Jared

Immediately Derek told me that Ariel was in paris...I was over the moon..I booked the next flight to Paris...I was so nervous but very happy...I could finally see her...hold her..get to explain things to her ..and be with my family once more...

Getting to the address however was a different story...she moved...I asked her next door neighbors but they had no idea where she could have been...she knew I was coming...I just know it...her scent we still fresh around the apartment...

I felt ..I don't know how to describe the hole in my heart...and coming here made things worse... knowing she was running away from me....I felt disheartened...tears fell from my eyes rapidly..and though I knew I was crying by the apartment hallway..I couldn't careless...I miss her... very very much..

Bitter sobs came out of my mouth and I let myself drown in the pain.

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Coming back to the pack, I felt empty..it didn't feel like home any more...now that everyone thought of me as one that could lose it any second..the house was deserted...no wanted to be near grouchy me..even I would avoid me...

God...where could she be.. how is she coping with our pup all alone...is she ok, she left the hospital so early after birth..she didn't even rest well..I am losing my mind...

Sitting at the dinning table..I didn't want to eat but I had to...I couldn't be weak now..I needed to find her as much as I needed breath to live.. what if she didn't have any money...she could be starving or had little...she should have stayed here where I could care for her damn it .....I felt my eyes well up again..I swear I have cried so much since she left..my tears could fill the ocean..

The oldest maid was the only one who had the guts to stay back...she dropped my food on the table "alpha, your meal" she announced...not bothering to raise my head " take it away..I'm not hungry" I said .." but alpha..you haven't been eating all that much..you get i__" ..... since my wolf was on edge I felt so angry that she was questioning my decision " Rosa! Get this food and yourself out of my sight this instant or I will make you regret being here" I yelled interrupting her while glaring at her.

She immediately took the dish and ran out of the room.. letting out a growl..I banged my fist on the table..why would she do this to me ...I wish she would have given me an atom of trust and waited for my explanation...I felt so miserable...like I was going crazy...

Letting out a louder growl..I punched the wall again and again...but right at that moment, I smelt something wonderful... she's back...my Ariely came back.

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To make up for the long wait..here is another update

Petite 🙃