《Carnal Desires》15
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Billie Eilish, Khalid - lovely
Rory stayed in bed for the rest of the day. After their fight in the bath he had stormed out dressing in a singlet and sweatpants. He pulled on a boxing wrap, no doubt heading for the gym to blow off some steam. It was better he hit a punching bag than her.
She was frighten and anxious to say the least. When he returned to bed tonight what would he do with her? Her heart raced with every passing second and at every footstep she heard outside her door.
When she heard a creak, she sat up fear coursing in her eyes. She breathed a sigh of relief as she saw Luci striding in. Her exams were over. Hence, why she looked more lively and less exhausted.
"Hi," she smiled, sliding into the empty space beside her. "You have María very worried. She sent me here to get you down for dinner later."
"I think I'll have it in my room." She said, laying her head back down.
"Did you have a fight with my brother?" Luci asked stupidly while staring at the red mark on her cheek.
"Yeah," she murmured, pushing back the lump in her throat.
"Did you take a contraceptive pill?"
"Yeah." She hadn't miss one since her wedding night.
Her thoughts flashed to feeling of him releasing inside her. In that moment, she was frighten. Frighten of getting pregnant and bound to him forever. She had marked out her next three periods and prayed that it came. What would she do with a baby? A child she was forced to have.
Rory wondered why he did it. If it was her punishment then it was a cruel one. He not only subjected her to hell but his own child too. Imagine only existing to bound your parents together.
"I'm surprised," Luci laughed, "I'm surprised that you're still here. I thought you would have ran for the hills by now."
She thought so too.
"I can't ran away." She swallowed, the ceiling above suddenly turning fuzzy. "He has my mother."
That was all it took for her to break.
What happened in the shower, she wanted to turned back time. She should have just kissed him back, like he wanted then she would not be feeling what she felt like now.
Helplessness. Violated. Immense pain.
Luci held her as she cried. It was the kind of cry that tore out hearts and crushed them. A hurt that pierced so deep it burned and the only way to relief that feeling was to cut it deep. That's what Rory was doing unconsciously - digging her nails into her wrist, scratching and clawing. It was to replace the emotional pain with a physical one where it only lasted momentarily.
Luci held her hands still. She had been there and done that. If only she had someone to hold her too.
"You shouldn't live your life like this." She murmured, stroking Rory's back softly. "You should only live for yourself. I think your mother would understand."
"I can't leave her." She hiccuped.
"Then you will never leave this place." Luci stated sternly. "Don't subject yourself to pain for someone else. It is not cruel to choose yourself over others."
She stopped crying, wiped her tears and sat up, "Aren't you on your brother's side? Why are you trying to help me?"
"I'm on the side of justice." Luci said, rolling her eyes playfully. She hopped off the bed, pulling Rory along. "Come, you will cause María heartache if you don't come down for dinner."
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Groggily, she followed. She hadn't had anything to eat since last night and with all the energy lost, she needed food.
Gideon's scent filled her before she saw him. Rory stopped in her track and inhale sharply, stomach twisting unpleasantly. He was still dress in his singlet and sweatpants, his hair disheveled and eyes still so angry.
Luci turned to María, giving her a thumbs up, who looked relief as she saw Rory.
Her usual place was beside Gideon, to his right and opposite Sebastian, Cielo and Luci. The three of them oddly look like a little happy family.
Gideon's hand rested on her thigh, stopping her breath. She could feel everything, fury, restlessness and all the intensity, it was practically vibrating off him.
"I'm leaving on a business trip tonight." He announced, his thumb caressing her inner thigh. "I will be away for a few days depending on how it goes."
He glanced at her and his heart ached. Gideon didn't want to leave her behind again.
Once dinner was over, Rory returned to her room and moments later Gideon entered. He headed straight for the bathroom.
He was going away for a few days, it was a blessing and an opportunity. An opportunity to escape. She swallowed, she can't leave this place not when Gideon still had her mother. You will never leave this place, Luci's words echoed in her ear. If she didn't go-
"Rory," He said, pulling her from her thoughts. He was buttoning his cuffs and shrugging on his jacket. "Get changed."
She looked at him in confusion.
"You're coming with me." He stated, nonchalantly.
He had made the decision abruptly in the shower because he realised he couldn't part with her even if it was just for mere days.
Rory opened her mouth to argue but was quickly shut down by his pointed glare. He helped her up and ushered her into the closet.
"You only need clothes to change on the plane. Everything else will be prepared for us when we get there." He informed, "I'll wait for you downstairs and I'll tell the others."
Rory grabbed her backpack at a complete lost for words. She didn't know what to pack since she had no clue where she was going. But, one thing was for sure, she took her stash of birth control pills with her. The only reason she was certain Gideon was taking her with him was to use her for his sick pleasure.
