Tasha P.O.V

Maybe I'm crazy. Maybe it was lonleyness, or maybe it was because Noah was the first guy that never just wanted to fuck me.

I mean he had all the incentive, he had a good reason to use me. He had a hold on me yet he never took advantage of me the way I knew someone else would had if given the opportunity.

Noah avoided me like the plauge. When ever I'd see him around campus he'd duck me.

When I went to the library he'd lock himself in the office. I was beginning to get insulted and I couldn't deny it made me want him that much more.

Two weeks later when I found out I passed my DNA finals with a B+ I was so excited the first thing I did was run to the library.

Noah was in the back putting away books. He turns eyes widening when he see's me.

Looking behind himself he see's only the wall realizing he can't avoid me.

He looks at me again then behind me desperately looking for away around me.

It makes me pause.

"Do you honestly want to be away from me that much?"

He finally looks at me again. His glasses annoying me since I can't see his eyes to gauge what he was thinking.

" What do you want?"

" I just want to show you this."

He took the paper I passed to him scanning it. The corner of his mouth curved up just a bit.

"Congratulations I'm proud of you. "

Then his mouth set into a grim line as he put on a uninterested face which looked forced to me. He thrust the paper into my hand.

" Now we won't have to worry about you using nerds like me huh?"

He brushed past me roughly hitting my shoulder.

I stood there not even understanding what I was feeling.

Hurt, angry, and wanting him even more.

When I finally got to the front it was to see him sitting at a table next to some chubby girl.

Grady, Genna.. Gabby I think her name was.

He was helping her with some type of work. As he was peering at her work, she was staring at him. A blush on her cheeks.

I squeezed my fist my final taking my wrath.

She looked over to me noticing my anger, she rolled her eyes at me then turned back to Noah sitting closer to him.

He didn't move just grinned shyly at her before returning to her work.

I turned leaving.

Both of them would learn, how dare they embarres me like that.

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"Alright repeat this again

T. "

" I want you to trash the library. Some guy there wouldn't do my paper so I want him to pay. Also there's a girl name Gabby I want you to get her alone for me. Call me when you do."

" What will do you for me T?"

"What do you want? "

He looked at my mouth smiling at me. I internally sighed wondering it this was really worth it. Then I remebered the way Noah made me feel, the way that bitch made it clear Noah wasn't mine. Yes this was worth it.

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Library's trashed, I feel bad for the sucker who's gotta clean that up.

Thanks

Also we've got your Gabry friend. She's working at the pizzera she should be off in twenty.

Gabby and Thanks. I'll be there.

I want my reward later tonight.

Ok.....I gotta go

I made it just in time for when she got off. She walked towards the bus stop and I followed after her.

" Ay"

She jumped turning towards me.

" Oh it's just you. "

"Just me... what the fuck is that supposed to mean?"

"Your Tasha. You've been stressing Noah out, he's. ...different. Your the typical popular girl using the smart guy. Let me guess you realized what a sweet gentleman he is and now you want him. Well piss off I've been after him for two semesters and I won't lose all the progress I've made. "

I stared at her not saying anything because....because she was right.

"You know I was going to beat you up, threaten you to stay away from Noah but I'm not. I'm going to leave and let you make him happy. Because he deserves that. "

The following morning I got up 7am and went to the library.

Ms. Peterson the libraian was there when I arrived.

" Morning I just needed to pick up a few books before classes today. "

"No problem im opening up now. Oh heavens the doors open. Oh god almighty. My library it's......its.....ruined. "

"Ms. Peterson?"

I feind surprised as I stepped past her to look in. I knew it was wrecked but gosh was it.

Books thrown everywhere, scattered papers , turnt over desk and computer monitors.

Ms. Peterson came in stepping over books trying to avoid messing up anything more.

" I have to call Noah. Oh he's gonna be pissed. "

"NO! I will help you. I'll volunteer. "

" Oh thank you honey. "

I missed all my morning classes. I was a nervous wreck as I cleaned not sure when Noah would enter.

It was about 1:30 when he did. I managed to get only about 40% done.

They really did a number on the place. Gabby walked in first followed by Noah who had held the door for her.

He wasn't wearing his glasses I noticed first. The smile on his lips I noticed after.

His smile faded rapidly when he saw the library.

He looked lucid. When his angry clear green eyes finally zeroed in on me, he glared surveying the room again then looking to me once more and I knew in that moment he knew it was me.

" Oh Noah, look at this mess. Ms. Peterson what happened?"

"I just don't know. It's horrible. Thankfully Tasha has helped me salavge what was left of the wreckage. I so happy she helped me. I know she felt so bad."

"Or guilty."

I looked to Noah who had said it. He was still glaring at me.

" What are you talking about Noah, who wouldn't feel guilty look at this place. You guys gonna stand there or help me?"

Gabby squeezed Noah's arm and began helping without even giving me a passing glance. Noah stared at me a few moments more before turning away from me and helping Gabby.

I continued on my own on the other side of the library.

It took all day and some of the evening to get the library looking decent.

It was so hard to stay and not just leave but I felt to guilty for what I had done to just quit.

Gabby was very flirty and insistent with touching Noah. He was far to angry to respond back but she continued regardless trying to make him feel better.

Everytime she touched him her hands would linger longer getting bolder.

She started by touching his arm, then ruffling his hair. At times touching his chest.

