phoebe,

remember when your family went on a vacation overseas,

and you kept sending me postcards

the whole time you were there?

rmember when you came back

and found those postcards

on your front door, untouched

as if it wasn't delivered in the first place?

do you remember how you tried

to stop your lips from quivering,

when you looked at my window,

and we locked gazes

and you smiled, but it came out as a grimace?

i remember.

jeongguk.