(this fanfic does have trigger warnings and things but if it gets to much please stop reading :) ❤️)

aaron pov: it was the first day back at school....i'm kinda nervous because i know i'm going to get bullied, i've been bullied all my life the only thing that make me happy is my family, my mom,dad, my little brothers alex and andrew and my little sister mariah we are always there for each other i mean they are there for each other they don't really care much what i do because i'm the oldest but it's great i love them with all my heart oh and also i love to play the guitar "aaron your gonna be late" i hear my dad shout from downstairs i grab my bag threw on a huddie and ran downstairs

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•at school•

teacher: hello class my name is mrs grey and i will be your teacher for the rest of the year so please take your assigned seats and sit down

girl: really i have to sit next to him?

mrs grey: yes veronica you do

roni: i would rather sit on the floor

mrs grey: veronica please sit down

roni: ugh fine *she sits down next to aaron* don't talk to me

aaron's pov: i just nod and get on with learning , we used to be best friends when we were little but i guess i changed and now it's true what they all say to me i'm just a dumb fat fucking worthless dick that no one cares about some times i wish i could be a different person for at least one day and not be the fucking freak i am

roni: oi looser what's the answer to number 5

aaron: uh it's 25%

roni: okay now shut the fuck up you worthless cunt

*trigger warning*

aarons pov: i carry on with my work like always i do what they say ugh i hate my life so much i need to get out of here i raise my hand and ask to go to the bathroom and then i walk out the class then run to the bathroom i lock my self into one of the cubicles and pull a small blade out of my sock i pull up my huddie and start cutting my wrist it's not like anyone cares in anyway i suddenly hear someone come into the bathroom i roll down my sleeve and wipe the blade and slip it back into my sock i stand up open the door and see my self on the mirror i really am a fat cunt, i walk out the bathroom to see my bestfriend waiting for me

jp : the bell went like 5 minutes ago you missed all of english and we are going to be late to the next class if you don't hurry up

aaron: oh sorry

we quickly walk to our next class i was sitting down when somebody slapped me in the back of the head i didn't move or look cause i am used to it he did it all lesson until i accidentally shouted at him "CAN YOU STOP" oh gosh aaron what have you done he stood up and looked at me straight in the eyes "WHAT IF I DONT" he punched me again i ran out the class and called my dad to pick me up

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(papa w= aarons dad)

papa w: what happened

aaron: nothing i just feel sick

papa w: that's it?

aaron: yeah

papa w: well you can go back to school then

aaron: no please, i really feel sick

papa w: fine

*they drive home*

aaron pov: i run upstairs straight to my room i lie on my bed and cry until i can't cry any more