September 6, Sunday

My heart squeezed in my chest as Grayson left. He didn't even acknowledge me. It's not like we're dating but still. I wanted to feel his body heat again. I wanted his hands on me, squeezing me.

I secretly got turned on by his touch. I don't know why, he barely even touched me. Just something inside me is dying to be near him again.

Was it bad that I would rather sleep with him then Cara tonight. God I'm such a bad friend. I'm tired but also I still have the jitters from earlier.

"Come, your going to love Grayson's house." Cara says making me jump out of my thoughts. I follow behind her and Alex as we walk out of the large cabin. We then walked on a dirt path that passed other cabins but much smaller. Way farther back in the woods was another cabin only a little smaller than the original one.

Small lights lit the pathway to the cabin. It was very secluded from the others and more beautiful. We walked up the stairs of the patio and into the house. Cara flicked the lights on to show case the large living room. Unlike the brown cabin on the outside, the inside colors were black, white and grey.

The walls were white with black furniture and grey decor. We slipped our shoes off and Alex and I followed Cara up the stairs. I wonder how many times she's been in his house. I remember the first time seeing them together, I thought they were a couple. Obviously I was wrong.

Cara said goodnight to Alex who was gonna sleep next door. I felt slightly bad for them not being able to sleep together. "Cara you can sleep with him if you want. I won't mind." I say quietly to her. Alex has already left to his room.

"Really?" She says in a pitiful tone. I know she felt bad but I was fine. I somehow felt safe just being in Grayson's home. "Yes, I'll be ok." I say with a smile.

"Ok, well this is your room. There's a shower in there for you. If you get hungry or thirsty the kitchen is downstairs to your left. If you need something I'll be next door." Cara says giving me a hug.

"Alright. Goodnight." I say before closing the door. I turn around to the dark room and turn the light on. The bed was a blood red with silk sheets. It looked so comfortable but I wanted to shower first.

I open one of the doors in the room that led to the bathroom. Marble counters with black tile. This house was so beautiful. Just everything looks so expensive.

Stripping of my clothes I get in the shower. The hot water loosened my muscles. I let out a quiet moan at how well it felt. After awhile I stepped out and dried off. I put on a t shirt with a pair of shorts and long socks. I walked back into the room and opened the window. It was so nice outside.

I looked up at the dark sky. I could get used to this scenery. The forest is just so calming. Maybe I should try moving to the country once I get a good job.

I soon went to bed feeling the sleepiness drift over me. Sometime during the night I heard noises waking me up. I stood up in bed hearing slow grunts. Lord, are they having sex right now? It's.... 1:36 in the morning.

I open my door to my room feeling sleep disappear from me. I walk down the stairs quietly. I go to my left to find the kitchen. A small light was on only illuminating the stove. I tip toed to the counter to already see a glass out. I used that one not wanting to snoop in his stuff.

I filled it up half way and took a sip. I have no idea how I'm going to sleep with someone having sex right behind my head. Someone pray for me. And I have work tomorrow!

I put the cup down and turn around to leave when I see a shadow. I yelp but relax when I see Grayson appear with the little light I have.

I look down at his body to see him only wearing sweatpants that were hanging dangerously low. His sharp v line was on view. His body was extremely muscular and thick. Tattoos cover most of his skin barely leaving the color of his actual skin tone.

My heart was literally hammering out of my chest. I didn't notice but he had walked right in front of me. His chest was so close to mine.

"Hello Princess." Grayson says with a raspy voice. I bit my lip feeling incredibly hot. He was to close.

His eyes traveled over my body. He took an especially long time on my legs. He moved even closer to where our chest were a inch away from touching. His hand moved to grab something behind me making my skin turn cold. I bit my lip in anticipation.

He took the glass I just had and slowly drank the rest of the water that was in it. "Don't do that." He said making me clench my thighs together.

"Do what?" I say out of breath. I could barely breath. Without a word he picked me up by my waist and put me on the counter. I could feel my nipples harden under my shirt from his contact.

He shoved his body between my opened legs with his hands on my thighs. All I could do was look at his lips and eyes. They were so breathtaking.

He then nuzzles his head in my hair and neck. His breath tickles my neck giving me the chills. He took long breaths, like he was breathing me in. One of his hands moved to my hip holding it tightly as the other stayed on my thigh.

My nipples strained against the soft cotton of my shirt as he slowly began kissing my neck. I put my hands lazily around his neck. The feel of his lips were lovely. Slowly going lower and lower he hits my weak spot. I moan lowly and connected my hands with his hair.

Grayson sped up kissing my jaw roughly. He takes a moment to look at my eyes before he slams his lips against mine. It takes me a moment to register it but I soon kiss him back. He was kissing me so hard like his life depended on it. I felt my body light up with fire as his tongue came in contact with mine.

I pulled at his hair making him groan into my mouth. His hands were holding me so tightly I wouldn't be surprised if I bruised.

He breaks away to give me a second to breath but continues on my neck. He returns to my weak spot, sucking on it harshly.

The stumble of something heavy makes both of us freeze. Grayson's muscled body turns to a rigid wall. Unlike before when he softened under my touch.

I hide my body behind Grayson's large one. Swiftly Grayson turns his head around still holding onto me tightly as he sees what made the sound.

I look over to see it's Alex looking extremely afraid and awkward. Grayson let's out the most animalistic growl from the bottom of his throat even making me scared. I could feel it reverberate through his entire body. Although my body also found it sexy making me unintentionally clamp my legs around his large torso.

"I'm sor..sorry. I just ca..came for some wat..water." Alex says stumbling out of the room.

"Grayson." I say quietly trying to pull his attention back to me. I kiss his jaw lightly making him jerk his head around. He roughly grips my jaw and slams are lips back together.

After a moment he moved from my lips to my four head. Like a feather he kissed my forehead before disconnecting our body's. I let out a small whimper not being able to feel his body anymore.

His lips turned into a smirk as he touched me again. Slowly running his hand up my thigh, licking his lips. "Baby." He groans out seductively. I feel my breathing pick up again as I squeeze my legs again as well.

"Your making this really hard for me." He says as he wraps his arms around my body. He pulls my hair back softly, putting my neck on view. He kisses it a few times until he reaches my shirt.

"You need to go to bed. You have work tomorrow." He says picking my body up off the counter. My legs wrap completely around him this time as well as my hands.

This time I snuggle closer to him feeling extremely possessive of him now. Lord I barely know him a couple weeks and I can't not be with him. Like there's a string that's keeping us from not being together. Unless he doesn't feel the same way.

"Do you wanna sleep with me princess?" Graysons says running his hand up and down my back. I pull my face away from his neck to look in his eyes. Was I really about to sleep with him?

"Yes please." I say pathetically. Grayson's jaw tenses as he squeezes my ass. As I put my face back in between his neck, I let my lips rub against his neck and ear.

Quickly Grayson carried me all the way up the stairs. He walked me down the hallway, the opposite direction of Caras room. When he opened the door, the lights were off giving me no imagination of the room.

Grayson brought me over to the bed and laid me down softly. Then moved the blanket over my body. A second later, he got in as well. Immediately he hugged me from behind. His body being perfect for me to cuddle into. Finally I felt my mind drift into a sleep.

Rude Boy by Rihanna