It was a pleasant evening, Meera woke up from her sleep when she heard her phone ringing sound. She took the mobile to see who it was and when she found that is from Vikranth she got up slowly and looked blankly at the phone screen.

She didn't attend the call and the phone is continuously ringing. She doesn't want to talk with him because she's mad at him for calling her after four days

From the moment she walked out from the airport a nameless depression and sorrow just clouded her heart and mind. She knows she shouldn't feel this way, but she's so helpless that she can't even pass a single moment without thinking about Vikranth.

When the phone again started to ring, she left her ego and attend the call nervously like she's going to talk with him for the first time.

"Hello", the word slipped from her mouth after a silence.

"Meera, how are you? Are you Ok" his voice sounded very tired and concerned.

"I am fine why you called me?" she asked showing her angry.

"I need a Help Now my manager will come to our house he will ask for a blue file. And that's in my cupboard near my photo. Take that and give that to him, OK?" he said.

"Hmm, OK", she replied.

"OK then I am ending the call", Vikranth said and abruptly ended the call and Meera thrown the phone again on the bed in a disappointment because nothing happened the way she wanted especially in the case Vikranth, she can't understand what he's having in his mind. She stood up and walked to Vikranth's room.

It's been five days since Vikranth left for Mumbai. Her companion in this big house is the little cat, silence, coffee, TV, the buzzing sound of wind and the chipping sound of birds and plants in the garden. Vikranth called her next day morning to say that he reached safely and then he didn't call her for almost four days.

Even she yearned to hear his voice she's very stubborn to call him leaving her ego. She doesn't want to come down from her pride.

The kiss and hug she shared with Vikranth on that day constantly roaming in her mind, she doesn't have any idea what her heart is trying to tell her.

Is it love? Whether am I started to love him?

Is he really changed or acting?

Am I fool???

Ah... My brain is going to explode I think...

Why should I have to love the person who throws me when I am useless to him, he will do that even in the future. He wanted me only for his needs not because of love. He not even cared about me when I lost my mom and the child. God... I hate him, I hate him, I HATE VIKRANTH.

Meera went into his room, she looked at their marriage photo. In that Vikranth smiled like he achieved in something, Meera too has a smile but not like Vikranth's. For a second her gaze is only on that picture, then she came out of her thoughts and looked at the cupboards. There are two, and she doesn't know which one Vikranth mentioned because both of them were on the adjacent sides of his photo.

She opened the left one using the key that was on the lock as such. She found there's no blue file in there but her eyes stumbled on the teddy bear that Vikranth bought from the shop when they first met and the photos of her and Vikranth that taken while they were in a relationship, and a red file with that. She is frozen and confused about why Vikranth is having these things with him.

Suddenly she heard a calling bell sound, she knows who is it. It must be that manager. She closed the cupboard and opened the right one where that blue file is sleeping...

She carried that down and opened that to see a forty-something man.

"Mam Vikranth sir send me to..." he started.

"This is what you wanted right?" she handed the file to him.

He nodded and bought that file in his hand, "Then mam if you need anything. You can call me on this number", he said and gave his card.

"Vikranth sir asked me to give this", he added.

Right now Meera wanted him to leave, she wanted to know what those things are and what exactly happening in her life.

After he left, Meera placed the card on the nearby table and closed the door. She quickly went to his room and again opened the cupboard. She took that teddy bear and the photos in her hands. They were smiling brightly in those pictures, in some photos, Vikranth is kissing her cheeks and in few pics, they were hugging.

These pictures were taken when they are so much in love, sorry only Meera. At that time Meera is in the state where she will do anything and everything for Vikranth.

It hurt her to see those pics, it reminded how foolish she is at that time and the passionate night she shared with him made her eyes to well with tears.

But why he's still having these? The question arises in Meera's heart. She took that red file and sat on the bed. There she found the hospital details about her health, and that dated three years before. And papers that detective gave to Vikranth and that dated three months before.

After reading the details. She closed the file, confused and tears started brimming from her eyes.

He said that he doesn't know anything that happened to me. Then why he's keeping all these things?

Is he the one who saved me?

Then why he's not accepting that?

Yes, Vikranth only saved me, he must be the one I know that and I wanted that to be true. For all these days, I cried a lot and regretted a lot for loving a person who doesn't even had a drop of mercy and love on me, Meera thought and looked at Vikranth's photo, he's smiling so brightly...

When the time I saw you with another girl my heart just broken into million pieces, you meant so much to me Vikranth, I have trusted you and loved you like a crazy woman. So that I can't even accept that you cheated on me and I took the decision of ending my life. Even in that dying moment my stupid heart only thought about you Vikranth do you know that??

I am stupid to take that decision and I lost the child. Until this moment I am regretting doing that and I am a sinner. But the reason for all these things to happen in my life because of the reminisces love that I had for you.

After I came to know that I am saved by someone I thought only you Vikranth. Because I don't have anyone other than you. But you said that you're not. And my heart again broke to know that.

I thought you're my future Vikranth and madly believed that will happen, but you broke all the promises, trust and my heart too. It is too hard for me to trust you and love you again...

Now we are married and living together but still, I can't feel that happiness in me. I am having you by my side but still, I can't adore you like the past.

You're confusing me, and making me fall for your love and it's very hard for me...

Now you know what I am missing you. when you kissed me I don't want to push you, for a minute I forgot about everything and wanted to be that old Meera and wanted to love you again.

I don't know what exactly happened between us, but I can understand that you're hiding something from me. And I will find that soon Vikranth.

Meera placed everything inside like how they are before. She closed Vikranth's room and went down have a tea because now she's feeling headache.

She turned on the living room lights and went to the kitchen after preparing herself a cup of tea she came out and went to the lawn.

The cool breeze and the evening sky is blissfully elegant to see but Meera can't enjoy this she hugged her folded legs and placed her face on the knees.

A lone drop of tear came out from her eyes.

What are doing Vikranth?

Are you that busy so that you ended the call abruptly without asking what I am doing?

Or whether you're angry at me?

Why am I feeling so bored?

Even when I am living alone, I never felt this way, lonely!!

What happened to me?

Why did I want to see you Vikranth?

Am I the one who's having this kind of feeling or Do you feeling the same way I do?

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Are you missing me Vikranth?

When are you coming to see me??

Or can I come to see you if I missed you so much.........

She thought and blushed... After finishing her tea she closed her eyes and felt the breeze on her face.

I think you are the one who saved me, I don't why you're not accepting it, but my heart saying it is you even my mind too. I want to smile, laugh, dance, sing, and want to be like my old self, will that happen?

Meera thought and an unknown fear spread on her heart, because what if that these won't happen again.........