Renee is now a super star. Everywhere she goes people have heard about her making th eKing Of Alpha's submit to her. i know that submission is a big thing to wolves, but I didn't realize that it would cause so much attention. i'm so glad that she finally got what she's been working on, but I still haven't got I'm working on. I want to be able to go to sleep and not worry about someone or something hurting the people I love. Hurting my family. No matter what I do, it feels like someone is watchin gus. Its not a good feeling to have. I haven't told Renee yet because I know it will only cause her to worry. I don't know how long I can keep her from finding out because she knows when something is wrong just by looking at me. I lean against the chair in the library trying to breath. Something in my stomach just tells me that something isn't right. I can't really figure out what though.

"You alright?" Jared asks coming in.

"Yeah, just got a feeling something is wrong." I tell him.

He sits next to me and nods.

"Yeah I got the feeling too. That's why I increased boarder patrol."

I sit up at his words. Maybe he knows something that I don't know. He sees my confusion and excitement and smiles,

"My guys see movement in the distances, but its too far away to know for sure." He explains.

I lay back and sigh. I know that its a long shot, but I just hoped that maybe he had already solved my problems. He pats my shoulder and stands to leave,

"You know, after all this is over you are welcome to stay here. I know you have no where else to go. I am willing ot help you out. Alpha to Alpha."

I nod and smile thanking him with my eyes as he turns to leave. Stay here forever?

Christina hasn't been feeling well lately. She has a fever and she has been very moody. I have a feeling she is going ot shift soon, but she could just be sick. Jonathan has been happier and smiling a lot lately. Maybe its something I haven't learned about yet. Christina is in her room with a cold rag on her head. I left a nurse in her room with her hoping that she might start to feel better. I roam the halls alone to look around. My looking around is stopped short when I hear arguing. As I get closer I hear Jonathan's voice,

"I don't care! I won't let anything happen to my family, especially my mate!"

"Then you need to act on it now. Especially since now you have something else to think about." Jared's voice says.

"I know, but I don't know how to tell her."

Frustration comes over me and I fold my hands in front of me before walking in so they can see me,

"Tell me what?" I ask.

They look at me in shock before relaxing. Jared smiles and begins to walk away. Jonathan looks worried and confused as he sorts through his thoughts. I smile lightly to assure him. He holds my hand as we walk down the hall towards the garden. I smile because I love it out here. We sit in a bench in front of a fountain. It has a beautiful wolf as its center piece. The smell of all kinds of flowers fills my nose and I smile with a sigh.

"Renee...." Jonathan starts pulling attention to him, "We've received news that the others packs are joinning together. They're going to attack us head on because they believe that White Wolf will only bring us dispare. They want to kill the White Wolf." He says.

"They want to kill me." I whisper more to myself.

Jonathan nods and I push my hand through my hair. I sigh and look into the beautiful water inside the fountain. The water ripples lightly as the wind blows across so free without pain nor tourcher. I start wondering to myself, when will I bee free?"