"I don't usually do this talking on the internet shit but Pooh Shiesty aka Lontrell Dennell Williams Jr aka y'all favorite rapper aka Ms. Gladys's son has been lying to every fucking body including his other baby mama, Miss Suhan Taylor!! Nigga, you foul as fuck for ignoring my messages acting like you don't see me trynna contact you about our son! Yes our son, Landon Williams, who's life you've never been in!!! I've been calling you and messaging you and everybody around you for years, but bitch I'm done with that shit! My son is now seven years old and will not feel any less of himself anymore because you're not around!!! If anybody's sees this live tell Pooh Shiesty that Carisma Dates is looking for him and wants for him to be in his son's life!"

I sighed and rubbed my hand over my face while dropping my phone.

Ask me if I believe what the bitch sayin?

Yea I do.

I used to fuck with her way back when we was teenagers.

She ain't ever really came out about Landon until she started seeing me appur on tv and shit.

I ain't gone deny the nigga Cus I know for a fact that he could be mines but shit it's gone be real hard trynna talk to Suhan about this shit.

Right now she out working and I'm at home with the girls.

I'm still on tour but I had to come back to the A for a couple of days Cus I got shows to attend to hur.

"Dada!"I heard Sienna yell and I got up outta the chair and went to the bed.

"Good mornin' princess!"I said while kissing her on her cheek.

"Ma-ma!?"

"Ya mama gone to work she'll be back in a lil while"I said while going to get her diaper and wipes.

"Asctywjb- dada"

"What you talm bout Si?"I asked her as I changed her diaper.

"Jrbsshisca"

"Yea I know you sick of this every morning, but when you start wearing pull-ups yeen gone have to worry!!"I said while lifting her up in the air causing her to scream.

"Come on with ya silly self let's go eat some breakfast"I said while grabbing her diaper and going to the kitchen with her.

I put her down after I threw her diaper in the trash.

"What we eating this morning Si? Cereal or fruit Cus daddy can't cook for shit!"

I looked in the refrigerator and grabbed her bottle that was already made.

I'm guessing Suhan made it this morning.

I grabbed her cereal and crunched some up before putting it in her bottle.

"Here mama"I said while handing her the bottle and she grabbed it.

"Tan chu"

I grabbed the box of Tootie Frootie cereal and made my cereal.

When I was done I went to the couch and sat down with Sisi next to me.

"Daddy!"I heard Sam yell from upstairs.

"Yea!!?"

"Can I go swim in the pool?"

"Yea but first you gotta come show me some love!"

"Daddy!"she laughed while yelling.

"Come on or else you ain't swimming in no pool"

She came in here and came to hug me.

"You forgot the kiss!"I said before she walked away.

She walked back and kissed me on my cheek.

"That's enough daddy, I'm going to the pool!"

"You ain't gone put on ya swims- never mind gone!"

"I can swim in this?"

"Yea"

"Okay bye daddy, bye Sisi!"she said before heading outside.

"Aight be careful"

"You wanna go swimming?"I asked Sisi.

"Awchejkeu"

"M. Me either"I shrugged before looking back at the tv and eating.

After this I at least need to smoke two blunts before Suhan gets here Cus I already know her ass finna chew me out.

I grabbed my purse and duffel bag before going to the door and unlocking it.

I sat everything by the door before going back to grab the many shopping bags filled with plenty of shit that I had just bought.

When I got back to the door I took everything inside.

The house was quiet as hell.

"Baby!? Sam!? Sisi!?"I yelled while walking to the living room.

When I got to the living room I looked outside and saw them since the patio to our backyard was right there.

I headed outside and walked towards the pool where they were.

"Hey y'all!"I said awkwardly.

"Hi mommy"Sam said.

"Ma-ma!!"Sisi said while walking over here.

"Hey cutie! Sam, where's your swimsuit!?"I asked her as I picked Sisi up.

"Daddy said that I could get in with my clothes on"

"Uh- Lontreeeeel"

"All you gotta do is throw em in the washer"

"I know but- never mind...can I talk to you real quick? Sisi baby go get back in your pool"I said while putting her down.

She ran back over to her pool and got in it.

I chuckled as I watched her splash her own damn self.

"Sam, daddy and I are going to talk really quick watch your sister"I said to her and she nodded.

Shiesty got up and walked over here.

He was sitting on the edge of the pool with his feet in the water.

When he got to me I looked up at him and hugged him before reaching up and kissing his lips.

"Wassup?"

"Let's go over here"I said while pulling his hand over to the couches on our patio.

He sat down on the couch and I sat on his lap.

"Aight wassup?"

I pulled my phone out before pulling up the live ole girl claiming to be his second baby mother on TheShadeRoom.

He was finna say something before I shushed him and we listened to the whole video.

When she was done talking I hit the power button on my phone and sat it down.

"Okay so what's going on? Is what she's saying true or what?"I asked while looking at him.

"Na- yea it is"he said while looking back at me.

"Did y'all get a dna test done?"

"Nah"

"Okay well then he's not your son obviously"

"She ain't lying, he mine"

"He's not though and if you're believing this bitch you're stupid! Do you even know her!?"

"Yea I know her, I fucked with her way before you"

"So you think he's your because you know her?"

"Nah, I know he's mine"

"Uh un... if you can't get a dna test done to prove that he's yours then he's not yours. So, maybe you should find her socials or some shit and set something up"I said before grabbing my phone then heading back into the house.

Yea I'm hurt about the shit but I can't let him or anybody else see that I'm hurt.

Shit if this little boy does turn out to be his then I'll just have to undergo my position as a step mother.

I don't give a damn what the situation is, I refuse to leave my man.

I'm too in love with this man in order to leave him again.

So if that means building a family with him and including his other child who's not mine then so be it.

Love and a relationship is about being there with your partner and loving them through thick and thin, and that's just what I'm about.