Jared

dropping to my knees, I could feel the walls closing in on me.. I felt like I was suffocating ..I felt like I wanted to die.

She left me, left me ... I felt like someone carved out my heart and ran away with it.. I must have screamed because next thing Nate burst into the room.. he was saying something... I could hear him.

She couldn't have gone far, I felt my wolf take over ... I lost control.. he was feeling all I was but double of it... We can still find her.. we have to find her .. he yelled at me but deep down I knew she didn't want to be found.

Since I wasn't in partial control of him....my wolf was more reckless.. pushing and hitting anything and any one in his part...I felt held back...before I knew it there were a lot of my pack warriors holding me down..

My wolf was getting angrier..they were stopping him from finding his mate and his pup... ..he growled as more men held us down.. feeling a prickle on my left arm...I knew we were being sedated....

I slipped slowly into darkness with one thing in mind..she was gone..

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It has been 3 weeks since Ariel left .... three weeks of pure torture .... three weeks of intense depression and insomnia..I began to search for her immediately I got my consciousness back..but she was no where to be found..

I knew she didn't have a family before and even her previous pack knew nothing about where she was.. even Derek...it was like she never existed..she just vanished.

Everyone in the pack avoids me this days...all afraid that I could blow up anytime and no one wanted to be in the receiving end ..I myself, I'm giving up on life.. lately I have been considering stepping down and handing over to Nate...I mean what good was I to them..

I felt tears run down my eyes.. God I love her so much.. everything hurts....she took my soul with her, living me lifeless...I wanted more than anything to see her..to hold her again...to just be with her....I would do anything to get her back.. even if it meant dying.

In my whole life, I never knew I could love someone so much..

I heard the door burst open ...I didn't even bother to lift my head, I felt drained...

"I think I know where she is Jared" I heard him say ..my head shot up immediately

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Petite 😁