" a liar is always lavish of oaths."

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Noor opened the first page and was shocked to see what was written.

" i am a liar and

i will die as a liar."

She shooked her and continued reading. The more she was reading, the more she was going in the pit of guilt and loathing.

I am a liar.

I am Bahar Baig, the pampered princess of Baig household.

I am Bahar Baig, the girl with all the luxury in the world.

I am Bahar Baig, the girl who was married to the love of her life.

I am Bahar Baig, the girl who was in love with a man she couldn't have.

I am Bahar Baig, the girl whose whole life is a lie.

And out of all the lies the biggest lie is that,

Bahar Baig is a liar! A liar! A liar! A liar!

But i wasn't like this two years ago,

I wasn't a liar until my eyes saw him.

I was happy go lucky girl. I have everything family, friends and Walid, my beloved husband. And i didn't knew when this perfectly fine life started to bother me, i wanted more. Something that will consume me and leave me breathless. And then i met him. I was preparing for my exams, exhausted to no end. Honestly I wanted to throw it all out of the window, but I can't. And this is where my thirst for more, starts to find its way. Walid Baig, my beloved messaged me to bring him a file. When i reached my destination, it was beautiful three storey mansion, i saw a crowd mingling intoxicated and high on drugs. It was a rave party. I know its pretty common in Mumbai but I've seen this party for the first time, my curiosity took the best out of me and I was trying to go inside, but the guard was on alert. They didn't let me in and that's when i saw him, He was standing by the window of second floor, holding a glass of liquor. He was looking at me, i can feel his gaze on me but he had no idea I'm looking at him too. What a shame!

This was the first time i saw him and felt a jolt of desires in me. I want to rebel. I want to be with him. This carnival feelings took a toll on me. Everything starts to being difficult for me. All i could see was Meeran Shah, he's forbidden for me, I'm married to someone else but all this Reasons were not enough for me to control my desires. I did what i shouldn't have done, i was waiting for a chance to get him....and i didn't knew that chance would come so quickly.

Walid, ah my beloved husband he set me up with him. I was on cloud nine when i got to know Meeran is interested in me, but i couldn't believe that my own husband will sold me out for a business deal! What a shame!

I was planning on cheating behind my husband's back, but before anything could happen my husband sold me out like a piece of meat.

The day i walked in Meeran Shah's hotel room, all my feelings died for Walid Baig. I didn't hated him, not an ounce of emotion were left in me to feel for my so called husband.

Life started going smoothly, i started seeing Meeran Shah, he wanted me and so do i. But one day reality struck me badly and I started hating myself including the men I've been around.

It was my Baba's Birthday. I was on my way to Baig's kitchen to wish him, but what i saw their i couldn't ever forget. I was going to Baba's office when i heard hushed voices coming from the 'supposed' store room, the door wasn't locked. I can hear the voices more clearly, when i pushed the door a bit to look whose inside, my body froze and i couldn't move a bit. Their were five girls all of them aged between fifteen to eighteen, they were standing nude, no clothes on their bodies. Walid was standing by them and he was presenting those girls infront of the men, who were looking at them with awful gazes. That day i knew, Walid not only sold me out but he was a Professional at selling girls like meat. I was moving back to tell this to Baba, but ohh the innocent me, couldn't figure out this is going in his freaking restaurant's store room. How couldn't he have known? What a shame!

I was a daughter of a man who sells a girl for the pleasure of Man.

I was a wife of a man who sells a girl for the pleasure of man.

I was sleeping with a man who bought me for a night.

And what i was thinking? All this time?

Huh, Shame on me!

I'm nothing different from those men, I'm like them. The only difference is i acted upon my desires without letting anyone know.

I have no feelings left for Walid Baig, but truth is i Started loathing this man! I started loathing myself too. What kind of girl am i? I did a sin which was worst of all the sins! Adultery!

I've no interest left in anything. All i do is make a face smiles and continue living like nothing happened. My Faith, My Righteousness started dying out. If Meeran hadn't been their. The man for whom i sinned, brought me to correct my mistakes. To ask for forgiveness from God. What a shame!

For the past two years I've been working with Meeran Shah, against my family. Meeran Shah wanted to destroy my family and take out the truth what's actually going behind the closed door of Baig's kitchen. I started passing him the sensitive information which will destroy my whole clan.....but i didn't cared. I didn't cared at all. For me its a way of redemption and Repentance. I thought maybe helping Meeran in Saving the lives of those innocent girls will bring me peace and forgiveness.

I stopped acting upon my Desires. I stopped sleeping with him. On outside it looks like I'm still sleeping with him, it was just a play for Walid's eyes. So that he wouldn't get the clue I'm the one whose playing them all along.

The business was dying day by day. My Baba, My uncle and Walid all of them were getting suspicious, but they hadn't clue who was going behind their backs.

I was doing good, and i knew my family is going to be punished for the sins they've been committing for years. All of the things were going smoothly accordingly Meeran's plan. But I don't know how Walid got to know about us. Out of the blue he sent me flowers and then Called me "Bahar Jana."

Meeran called me 'Bahar Jana' whenever he wanted information from me. And Walid didn't knew about it, it was the code for us that we're not being watched. That day i knew its either me or my family. I've gone too deep in this pit and now there's no turning back.

So, i decided why not let my family die a peaceful death, a death free of shame. Because if the dark secrets of Baig's kitchen will come out, my whole family will be blamed and shamed on. Also the ones who are innocents. I'm burning my home, my safe haven, my only favourite place on the earth.

Tommorrow there will be no Baig's kitchen. No monster like Naeem Baig. No women seller like Walid Baig. No greedy Man like Chachu. No Supporting characters of this shameless crime like my ma and chachi. And No Sinner like Bahar Baig.

I'm burning down this house into ashes.....

But before that I'd like to confess the biggest lie of my life, Meeran Shah was the only one in this world, whom i loathed. No Meeran Shah was the only one whom i loved, with all my heart.

Bahar Baig,

A girl who lied.

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Noor closed the diary and took out of her phone. She couldn't believe she'll be dialing this number after years of being Apart. But she needs answers.

The call was being picked on the first bell and her face was bare of any emotion.

"Meeran Shah, Speaking."

"Noor bacha."

"I want to meet you. Where are you this days?"

"If you want to meet me i can vist london...."

"No Mr Shah, just tell me where you are?"

"I'm in Mumbai."

"Good. Send me your address I'll be their by Tuesday."

"Noor..."

Before Meeran could say anything Noor, had already cut off the line. She didn't Wanted to here anything, she just want answers from the man, who was the destroyer of her best friends life. She wiped away her tears and booked the next possible flight she could find, she had to go back to Mumbai. She had to...

To be continued.

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Well there's more drama left and some more secret's yet to be revealed.

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