October 17, Saturday

I wake up to the smell of strawberries. My bed sheets smelled like her and they will forever smell like her. Only she's not in bed with me, again. Although I could hear here downstairs so I knew she was ok.

I slowly get up and look out my window. The forest was peaceful and shinning in the morning light. Ive practically spent my entire life there.

I get up and walk down the stairs already hearing Isabella humming. I was quiet not to disturb her and so I could watch her.

I quietly sit on a stool and watch as she cooks eggs. Besides her was biscuits, gravy, bacon and soon eggs.

Isabella was wearing one of my shirts so I wasn't able to see her cute ass. She was only wearing underwear underneath.

The women would never understand how weak she made me. The way my heart melts if she does anything involving her. Her breathing broke me.

I'm just so attracted to her that it's actually driving me insane. All that I ever think about is her. I could be thinking about how the training was going with my pack but then skip to her laying in my bed hot and breathless. I was turned on almost all the time.

That's the problem. I want her all the time. I want her so bad that my version of gentle will tear her apart. I just want to make her feel like a queen. I want her to feel protected, loved.

I would let her run a knife through me if she truly wanted and I would still love her. I'd hope she'd have a good reason because that would hurt like a bitch but I would. Like I said before, I will do anything for her.

"Oh my god how long have you been sitting there?" Isabella says jumping back into the counter. I smile trying to not let a laugh escape my mouth. I laughed to much around her.

"An hour." I lie wanting to see her reaction. She gives me a annoyed face before taking the eggs off the stove.

I get up off my seat and walk to her. As I try to hug her she whips around with the spatula pointed at me. "You don't get to touch me after being mean." She says with a serious face but I know she's joking.

I grab the spatula quickly and throw it on the counter then grab her throat. Her eyes immediately meet mine showing me how submissive she is. Fuck. She acts so innocent but I know she's not. Not by the way her eyes beg me to take her until she mentally and physically can't take it anymore.

"I don't think you make the rules." I say tightly running my empty hand up her shirt. Her breathing picked as she said nothing. I knew she wanted to challenge me but she knew she would loose.

I pull her neck closer to me before slamming my lips onto hers. Isabella immediately responds wrapping her hands around my neck. I bent down so she could reach me easier. She's so small and cute. God I can't.

Isabella pulls away trying to catch her breath as I sit there patiently waiting for her to talk. I squeeze her ass slightly so she would pay more attention to me.

"I made you breakfast." Isabella finally says with a smile. I smile back kissing her lips.

"Thank you baby but you didn't have to. I should be bowing down to every word you say." I say kissing her cheek. She blushes but covers it up by turning away.

"Do you want me to make you a plate while you pick something to watch." Isabella says making a plate for herself. She turns around to look at me but I was already gawking at her. It hard to drag my eyes away from her.

"If you could Princess?" I say kissing her again. She smiles and turns back around. She just makes me cheeky and happy.

That's sound terrible.

I go to the living room and turn the tv on. I pick just a random movie that was playing right now. I usually never watched tv until Isabella came. I could tell she really liked movies.

She soon came in with two plates of food. It looked so good, I felt as if I hadn't ate in years.

After eating very quickly I went back for another big plate. When I sat down I could see Isabella eyeing my plate. "You hungry?" Isabella says with a laugh. I absorb her laugh before it leaves.

"Wolves eat more than humans. I eat for a wolf remember. And your food is delicious." I say with a smirk making Isabella give the same smirk back.

"Grayson we need to talk about something." Isabella says after a couple minutes of silence between us. Only the movie played in the background.

I felt my heart beating out of my chest. Before I met Isabella I didn't even know I had a heart at that point.

"Grayson?" She says waving her hand in front of my face. I flinch barley for the first time in forever.

"I understand if you don't want to be with me. It's a lot to take in just please think this through Isabella. Please." I say putting my plate down and grabbing her hands. I couldn't be without her. Not anymore.

"Grayson that's not it at all." Isabella says with a small giggle. I relax back into my chair at the thought. She still wanted to be with me.

"Grayson, I want you to bite me. I want to be your mate. I want to be their Luna. I want to stand by you through the best and worst."

Isabella had decided.

God is a Women by Arianna Grande