"Kai," Chanyeol sighed looking at his husband who was sitting next to Suho who was sleeping peacefully on the bed his hands wrapped around his belly securely. "You need to let them talk." He mumbled.

Kai turned his face towards Chanyeol , his brown eyes meeting his. "You wouldn't understand Channie ..its just...its that Suho is my best friend and i can't let anyone hurt him." he sternly answered. Chanyeol sighed yet again moving towards Kai a little more as he placed his hand over his shoulder.

"I completely understand that you want to help out your friend and i really appreciate that but the situation Suho is in right now, he needs more of Sehun than you. they need to sort their own selfs first."

"I can't let Sehun hurt him Yeolie ..i can't." Kai spoke slowly running his free hand through his hair. "You don't know about Suho Yeolie..he-he isn't good with dealing situations like this. he hasn't been since he was a little kid, i remember he always used to isolate himself because he couldn't let out his emotions and he couldn't deal with people as bluntly as he should. Sehun doesn't know this, no one knows but he-Suho used to have suicidal thoughts everyday, he's too weak Chanyeol . And i'm really afraid if i don't help him, he'll let the history repeat itself." by the time Kai finished speaking his voice was shaky and his eyes were full of tears. Kai knew no one would understand this, he was almost positive everyone was starting to get pissed off by his attitude towards Sehun and Suho but he knew if he didn't stay by his friends side, Suho would loose it.

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It was around eleven the next morning when Suho followed by Chanyeol and kookie who was cuddled up in his arms came out of the hospital room.

Kai had gone to sign the discharge papers for Suho and take care of the bill. Suho wanted to ask if Sehun came back last night but when he reached the waiting room and saw Sehun sitting there his hands on his knees, head bowed down Suho gasped.

"He's been here since five." Chanyeol answered following Suho's gaze. Suho's mouth was agape as he turned to look at Chanyeol standing beside him.

"Why-"

"Kai didn't let him in," He answered obviously knowing what Suho wanted to ask him. "He wasn't even letting him wait here until i butted in and begged Kai to do so." He explained pushing kookie up in his arms a little further.

Suho let out a shaky breathe, he didn't know what to feel? he knew that Sehun was trying, he could see it in his eyes but he was afraid. he was afraid of the fact that what if Sehun goes back to ignoring him again? Suho couldn't just bare the fact of getting left by Sehun again.

Suho snapped when he felt a hand over his shoulder. "Let's go?" Kai spoke holding few papers in his other hand. Suho nodded reluctantly. Chanyeol sighed and nodded as well as they walked further into the waiting room.

Sehun's head immediately snapped up as he heard footsteps echo in the waiting room. He was finally glad to see that it was Suho who was walking in other than someone else like before. He got up immediately when Suho reached near him.

"Jun.." Sehun spoke, voice heavier than before. Suho looked up meeting his eyes and gave Sehun a weak smile.

"Discharged?" Sehun questioned looking at Suho for any sign of forgiveness.

"Yes, we were just leaving." Kai spoke for Suho in a harsh tone.

"Can i-i drive you home Jun?" Sehun asked slowly, frowning due to the harsh reply he got from Kai .

"No, he's already got a ride." Kai replied once again making Chanyeol sigh and Sehun frown a little more.

"Let's go now Jun." Kai urged squeezing Suho's' shoulder lightly.

"Actually i was thinking about going with Sehun .." Suho mumbled making Kai raise his eyebrow.

"Jun-"

"Let them go Kai please." Chanyeol spoke with pleading eyes.

Kai looked at Suho and then at Sehun , he knew what was coming next, all these people were emotionally going to attack him.

"Fine," Kai muttered pulling his hand off Suho's shoulder. "But i'm going to drop Suho to the car."

Sehun nodded smiling as he moved forward to take Suho's hand in his but Suho moved back a bit.

Sehun ignored the rejection and weakly smiled stuffing his hands in his pocket. Kai like had said before dropped and triple checked for Suho to see if Sehun wasn't going to pull out any stupid shit and when he was fully satisfied.

Nothing major happened on the way over, expected for Sehun asking Suho if he was doing alright and if he needed anything when they get home and Suho just nodded in response uttering no word at all.

Sehun knew Suho wasn't going to forgive him this easily and he knew he had to work hard for it. When they got home Sehun was quick enough to rush over to the other side and open the door for Suho who smiled and whispered "thank you."

Sehun had already called NariAh on the way over to get the meal ready for Suho, so when they entered they were greeted by NariAh and the table was set up for Suho to each.

