a circle.

Once the song stopped I stopped dancing.

I was finna go back over there where Cali nem were until Cj grabbed my arm and I turned around.

"Preciate the dance"

"You welcome"I grinned before he let me go and I walked off.

When I got back to where they were they was turnt too.

"Suhan, bitch, ole girl was looking for you!"Amir said while pointing at some girl who was sitting down.

She was sexy as fuck.

She had beautiful dark skin, tattoos from head to toe, a fat ass, plum lips, royal blue hair, and pretty big brown eyes.

The outfit she had on was an all black dress that fit her curves very well and a pair of red and black Dior sandals and she had on som jewelry.

She walked up to me and hugged me out of nowhere.

"Hey baby"she said while placing her hands on my hips.

"Hey, wassup?"

"You single yet?"

"Yes I'm a lot of single, What's y- what's your name?"I slurred.

"I'm Jada and that's good to hear"she said before she smashed her lips into mine.

I couldn't resist hell.

I grabbed her by her neck and began kissing her back.

Everybody started going oooh once they shifted their attention on us.

We kissed for about thirty more seconds until we stopped and I felt someone yank the shit outta my arm.

I looked up seeing Shiesty.

Luckily I had everything I brought with me in my possession.

Everybody was looking at us and I mean everybody.

All because the dj announced that he was in here.

I covered my face as we walked through the crowd cus I was lowkey embarrassed.

When we got outside I started talking big shit.

It wasn't me though it was the liquor.

"Bitch you ain't have to come snatch me up outta there like that!!"

"Mane shut the hell up and get in the car"he said while shoving me towards the car.

"Fuck you!! I was having a good time but your bitch ass just had to co—"I spat before he came over here and almost grabbing my neck but I put my chin to my chest before he could.

"You want me to fuck you up in front of all these people?"he asked me while looking me dead in my eyes.

"No"I laughed while looking down.

"Aight then get yo goofy looking ass in the car then!"

"Fuck you! You ain't shit anyways!!"I yelled while opening the door and getting in.

"You ain't shit either you, ya brother, or ya friends!! They ain't shit for letting you come out the house looking how you looking, and letting you shake ya ass on a nigga knowing damn well you in a relationship!!"

"Oh now I'm in a relationship, I could've sworn the whole fucking world including me just witnessed your ass with that bitch Kianti sitting on your fucking lap!"

"She's a fucking dancer, fuck you expect!?"

"Oh she's a fucking dancer now!!? The bitch was just a bottle girl and did cocktail service not too long ago! And what the fuck mean 'fuck I expect' either way it goes you don't need to be talking to or around the hoe no way!!"

He didn't say nun.

"The fuck I thought!"I said while taking my heels off and propping my feet up on the dashboard as I sat back.

"How the fuck you expect me to be faithful and do what the fuck you want me to do but you out here doing exactly what you shouldn't be doing!! Did you fuck the bitch too!?"I yelled as I began crying.

"See yo ass doin too fucking much, nah I ain't fuck her! Did you fuck dude!?"

"Wow... Lontrell fuck you!—It doesn't matter if I fucked him or not, I should have though!"

"You should have!?"He asked while speeding down the street that led to our house.

"You damn right I should have!"

"You should have, aight!!"

We pulled up to the house and he hopped out before coming around to my side.

He opened my door and grabbed me out of the car before we went inside.

"Let me fucking go!!"I yelled while he locked the door.

After he locked the door he picked me up and we kissed while he untied my shirt.

He walked all the way to the dining room and sat me on the table.

I watched as he unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them off of me.

He then pushed me back on the table and spread my legs.

I yelled and tensed up once I felt him start eating me out.

Even though this finna be the best make up sex ever, I'm still gonna be upset with his ass.