Jared

I wasn't fucking dreaming!... It wasn't a fucking dream.. I really kissed my Ariel.. touching my lips, I smiled.. she is everything.. everything to me... I would do anything for her and our baby..

I received the pizza from the pizza guy and made my way back to Ariel's room.. upon entering, her head shot up to look at me then she quickly looked back down.. I walked up to her slowly.. skeptical about what to say when I got to where she was ..

Sitting on the chair by her bed side " I bought two packs of pizza, I didn't know how hungry you were" I said holding on to the pizza box.. she nodded and stretched her hand to take the boxes... I withdrew them... She was supposed to be on complete bed rest " Ariely.. I will feed you myself" I said looking at her.. her head shot up again " what? " She said surprised.

"The doctor said you should be on bed rest, ariel please let me do this for you this one time" I pleaded ..." But Jared__" she tried to refuse.. instinctively I put my index finger on her lips "shhhhh... But nothing.... you promised me that I will be with you every step of the way.. please allow me" I said..

She looked at me surprised, then nodded her head OK... Then she did something that surprised us both.. she licked my finger.. my eyes widened and looked at her surprised.. she busted out laughing.. so hard that I had to join her.. her laugh was that contagious and she had never laughed like this with me..

After catching her breath, she looked up at me.. " oh Jared .. I know we are not exactly friends or anything but you don't always have to be so serious and skeptical.. I couldn't help but do that" she said looking at me with a smile.. it hurts that she didn't acknowledge our relationship but I expected that.. so I just smiled back at her.. " alright let's feed you " I said

On her third slice.. her phone I had dropped by the table beside her rang.. I reached out to get it for her when I saw who was calling.. fucking Derek... I felt my wolf stir in me .. I handed her the phone and turned my face away.

"Hey D" she said smiling. "Ariel.. oh thank God you are ok. I heard what happened.. just say the word and I will be there" Derek said.. I felt my fist clench.. I can fucking take care of my mate damn it!!.. "come on D, I'm ok.. you don't need to.. now let me get back to my food" she said playfully.. "alright.. call me if you need me Ari and I will be there" he said .. she rolled her eyes "yes yes.. I know.. say hi to Lily for me" she said then cut the call.

I kept on feeding her but I was tense... I was jealous of his relation with my mate but mostly is was jealous cos I wanted that with her so bad.. I fucked up before but I'm doing everything to make up for my mistake.. even if deep down I Know I would never be able to completely make up for it..

I think Ariel felt my mood change because as I was about to feed her .. she held my hand.. I looked at her questioningly.. " Jared you don't have to do this if you don't want to" she said.. shaking my head " no.. I want to" I said looking at her.. " so what is wrong? " She asked.. deciding to be honest I said " I'm jealous of Derek" .. she gasped

"But why would you be?" She asked looking at me surprised " because he has your affection Ariel" I said feeling ashamed and down casted.. I heard her heart pace increase "why would you be jealous of that Jared.. we both know you don't like me like that" she said

Feeling agitated, I stood up " that's the thing Ariely.. I care about you so much.. I fucking love you Ariely" I said surprising both of us .. she looked at me wide eyed.

"what!!" She gasped out.

🍁🍁🍁