Her stomached twist as she walked down the stairs, a backpack swung over her shoulders. She looked like a freshman on the first day of school, not a mafia boss' wife.
She hugged everyone goodbye, Luci especially who rubbed her back soothingly. Sighing, she climbed into the passenger seat and watched the estate pass by.
"Where are you going?" She asked Gideon out of curiosity.
"Greece," he replied to her surprise. "Consider it our honeymoon."
"I didn't pack clothes appropriate for Greece." She swallowed. The clothes she had shoved in her bag were from home, from when she first ran away. They weren't appropriate for Colombia and there was no way they would be for Greece.
"You won't be needing clothes." He chuckled with a lustful glance that made her squirmed in her seat.
Minutes later they arrive at private runway where a plane, bigger than the one she had came on, was resting on the track. She followed behind Gideon and his man, her mouth opening in awe then abruptly closed as she remembered the kind of business he ran.
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She hesitated. Her eyes darted to the open stretch of field and for a moment she considered running just to see how far she'd get. Then she glanced around at the SUVs and the men emerging from them. They were built like Olympians, there was no way her little self could out run them.
She glanced up at the opening where Gideon waited with an out stretch hand. Painfully, she turned her back on the chance and climbed the stairs. Another one will come, she told herself.
~*~
17 hours and 19 minutes later, they arrive in Athens, Greece in the early hours of the morning, carried to the car in Gideon's arms. At some point, Gideon had changed her into some pyjamas, wrapped her into some blankets and pulled her close to his body. She slept soundly, her cheek pressed against his chest.
Regret filled him as he gently caressed her bruised cheek. He traced the mark with his fingers and planted a soft and delicate kiss there. Somehow, he hoped it will ease her pain. He didn't mean it but she had hurt him with her rejection and he wanted to show her how much he was hurting. So, he hurt her back. It won't be the last time he'd hurt physically but he intend to make up for it each time.
Rory stirred in his lap, her eyes peeled open in a daze.
"Go back to sleep." He whispered, "it's late."
She nodded and feel asleep again, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat.
~*~
Rory couldn't keep her food nor her liquids down all morning and afternoon. She had never travelled long distances before and it was messing with her bodily functions. She had slept most of the day despite wanting to walk down the path leading to an isolated beach.
Greece was so beautiful with its shiny blue oceans and white sand beaches. It was majestic and rich with myths.
"Don't come outside if you're going to be sick again." Sebastian, Gideon's right hand man, snorted. "The smell is disgusting and it's starting to stain."
According to Sebastian, Gideon had left this morning for his meeting with a regular. The reason they took the big plane was because he had goods loaded in plane. Guns, bombs and other death torture, as Sebastian had put it with a sinister smile.
Rory didn't know the man properly but he was so sweet with Cielo that she didn't think he was anything like Gideon - the psychotic kind.
He was left at the villa to keep an eye on her, Gideon's order. Though, since she had slept most of them day he been lounging on poolside sipping a cocktail.
"I feel better now." She huffed. Though, she did still feel a bit dozy but there was nothing a good nap on a white sand beach couldn't solve.
"I don't recommend going out there now, it's the hottest part of the afternoon." He stated, but she didn't listen as she fished out a rainbow beach umbrella from the back and was dragging along behind her.
She had one ancient looking book tuck underneath her arm and a beach towel flopping atop of her head. She looked ridiculous like a comedic character from a cartoon. He wondered why Gideon had married her, there was no oomph nor wows about her. She was nothing surprise but a teenager floating through life.
Having known Gideon for years and considering himself as one of his best friends, he wondered what Gideon's exes would think. His exes were of high pedigree - models, entrepreneurs and Heiress.
Perhaps, if they were lucky they might ran into one of them here. No they will certainly ran into one here.
Sebastian pushed himself off the lounge chair and walked around the pool, towards the edge of the villa. He could see Rory's set up the private beach. She was laying on her towel underneath the umbrella, flipping through the old book she had found in the house.
He dialled Gideon's number, he needed to get back here before she suffered a heat stroke since she hadn't been able to keep down fluids and solids since she woken up. God, he never met someone with severe jet lag before.
~*~
It was shimmering hot, Rory noted, suddenly wishing she had listen to Sebastian instead. Rubbing sun cream on herself, she laid underneath the massive umbrella that provided excellent protection from the blaring sun.
She opened her newfound treasure to only close it moments later as the words were in Greek. Sighing, she sat up and eyed the glistening blue sea. Without a second thought she ran into to the water, basking in it.
