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Ariel

I knew he was going to tell him where I was ...I knew Derek so well....even if he promised not to tell Jared were I was , it was only a matter of time before he'd be pressed to tell him because he believes that a person's mate is everything...the thing is I didn't want to be found especially not by Jared...

I stared at our beautiful daughter in my arms ...she was and is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and I can't believe I had a part in giving her life..she had Jared eyes...a painful reminder... He hurt me again...he took the heart he was mending and tore it apart like it was nothing..it was at this point I hated the moon goddess for giving me so much agony and pain...

I quickly picked the bags I had already packed and made my way back to were I can get all the answers I wanted...I've had enough of the pushing around...I wanted the truth and the truth is what I will find ...and God so help me if the little faith I have in Jared is lost...he would pay dearly.

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Very carefully I made my way through Jared's pack border without being detected...I went straight to the cottage at the far end the west border...no one really pays much attention to that section except during rogue attacks..

Dropping Ivory very carefully on the bed...I patted her back to sleep..she was such a peaceful baby, very quiet except when she is hungry..then she becomes a siren .

Sitting on the bed..I sighed ... leaving Jared like that was one of the most painful things I have ever experienced...I could feel our bond weaken but it was still there and because of that I could feel his pain and his heartbreak....I wanted so badly to go back to him and live happily with our child...but I also need to know the truth.... because I am tired of the lies surrounding us..when things starts getting better, it just goes down the drain...

So I made a plan during the time I was in labor and after Ivory was born...the only way to find the truth was to come back to were it all started....but I knew I couldn't stay here immediately after Ivory was born...Jared would do anything to make sure I stay by his side...but as I said...I want to know the truth once and for all...

So I took a short trip to Paris and stayed in the house Derek bought me when I was still considering leaving Jared...I knew he was going to tell Jared the most possible place I could be and because of that I needed to be fast....there, I met Janzy ...she is a witch that I got to meet once when she was transferred to stay in my former pack's orphanage for a while till her coven came to get her....we were children when she left , she left an enchanted necklace for me so we could always be in contact...but after moving to Jared's pack I kept all my things in the attic wanting to forget my past...it was up until now that I remembered about it..

So I went to find it right after I left the hospital with Ivory and went to Paris....it was just my luck that Janzy happened to stay there too.. that made everything easier...she gave me a coat ...it was a transformation coat ..I was to put it on so that no one could recognize me ...I would be me but with a different face when I had the coat on...

That is now the major key to unlocking the mystery of I and Jared's relationship...to find out if his love is true or not.... And secretly in my heart..I hoped I was wrong.

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Pls forgive me... I've been terribly busy and it led to me falling ill.... updates

Love,