Once she smacked his butt when he bent over.

He looked at her shly and kept his front to her after that.

When we were finally done for the day and Ms. Peterson wanted to close up I wasted no time leaving saying nothing to anybody and trying my best to ignore the burning glare at the back of my head.

I went home showered and put on a short black dress and pumps deciding to go a party a dorm over.

When I arrived I regretted it immediately. Johns was there and he wanted his "reward". I kept trying to deflect but he wasn't having it.

" Listen ask me for something else. I dont want to do that. I'll do a paper for you. "

" Fuck a paper we got that fag at the library for that. I want my dick sucked. "

"Well I don't so.."

My phone buzzed.

I looked at surprised when I saw Noah's name.

My heart pounded in my chest but I got up heading out.

When I got outside I didn't see him or anyone for that matter.

"You want to do this here or your place?"

I turned seeing Johns.

" I said no."

"This isn't a choice anymore. I did what the fuck you asked so pay up."

He grasped my hair roughly pulling it. He tried to push me to my knees as I scratched his hands.

" Let her go."

We both looked up to see Noah.

" Fuck you fag mind your business. "

"I won't ask you again. "

Johns laughed and kept pulling me. Noah rushed him causing Johns to free my hair.

They fell to the floor and I watched amazed as Noah began pummeling his fist into Johns face.

He busted his lip, and hjs nose started bleeding. . Thinking Johns had enough I grabbed at Noah.

" Please stop. Enough!"

He yanked his arm away from me but got up. He grabbed my arm pulling me with him to his car parked half way on the street pushing me into the passenger seat.

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He drove off towards his dorm his fingers gripping the steering wheel his knuckles white.

I sighed looking out the window. When we reached his parking lot he parked and turned torwards me staring at me angrily.

" I spoke to Gabby. She told me you threatened her last night. You told her to stay away from me. Why? "

"I don't have to answer that and she's a lying bitch. If I threatened her she wouldn't be talking. "

His response was so unexpected I couldn't even avoid it.

He leaned over quickly grabbing a fist full of my hair pulling me to him. So we were both leaning over the stick shift. His breath fanning across my lips.

"Don't anger me Tash. Tell me why you said that to her."

I bit my lip ignoring the ache from him pulling my hair. He stared at me unmoving. His green eyes unwavering.

" Tell me. "

"Because....I want you."

"You what?"

His hand lossened a bit but he didn't let go. I could tell he was surprised.

"I want you and it makes ne jealous seeing you with

her. "

"Why would you want me?"

"What do you mean....your um...sexy and smart. You're a gentleman what's not to like."

"That didn't stop you from using me like a fucking door mouse. "

"I know...I know..I'm sorry "

He stared at me and I didn't say anything to busy looking at his eyes.

He surprised me by leaning closer his lips just about touching mine.

He stared into my eyes before sighing closing his eyes and kissing me.

I relaxed completly into his hair pulling hand kissing his lips back.

His other hand gripped my jaw pulling me closer.

He moved away barley just to talk his lips brushing against mine.

" Open your fucking mouth so I can kiss you."

He began kissing me again and I opened my lips moaning when his tongue slid inside my mouth.

He tasted so good. His right hand remained in my hair while the other released my jaw and landed on my thigh.

His hand slid up slowly towards my inner thigh. He gripped my thigh moving away briefly again.

" Open."

He continued kissing me as I spread my thighs. His hand reached my panties and he took his fingers pulling it to the side. I gasped when he rubbed my swollen button between his fingers.

I threw my head back as he squeezed and massaged it.

" Fuck please..."

"Shut the fuck up."

My mouth snapped closed to scared he'd stop.

His middle finger glazed my hole and pushed inside. I groaned deeply.

" Shit your leaking. You better not fuck up my seat."

"I'll t...try. Oh so goood."

"Your so beautiful."

"Whaa..."

I opened my eyes to see Noah staring at me. He looked away again. I wasn't sure what it was about me that pissed him off so much. I didn't want the night to end. I loved it when he wanted me and hated it when he sent me away.

He stuffed another finger into me and I thrust my hips forward grabbing his wrist helping him.

He got distracted like I knew he would when I began humping his hand.

"Pull the top of your dress down I want to see your tits.

I released his wrist pulling my dress down quickly baring my breast. My nipp!es were already hard.

He leaned forward quickly sucking my nipp!es.

" Ugh Noah. "

He bit them, abusing them with his teeth and tongue. My thighs started shaking and I was panting hard.

"Oh Noah...I'm co...I'm. ..fuck..............ahhhhhhhh!"

I slumped in the seat breathing hard. His hand finally released my hair. I was a bit sad for the loss.

His finger slowly left my hole. I watched eyes halfway closed as he brought his fingers to his nose inhaling deeply.

"Mmmmmm..."

He took his ring finger and sucked my essense off it.

He groaned deep in his throat. He removed his finger bringing his middle finger to my lips.

"Taste what I taste."

I opened my mouth sucking my orgasm from his finger. I softly sighed. I did taste good. Heavenly.

He leaned away from me staring out the front window.

His jaw kept tensing. His fingers squeezing the steering wheel again.

" Noah no...come back to me. Don't. .."

He turned the car on and started driving. I sat up covering my breast then wiping away a stray tear.

He drove fast dropping me off at my dorm. I got out quickly. He drove off before I even got to the door.