It was cool and brought back memories of summers with her mother. She floated in the water before swimming around in circles and diving below. It was so clear that she could see the bottom of the sea and the little fishes swimming around.
Rory resurfaced, swimming back to the shore and dug her fingers and toes into the sand. Once she was satisfied and the sickness magically submerged, she returned to her blanket. Once again flipping through the book - it had pictures in it, she'd entertain herself with that.
The jet lag still in her system pretty much putting her asleep as she turned the pages of the book. It was laying on her chest as she slept soundly.
It only felt like a moment but the sun was no longer high in the sky. So she must have slept for a good hour or two. There was a gentle breeze prickling at her bare nipples and a wetness dripping from her folds.
Her eyes popped open, meeting the obsidian orbs of Gideon. She was naked, her pistachio coloured bikini discarded to the side.
He was between her thighs, hands on her ankles pushing them back as he ate her out. She squirmed as a gasped escapes her. Wherever she wriggled his mouth followed her all the while his eyes never leaving her face.
She wondered how long he had been there, eating her like his favourite dessert because she felt her climaxing building suddenly. Rory propped on her elbow, head thrown back as she came over his face.
His mouth, his nose and his stubble was dripping with her juices. She gulped as it dropped down his jaw and his tongue darting out to lick it - it was so dirty.
"Are you feeling better?" He asked, crawling up her frame.
She answered with a nod. She didn't feel fatigued nor sickly anymore. Her body has finally caught up with the time zone.
Gideon was only in a pair of navy swim trunks that had a bulge to it at the groin area. She glanced up at him while he smirked as he yanked down his trunks and letting his cock sprang out.
She frozen, realising they were going to do it on the beach with Sebastian and some of his men back in the villa. She paled and didn't get a chance to protest as he slide easily into her. The pain of his cock stretching her as she cried out, throwing her arms around his neck Rory clung tightly onto him.
Finding his desired pace, he moved easily in and out of her. He had prepped her well and any pain should subside in a bit.
Rory moans were like music to his ears, egging him on as he pumped her. She was so wet and slippery yet it was still a tight fit. Her pussy was squeezing him, begging for his cum. But he only started, he wanted to enjoy the moment with her for a bit longer.
"Does it still hurt?" He murmured in her ear.
She shook her head. It hurt less than before but still stung. The pain couldn't be help since he was very well endowed.
After some hard thrusts to her g spot, Rory fell back onto the towel realising another orgasm. She arched her body towards Gideon who grabbed her hips and pulled her against his cock.
He grunted, a low and husky sound that vibrated through his body. His mouth was opened in bliss as he came inside her just like her pussy begged for. He lean forward and pressed a kiss to her lips. He let his nose travel along her jawline to her breast and back up to laid between her neck and shoulder blades.
He was inside her as they laid entangled together.
"Ask me about my day." He ordered.
When she didn't comply, he began rocking his hips again until her tiny voice became audible.
"How was your day?"
"It was good." He replied, kissing the side of her face. "My client loved his orders. He'll be placing another one soon."
He started rocking his hips again, going slower and building up this time.
"Is he another mafia boss?" She asked, suppressing her shaking voice.
He hummed in response, "can't tell you it's confidential."
Gideon flipped her on her hands and knees, and thrusted in roughly from behind earning himself a rewarding cry. Fingers entwined in her hair, sand coating their sweaty bodies while the sun gleamed down on them. He was convinced he made it to heaven.
"Oh god," she moaned, falling onto her chest as her body shuddered from another mind boggling climax.
Once again her pussy was clenching tightly onto his cock. He quicken his pace and groaned as he felt ready to release again.
"Please come outside this time," she begged, craning her head back at him. He was getting bigger inside her and she knew he was close.
Her eyes were filled with tears and terror. Rory didn't want to her pregnant especially since they have only been married for a month. She also intended to run away at the next opportunity and did not want to do it while heavily pregnant.
God, she could actually picture herself waddling along as people chased her. Obviously she won't get far.
He gritted his teeth, pulled his gaze from her eyes and released into her womb. Since she was already filled, his cum was pushed back out and slide down the length of her thigh. The sight was the sexiest thing he had seen.
On the plane, when he had rummaged for her pyjamas, he found the birth control pills. He wasn't angry as he thought he'd be. If she wanted to take them she can, he wasn't going to stop her because the pills weren't 100% effective. It was a slim chance that she'd get pregnant and that was enough for him.
He pulled out and Rory visibly shudder at the sensation. Once she got her breathing under control, she sat up and gathered her bikini, sliding the two piece on.
Gideon eyed the cum trickling down her leg and smiled in satisfaction.
All she could think about was returning to the villa and popping a pill in her mouth. He had come in her twice.
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