I'm super tired. I just made a drop and I just wanna eat and go to sleep next to Davina.

I open my door and see Davina eating a blowpop and sitting on a suitcase. I close the door and wait patiently for an explanation

"I'm glad your here, I need a break from all this. I need a break from you and this. Running around, cutting, slicing, breaking, all this hood shit." She said while getting up from the suitcase

"Wait in the beginning I found you on a corner and when we got together we promised each other we was in this until the end. Soo again explain to me why your leaving" I said getting kind of loud

"You wanna know the truth , I'm Fucking somebody else. I'm tired of waiting up at night wondering if you are gonna walk through that door. I'm tired of praying every night that hood brings you home. This new guy, he makes his own LEGAL money and gives me the world" She said yelling

"Soo I'm supposed to except all this" I said starting to tear up

"You don't have a choice baby, I'm getting on a flight in three hours to Mexico. Have a good life Ray" She says while grabbing her stuff

She walked over to me and Kissed my check after wiping my cheek.

Just like that she was gone

Today was ok I guess. I researched the stuff in that envelope and it was pictures of these murders and all these unidentified mysteries. I'm scared but I'm not scared cuz I know that I'm leaving this shitty place in like another week so if I really am next, I won't be here so it doesn't matter

Anyway, this is like the last night me and Roc well have to ourselves cuz everybody is gonna be moving into the house tomorrow. Soo I want to make it perfect. I put Bahja in the tub after she wanted to run around the house naked screaming Dirty Girl. I got her dressed and sent her to Aminah House so she can watch her

I cooked some crab legs and Cajun cooked shrimp with corn and I bought a kit to make some Blue Motherfuckers (that's the legit name of the drink). When Roc came home I already took a shower and had on some lingerie under my sweatpants and this black crop top. He came up behind me in the Bathroom while I was doing my hair and hugged me and kissed my neck while hugging me from behind.

When he was done showering and changed we was downstairs eating and watching movies. When we was done eating and I was washing the dishes he came behind me once again and this time he picked me up. Now we had atleast 2 Blue motherfuckers and they are super strong. He carried me all the way to the living room and he threw me on the couch. I still got suds on my hands but I don't care. We were kissing and rubbing and I straddled him, still kissing tho. I got up and he chased me to the room

~ Le Sexi Time Happens~