《Save me from the darkness. Kiritodobakudeku》Chapter 15 Day 1 : The beach. Mental disorders?
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'B-Babe why?'
'Well lets see...
I'm an asshole
I used to bully one of my boyfriends
I told him to take a swan dive off the roof because I don't know how to understand my emotions
Deku says he forgives me but its probably only because he feels bad for me
I'm a mistake
I'm weak, The sludge villain said it himself he only goes after weak minded hosts
I have scars all over me
I'm the reason Tatakai Shirokana, me 'n' Deku's best friend from preschool, left...'
'KACCHAN HIS PARENTS MURDERED HIM NONE OF THAT WAS YOUR FAULT!'
'Yes it is Deku'
'NO IT'S REALLY NOT THOUGH!' Izuku violently whispered
'I'm the reason Hikari Bakugou, my cousin left...
I couldn't save Lev Bakugou from an avalanche ... ' Bakugou trailed off again as Izuku interupted him again
'NO YOU'RE FUCKING NOT WE WERE FIVE! AND YOU SAVED ALL FIVE OF US. LEV FELL INTO THE AVALANCHE ONCE I FAINTED! IF IT'S ANYONES FAULT IT'S MINE!
OK!?!?'
'No it's not....'
'Yes it is though...'
I butted in saying something about us talking about it later. Kat brushed it off by continuing the list.
'I got kidnapped by the league
I'm the reason all might is gone'
'Yet again thats me,' Deku sighed
'How's that then Deku? Also what are the bandages on yours and Sho's wrists for cause I sure know it wasn't me or each other.'
'Do we have too?' Came the simultanious reply from the greenette and the halfie
'It's only fair me 'n' Kat did...'
'Fine' Sho replied 'I'll start..'
'It started about four or five years ago Touya/Dabi had run away to his boyfriends' house to escape my father... Father, the bastard pushed me harder.' Sho started off whilst unraveling his bandages. For the second time that night I started feeling like my whole world was collapsing around me. His arms were covered in bruises, burns and cuts. I hugged 'Zuku as he continued 'I thought the best way to get rid of the pain would be to become immune to it. How do you do that I asked myself? Well by inflicting more pain on myself so I started burning and cutting myself. My FATHER found out and abused me even more saying I deserved it. Saying it was my fault for all of this pain in my family and that hurt worse than the physical torture he put me through. Well thats my story.... Izu' it's your turn now.. I only know part of it from Shinsou but not all of it. But it sounds worse than any of mine anyway' He said whilst hugging bakubabe.
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'Oh shit if he thought it was bad compared how bad is Midobabes history' I thought to myself.
I sighed 'Where to start..
OH! lets start there. Save your questions for the end please. When I was three my life was pretty damn amazing. But when I was four and I had to go to the quirk doctor to see if I had a quirk, everything changed. I was quirkless. When we got home Ma'am (Mum) told Sir (Dad) and sir was absolutely furious. From that day I was bullied and abused. No Kacchan I don't blame you I know you just wanted to fit in with your 'friends'. Anyway continuing on when I was thirteen my parents if you can call them that found my diary and found out I was gay. That's when my mother started abusing me too. That's also around the time when the sludge monster wanted my body as a host. I was about to be a walking corpse when All Might came. He saved me that day. He was about to leave when I grabbed onto his leg. He took off before he realised I was there. When he found out he landed on a building and asked what I was doing. I asked him if I could still be a hero without a quirk and he said no... Then he left. I was about to jump off the building when this blue grey haired man - Shigaraki stopped me. We became friends after that but thats not we are talking about is it. So after that I ran away and I saw Kacchan being attacked by the sludge villain. The pros weren't there yet so I ran through the crowd and started tugging away the sludge and hitting him with my backpack. Once the pros finally got htere and finished him off they yelled at me saying I was either suicidal or stupid. So I left to go home knowing my parents were at the club again. When I was almost home AM (All Might) came up to me and offered for me to be his successor. I said yes obviously and I overworked myself and fainted in the middle of making dinner for my parents. But anyways the abuse got worse from there and I couldn't take it.I started cutting my arms, stomach, ribs, shoulders and thighs. So that along with the cuts from one for all and the added bruises, burns and cuts from my parents caused me to slowly loose health until Shinsou realised and has been helping me for the past three months.. and thats my story.
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