As soon as the apartment door was shut behind them Finn pushed Rachel into the door and grinded his body against hers.

‘Hurry Finn’ she begged her hands flying to the zipper of his black pants where she unbuckled and unzipped them like an expert, his shirt had already been unbuttoned in the elevator on the way up. The entire drive home had been spent teasing each other to the point they were both ready to explode. 

‘Are you ready for me baby?’ Finn moaned as he ran a hand up her thigh, he expected to come into contact with the lace of her panties but instead his hand plunged into her dark curls. 

‘Oh god you’ve been naked under their all night’ he groaned. 

‘Yes’ she giggled but the giggles soon subsided when she felt Finn's hard cock pressing against her opening. 

‘Oh Yes Finn’ she moaned ‘please’ she begged. 

‘You want this?’ he asked her rubbing himself against her; there was nothing more beautiful than Rachel Berry when she looked totally ravaged. 

‘Yes’ she moaned and with that Finn entered her in one long thrust. 

‘Oh god’ he groaned at the feel of her tight walls around him. He thrust in and out of her long and hard. Nothing in the world ever compared to making love to Rachel, he thought then. 

‘Oh fuck Finn’ she moaned. 

‘Oh you feel so fucking good El, so good’ he moaned in reply. 

‘Harder baby’ she begged. 

Finn picked up their rhythm and began thrusting into Rachel with everything he had, he could feel her walls tightening around him and knew she was about to go over the edge so reaching down between them he gave her clit a pinch. 

‘Oh fuck yes’ she screamed. 

‘Oh yes baby’ Finn cried back as his own release swept over him. 

‘Oh god that was awesome’ Rachel told him. 

‘Uh huh’ he agreed still trying to catch his breath. 

‘I love you’ she whispered. 

‘Hmm me too’ was Finn's reply. 

When he felt as though his legs could hold them up he walked them towards his bedroom and laid her gently on the bed. 

‘I’ve missed you’ she whispered as they lay together in the dark. 

Finn was a little confused about what she meant ‘I’m always here for you’ he told her. 

‘It doesn’t feel like it lately’ she whispered back. 

‘What do you mean?’ he asked her turning on his side and propping himself up on an elbow to look at her. 

‘It’s just with school, exams and work I feel like I’ve barely seen you in the past three months and I’ve missed you’ she told him. 

‘I know but school with be done in a month or so’ he told her feeling completely guilty because it hadn’t been just school and work that had kept him apart from her. Yes they had certainly been the major contributing factors but he had also spent some of his spare time with Serena when he could have been with his Rachel. 

‘I need to go to the bathroom but I wanted to talk to you when I come back about something’ Rachel told him then jumping up quickly. 

‘Okay’ he smiled as he watched her cute little ass swaying as she walked out the door and felt himself harden again. 

Whilst she was gone Finn heard his cell phone going off in the pocket of his jeans and leant down to retrieve it. 

‘Hello’ he answered. 

‘Hey honey’ the voice replied and caused Finn to close his eyes in dread. 

‘Hey’ he replied. He was just about to sit up when Rachel came back into the room completely naked and climbed back on top of his body and laying her head against his chest. 

‘Where are you?’ she asked him. Rachel could hear the female voice and jealousy surged through her along with the need to stake her claim. 

‘At home’ he replied trying to stifle a groan as Rachel began to trail kisses up his chest. 

‘Oh, I thought you were working tonight but I went to the club and they said you weren’t there’ she told him. 

‘Y-Yeah I know it wasn’t very busy so Marcus let me go home’ he explained. 

‘Are you ok?’ she asked 

‘Um I’m kind of busy’ he moaned and Rachel couldn’t stop herself from giggling at the way his voice sounded. 

‘Who’s that?’ Serena asked jealously. 

‘Oh that’s Rachel the girl I live with’ he told her. 

‘Oh’ she replied. ‘Why didn’t you come over after you got off?’ she whined. Was she always this clingy and whiny? he asked himself then. 

‘I had some things to take care of, listen I cant really talk ok’ he told her then he looked up to find that Rachel was frowning at him now, all the playfulness gone. 

‘Oh ok I’ll talk to you tomorrow’ she said. 

‘Yeah’ Finn frowned his eyes never leaving Rachel's. 

‘I love you Finn’ she said causing Rachel to gasp. 

‘Um’ Finn mumbled shocked ‘it’s ok Finn’ Serena told him ‘I know you’re not ready to say it back yet’ she assured him. 

‘Bye’ Finn said quickly before hanging up the phone. 

