'Beep 'Beep 'Beep 'Beep 'Beep 'Beep 'Beep 'Beep.

I looked over at Noah trying to ignore the annoying machinary.

Noah was still as a statue his hand hadn't left my belly since they let him inside. We been here about a two hours. The bleeding finally stopped and my stomach was bruised. I had given a pee sample and taken three pregnancy test. Now the waiting game seemed to be over as the doctor returned.

" Hi I'm Doctor Deandro. We looked over your test results. It seems you were two months into the pregrency before this tragedy and normally at this stage something like this would've had different results, but unfortunately you've had a miscarriage. I'll give you a moment then you can be discharged. "

My heart sunk and fresh tears filled my eyes blurring them. I blinked them away quickly as Noah's hand left my stomach.

"It'll be okay baby we can have another one I promise. Noah where are you going Noah!"

He didn't turn, his back still facing me.

" Fuck you Tasha. Everytime. Every fucking time I forgive you, you fuck it up. I told you not to leave my room. I asked you to stay and what do you do you go and kill our fucking child! This isn't a material you can just replace. It was a life, a life we created and you fucking killed it and all the feelings I had for you. I'm done. "

My mouth was gapped open as he left. How could he blame me, how could he make it like it was my fault?

I was barley able to finish a coherent thought. I was hurt and confused and after I was discharged my luck only soured further. I had no money so I was forced to walk back to the dorms. I spoke to the main office telling them it was prudent my rooms be switched only for them to tell me it wasn't possible being so late in the year. There was only one room available but it was about twenty minutes walk from the campus I currently was in. I had no choice but to agree I wouldn't be in that room with that crazy bitch.

It wasn't till after I had security escort me to the room and gathered my most important belongings that I noticed something. As I got in the cab to take me across campus he asked the address. Wouldn't it have been my luck it was Noah's campus, Noah's floor, Noah's room.

Fuck.

When I arrived luckily he wasn't there. I ws able to unpack and settle in. Suspense sat in my stomach as I worried over what would happen when he returned.

My heart jumped in my throat five hours later when I heard the jingle of keys. I brought my knees up to my chin sitting in his old roomates bed. I knew he didn't want to see me now. I knew he'd be angry. I knew he'd try to kick me out.

The door opened and Noah stumbled through the door. Swaying heavily he kicked the door closed staring at the floor.

As if he felt my presense his eyes snapped up and focused on me. He cocked his head to the side in obvious confusion then with a shrug of his shoulders he walked well stumbled over.

He sat heavily on the bed and leaned over his nose pressing against mine. He smelled heavily of vodka and I almost gagged the smell was so strong.

" I...uh...know...you know you remind me of someone."

I didn't respond just listening to his drunken speech.

"Her names uh...Tasssshhhaaaa. Oh my sweet Tasha. My baby...ahhhh my fucking baby. "

He put his head in his hands shaking it in anger. I bit my lip to stop the cry that almost escaped me.

" Ahhhhhhhh! "

Noah stood and began swinging his fist wildly in the arm in fustration. I just stared I can't move. He stumbled falling to his butt his head falling back on the edge of the bed. His head rolled to the side facing me. He glared at me through half lidded eyes.

"I love you...you murdering bitch. "

He began laughing to himself and laid flat on the floor and fell asleep.

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"What the fu€k are you doing here !?"

I was still clutching my chest as I caught my breath. Noah had kicked the locked bathroom door open and was standing there with a shoe in his hand. I grabbed a towel wrapping myself and stepped out the shower turning it off.

"You could've knocked jeez."

"In my own fu€king room!"

"Stop yelling at me Noah."

"Answer the dam question."

"I moved dorms to get away from that crazy

bit€h. Your the only one who doesn't have a roommate. "

"That's bullshit. There has to be somewhere else for you to go. You can't stay here. "

Noah left and I heard draws being thrown open.

I came out to see Noah throwing all my things in my suitcase.

"What the fuck! Stop!"

He continued as if I didn't speak.

I grasped his arm to stop him and he grabbed my wrist tightly and glared at me.

"Your hurting me let go! Now Noah!"

He jerked my arm away from him and continued.

"Fucking stop moving my things. You have a problem you take it up with the admin and leave my stuff alone until then!"

I grabbed my suitcase this time yanking it from him.

He rushed me knocking me into the wall. His hand gripping my upper arms as I stared up at him.

"Why can't you understand that I need to be alone right now? I can't have you here. I need to be away from you cause all I want right now is to hurt you and I know I'll regret it later."

"Noah let me go right now!"

I inhaled slowly trying to pull in my emotions but it was to late. A tear fell and my vision began to cloud as water filled them.

I blinked them away rapidly trying my best to not start bawling.

Noah sighed closing his eyes and leaned forward his forehead on mine. His hands released my arms and wrapped around me.

I wanted the comfort so I wrapped my arms around his neck and just began crying into his neck.

"You don't think I'm hurting too Noah. I love you and whatever we would've created. I was scared at first of having a baby but being with you seeing how happy it made you it was growing on me. I only went over there because you were mad at me. I was gonna grab some stuff and hoped by time I came back you'd be calm. "

He didn't respond just help me tighter.