"Oh my baby!" NariAh gushed rushing towards Suho who smiled at her as she placed a kiss on the boy's cheek and hugged him.

"Come on now, the meals ready. Doctor said you need to eat so i made everything i could think off." she smiled wiping her eyes.

Suho smiled even though he didn't feel like eating but since the incident he needed to take care of not only himself but the baby as well.

"I'll just get changed and freshen up." Sehun answered to none one in particular but himself since everyone was ignoring in and walked towards the bedroom.

At least Sehun was thankful that Mrs.Kim had left that day itself because she couldn't stand the sight of Sehun and watch her own son ruin up his life again.

Once Sehun had freshened up and changed into a pair of sweatpants and a loose shirt he walked out of the bathroom and saw Suho giggling and talking to NariAh .

Sehun couldn't help but awe at the way Suho's face brightened when he was happy or how his mouth makes the cute crescent eye smile when he laughed.

He slowly made his way towards the dining room and the moment Suho saw him walk in, he stopped smiling. Sehun's heart clenched because he was standing in between Suho and happiness and it was no one's fault other than his.

He slowly sat down next to Suho who pretty much stiffened but didn't show it. "Smells delicious." Sehun said smiling at NariAh , who smiled back and walked out of the dinning room before nodding at Suho.

Since Sehun was back in the room Suho lost his appetite again, even though he had already ate enough but there were still bits and pieces left in his plate. Sehun started to eat his own meal again, glancing to check if Suho is eating or not from time to time.

"You need to eat taehyung, dr.clark said-" Sehun started only to be cut off by Suho .

"I'm finished." Suho spoke getting up and moved forward to pick his plate up but Sehun stopped him mid-way.

"NariAh will pick it up." he said and Suho nodded moving his hands back and walked out of the dinning room. Sehun dropped his fork himself because how could he even eat if his own husband wasn't having a proper diet?

"NariAh!" Sehun called and soon NariAh came rushing into the dining room. "we are finished, clean up please." he said grabbing the napkin and wiping his mouth off.

NariAh nodded and quickly started to grab the used dishes from the table as Sehun stood up himself and started to make his way towards the bedroom Suho had rushed into.

"He needs your love and affection Sehun ." NariAh spoke from behind him. Sehun turned around with a confused look.

"He needs to feel the love and affection again, your love and affection. He needs to trust you again." Sehun nodded completely understanding what NariAh meant. He needed to gain back Suho's trust and how him he can change himself for Suho and the baby.

"Take care of him please, he's broken." "I know." Sehun spoke quietly and started to walk towards the bedroom again.

Sehun had knocked three times, waiting for a response to come from the other. When no response came what so ever Sehun twisted the doorknob and walked inside to see Suho was lying on the bed wrapped up in the blanket his body facing the other side of the room.

"Jun?" Sehun said quietly when he saw Suho shuffle within the blanket. "You cold?" he asked.

"No." Suho simply answered bringing his knees to his chest as much as possible but the growing belly was in the way. It was almost winter and the weather was obviously chilly and the way Suho was cuddled up in the blanket clearly yelled he was cold.

Sehun sighed walking towards the cupboard and opened it, pulling out a big warm blanket. He then walked over towards Suho and placed it over him.

"I said i wasn't cold..." Suho spoke even though he was shivering his bum off! Was pretty glad when Sehun placed the warm blanket over him.

"Jun, babe, you need to take care of the baby and yourself nicely." Sehun answered sitting on the corner of the bed and started to brush Suho fringe off his forehead.

Suho didn't shriek within Sehun's touch this time, he felt warm and homey. he wanted Sehun to keep touching him and brushing his forehead.

"Sehun, it's- i'm fine." Suho spoke slowly. "Suho please, i'm really trying so hard here, i'm really sorry for what i did. i feel guilty over it and the fact that you're troubling yourself over me just makes my heart clench, Jun please, i'm really trying out please just please stop running away from me." Sehun cried as he fell off the bed and was done on his knees.

Suho sat up quickly, his heart racing when he saw Sehun fall on his knees and beg. "Sehun please get up please Sehun don't-" Suho gasped gaining Sehun attention who looked up from the ground eyes widened when he saw Suho place his hand over his stomach.

"Jun, what are you okay? Jun!" Sehun mumbled quickly getting up and getting on the bed as close to Suho as possible.

Suho gasped again louder this time.

"Jun, answer what's wrong?"

"ifeltitmove" Suho mumbled still mouth agape.

"what?"

"i felt the baby move!"

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