Dearest Na Ra

As soon as you read this letter, I'm probably gone forever. I had no choice but to face the punishment that I deserved. I never married through out my whole life Na Ra. I was a whore. A whore who fell in love with a man whom I thought would love me back but I was wrong. He only had me because of lust. I ended up being pregnant with his child. He was no ordinary man, Na Ra. He is a priest. A high priest of a no ordinary church. He runs a cult known as the Agma cult. Which also means the Devil's Cult. When he found out about my pregnancy, he pretended to be happy about it until when I was six months pregnant. He made me into a sacrificial lamb for a young boy's birthday. Fortunately for me, the boy killed him and let me go. On one condition. He wanted the new born child as a gift. I had no choice but to accept it. The boy was Jungkook, Na Ra. His family and the rest of his friends are part of the agma cult.

Worshiping devil and in fact something happened to Jungkook that I'm not sure of. But don't blame Jungkook for everything. All he wanted was you. You and him are fated and destined to be together. You're his gift. The reason I gave you away was because I want you to be protected. To always have god by your side but I failed. During the family dinner, it was revealed by his mother that someone who is dearly close to you is part of the cult too. Sister Ye Jin. She was sent by Jungkook's parent to keep a look out on you. I really had no idea about this until recently. Please be careful with her. I'm sure there is more truth to be revealed by Jungkook himself, Na Ra. Take your time to discover all these. Please forgive me and have me in your prayer. I love you so much, Kim Na Ra. Have a blissful marriage.

Love,

Na Young.

"Eomma wrote me a letter revealing everything, Jungkook." I said as I look at him, trying my best not to cry. Jungkook's expression seems dead after he read the letter that Eomma wrote for me. "Do you hate me now, Na Ra?" He asked and I rested my forehead against his shoulder. "Why didn't you tell me, Jungkook? You knew about all of these and you didn't bother to tell me." I cried and I felt him stroking my hair.

"Honestly, I didn't know the baby was you until recently Na Ra. I never thought it would be you until you told me the story about your mother and that evil woman who saved her life. When I revealed my parents name, you didn't even think about it do you?" He asked and I shake my head. "I was too dumb to realize all of this." I said as he then wipes my tears away. "You can be mad at me all you want, Na Ra. I don't blame you. I have so much to tell you but right now, I need you to sleep. I promise to reveal everything to you, tomorrow." He said before he carried me up, bridal style and lead me to the bedroom.

He lay me down on the bed and place the cover over my body before wiping away my tears. "To answer your question, no. I don't hate you. I can't even hate you,Jungkook. You have no idea how much I love you. The word hate doesn't exist when it comes to you and I." I said before he leans down to kiss my lips. He get to his side of the bed and pulled and cuddled me close. I hold his hand firmly and kiss the wedding ring that is on his finger. "Don't leave me Na Ra." He whispered as he kissed my shoulder. "I won't." With that I fell asleep as he hold me close to him.

I read the letters that her mother wrote for her. I had no fucking idea that Sister Ye Jin was part of the cult. My parents really played the dirty game. I have to prepare myself to explain from A-Z to Na Ra tomorrow. It is a relief that she doesn't hate me even after the truth being revealed to her slightly. Explaining about the cult is simple. Telling her that she's been eating human meat is not. Probably best if I tell her everything as a whole. I slowly got up and texted Jin hyung to tell him about what happened. He advised me to not reveal everything at one go. Slowly until she can take in all of it.

I managed to sleep that night with Na Ra still cuddling under my arms. I woke up to her caressing my cheek. She sit up slightly and plant a soft kiss on my lips. "What happened to no kissing before you brush your teeth?" I asked and she just let a small laughter. "Good morning, love." I said and she lay back down under my arm and rest her hand on my chest. "Good morning, husband." She replied. She seem fine and that worries me somehow. "Are you feeling alright?" I asked and she sigh. "No. I won't feel alright until I hear everything." She said before she sit up on the bed fully and so do I. "I can tell you a little bit if you want to know right now." I brushed her soft skin and kiss it gently. "Let me order breakfast and we can talk about it over morning meal." She said and I nod.

"How long have you worship the devil?" She asked as she pour the milk into her cup of coffee. "Since I was born. My generations had always been in the cult. My ancestors is one of those cult founding family. That includes, Jin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Namjoon, Tae and Jimin's ancestors too." She seems calm right now which is good right. "What happened actually during your sixth birthday?" She asked and I sigh.

"I was suppose to kill your mother and the unborn child which is you. However there is a man or shall I say the devil; told me to kill the high priest instead. Just to let you know. High Priest Soo Bin was the one who had an affair with your mother. He also happened to be Jin's father and your father which makes you..." Na Ra dropped the spread knife on the plate as she look at me, stunned. "I'm Jin oppa's half sibling?" Bingo. I nod my head and she bite the bread aggressively. I paused and see if she can take it in. Handle the small truth first. "So the devil told you to kill the high priest instead of my mother?" She asked and I nod my head.

"Mhmm. Soo Bin knew that if I killed a pregnant woman, I won't be appointed as the high priest in the future because i broke the rule. I did what the devil told me and as a gift for obeying him, he told me to have you as a gift even though you were not born yet. Plus I was chosen to be his vessel." Na Ra frowned and she finished up the bread before she drink up her milk coffee. How is she calm again? She is still here and she isn't running away from me. "Na Ra, say something." I hold her hand and she pass me the salad that is on her plate. Yeah I forgot that my wife hate vegetables. "So the devil's vessel. Does this mean you have a devil inside you?" She asked and I nod. "No wonder you're so hot and sexy." I raise my brows. "The nun in the church always warned me that the devil is actually a handsome, hot and sexy creature. They told me not to fall for him and here I am married to him."

"Na Ra you being so calm and relax like this is making me worried right now. Do you not heard what I just told you?" I asked and she glares at me. "Do you want me to speak the truth? Fine! This whole thing is crazy Jungkook. Everything from what you told me! But I have no choice and just accept the truth. The truth that my mother was a whore. My father was a high priest of a satanic cult, my husband is also the the High Priest of the cult and also has a devil inside him. I am trying my best to keep myself sane."

There she cried. She broke down in front of me and I got up and pulled her into a hug. "You are not ready to listen to everything Na Ra." I whispered and I could feel her tears damping my shirt. I wiped away her tears. "If I ask you to do something will you do it?" She asked, sniffling and I nod my head. "Anything Na Ra. Anything for my dearest." I said and she gazes into my eyes.