Rachel rolled off Finn until she was on the bed next to him. ‘W-Who was that?’ she asked him when he turned to her. 

‘Um a- a girl I’ve been seeing’ he told her quietly. 

‘W-who is she?’ she asked then instantly worried the night she had planned had taken a turn for the worse. 

Finn sat up and threw his legs over the side of the bed, turning his back on Rachel and putting his head in his hands. He needed to gain some control and he couldn’t do that while he looked at the emotions crossing her face. 

‘What was it that you wanted to talk about?’ he asked her. 

Rachel was startled at the subject change, if she didn’t know any better she would have thought Finn was trying to keep something from her but her and Finn didn’t have secrets or so she thought. 

‘Y-You didn’t respond’ she blurted out then when realization finally hit her. He hadn’t been around for almost three months now and tonight was the first time in that three months that they had been intimate at all and worst of all he hadn’t replied. 

‘Sorry?’ he asked confused. 

‘I-I t-told you that I loved you earlier and you d-didn’t say it back’ she said her eyes filling with tears. 

‘Oh El don’t cry please’ he begged ‘I’m sorry’ he told her. 

‘What’s happening to us Finn?’ she sobbed. 

‘You’ve obviously been avoiding me the last three months if you’ve had time to date, your getting calls from other women in the middle of the night who tell you that they love you and expect to hear it back a-and y-your not wearing your h-heart’ she cried. 

Finn's hand instantly reached to his throat to confirm that she was right he wasn’t wearing it. He had taken it off earlier in the week when he had a date with Serena and he had forgotten to put it back on. He immediately reached over to his dresser and picked it up intending on putting it back on. 

‘D-don’t bother Finn obviously you don’t mean it anymore’ she said quietly. ‘I wanted to talk to you tonight because I cant do this anymore. I was going to tell you that I’m sick of missing you, I’m sick of not waking up next to you every morning but mostly I’m sick of sharing you. I cant, no Finn I wont do this anymore but I guess I don’t need to tell you that’ she whispered between sobs as she wrapped a sheet around her and began to get off the bed. 

‘El please’ he begged he didn’t know what was happening exactly but he didn’t like it. Her words had hit him hard and he wanted to tell her that he wanted all those things too, maybe that had been why he had allowed himself to get involved with Serena in the first place. 

Rachel stopped ‘How long?’ she asked him. 

‘How long what?’ 

‘How long have you been having a relationship with someone else, I mean that’s what it isn’t it. She seems to think it’s serious, serious enough to tell you that she loves you and she obviously doesn’t know anything about me’ she cried. 

‘Oh god El it’s not like that’ he told her. ‘I-I never meant for it to get out of control but it did and I’m sorry’ 

‘How long?’ she asked again. 

‘Three months’ he told her. The moment his answer reached her ears Rachel broke down in renewed sobs because the one thing she had worried about everyday for the past three and half years whilst she lived this charade with Finn had just become a reality. The only difference was that it hurt twice as much as she ever dreamed. 

‘W-who is she?’ she made herself ask. 

‘Don’t do this El’ he begged. She still hadn’t turned back around but he could see her body shaking and hear her crying. 

‘Who?’ she asked again. 

‘Serena Michaels’ he whispered. 

He watched in horror then as Rachel spun around and her hand reared out and slapped him hard across the face ‘How could you?’ she screamed. Rachel hated Serena Michaels with a passion, the girl had done nothing but make several of Rachel's classes hell over the past four years and she had told Finn her feelings about it on several occasions. 

‘I didn’t mean for it to happen’ he whispered his hand going up to cover his face where she had slapped him. This was three times as worse as what he had expected during all the times he thought about her reaction when he told her he had broken the rules. 

Shaking her head Rachel turned back around and reaching up to around her neck she removed the necklace that Finn had given her. She felt her heart break as she took it off. 

Finn gasped as she turned around and stepped forward and handed him the necklace that he had given her as a promise. He had given it to her because she had held his heart and as far as he was concerned she always would, he didn’t want to take it back he didn’t want his heart back from her. 

‘I guess you have someone else to give this to now’ she whispered tears still running down her eyes. 

‘No El please don’t do this’ he begged. 

‘Y-You still didn’t say it’ she sobbed then ‘you only had to say one thing and you cant even do that, can you?’ she told him. It was clear as day he had no idea what she was talking about so unwilling to stay a minute longer she picked up her clothes and after allowing the sheet to drop away from her body she ran out of Finn's room and into her own.