Hari came in from work and went straight into the shower without saying a word to me.

20 minutes later she reappeared from the shower wrapped in a towel and sits at the edge of the bed.

I hesitantly crawl behind her wrapping her in my arms.

Almost immediately she falls back into me making me realise it wasn't an issue with me. I go on my knees and kiss the back of her neck, she moans slightly.

"Everything ok baby?"

She lets out a sigh.

"I erm..well we lost someone today ride broke down he was in the car but didn't get to him in time, he fell."

"Oh, baby!" I wrap my arms around her tightly.

"I thought it would get easier but it doesn't."

I sit stroking her arms trying to help her relax.

I massage her shoulders a little, but as per usual we're interrupted within about 5 minutes when we hear footstep coming towards our room.

The door bursts open.

"Mama! you're home!!"

Oh yeah, that's Lily. We adopted her about a year ago. We tried IVF but it never took but we're still determined.

Our little one jumps onto Hari's lap hugging her.

"How are you ya Lil monster?"

"I'm good but mummy says I have to go to bed."

"Yes well, your mummy is right."

she looks at Hari frowning.

"You jump into bed I'll get ready and come read you a story yeah?"

She jumps up

"Ok!"

"Erm excuse me I'm still here." I huff out. She loves her so much more than I rude.

"Sorry mummy." She runs to hug me before Hari gets up to get dressed.

As she stands in her towel I admire her body looking at the new tattoo across her stomach.

Roses for me and Lillies well.. for lily.

I hug her as she pulls a top on.

"You ok beautiful?"

I nod as she kisses my head.

"Hey, can you grab my red basketball shorts please?"

I turn and open the drawer pulling her shorts out and passing them to her.

"I'm gonna jump in the shower." I let her know.

Hari disappears into our baby's room as I take a long overdue hot shower, letting the room fill up with steam.

30 minutes later Lily is sound asleep.

I slowly get off the bed turning off the lamp as I tuck her in. I kiss her on the head as she wriggles a little.

I gently close the door behind me making my way back to my room.

The light is still on I hope Flo is still awake.

As I peer around the door I notice.. my lovely wife is fast asleep. How does she do that??

I take my top off as it's a pretty warm evening gently getting into our bed fully engulfing her in my arms and pulling her close.

I feel the bed dip behind me as two arms hold me close as she buries her head in the crook of my neck. I feel her front pushed up against me malign I feel things. I wriggle a little pushing further into her.

I turn around and place my hand on the side of her face.

"Is she asleep baby?"

I look up at my person smiling.

"She is."

I bite my bottom lip.

"Mmm fantastic."

I capture her lips kissing her longingly and sweetly.

"Are you tired?" I ask her tracing my fingers over her lips.

"I... not really no.. why what are you thinking?"

I go up on my elbows.

"Well, I'm thinking that.. my wife hasn't touched me in like 4 days and I need her right now."

I laugh slightly.

"Someone's needy huh?"

I bite her bottom lip.

"Mmmhmm I need you.. I wanna feel you inside me, baby." I lay right on top of her rubbing my body into her and biting her neck.

"Fuck." Is all she can get out.

"Saddle up baby."

Knowing exactly what I mean she goes to our bedside table securing the strap around her waist.

My eyes fill with lust. I waste no time in kissing her, leaving hickeys all over her chest and neck.

She lays on top of me I squeal at the feeling as she pushes herself between my legs. The strap rubbing me makes me wetter and wetter, she moves to coat the toy in my own slick. I look down at her as she moves onto her knees between my legs, I get horny as she watches me staring at my dipping pussy.

I bucks my hips needing to feel her, and she quickly pushes my waist down.

"In time baby," she whispers in my ear making me let out a soft moan.

"Please baby, I need you to fuck me."

She rubs her hands up the inside of my thighs, never touching me where I need her. My frustrated moans fill our room as she smirks at me.

She rubs the head of the fake cock up my folds. I try to bear down on it. Its quickly pulled away.

I slam my head on the pillow out of need.

I moan against her lip as I feel her bottom out inside me, I moan loudly as I grab her back digging my nails into her.

I feel pussy tightening with the strap inside her

When I'm fully inside her I wait forsignalgal before I start moving.

I kiss her gently as I lay my body on hers, she nods in approval as I start thrusting into her softly.

Flo wraps her arms around me kissing me.

Flo starts moaning pleasure rushing through her, her moans getting louder.

She moalittletle as I thrust harder into her, her face turning red.

"God baby I want more!"

I give her what she wants as she screams out in pleasure her hips bucking into me.

"Oh god!!"

I smirk to myself

"You like that princess?

Flo nods quickly, her body shaking as she screams my name "God yes!! her moans getting louder.

"Harder, Faster!" Flo demands.

Who am I to not give her exactly what she wants? She takes my hand and put it around her throat. I squeeze it gently as I

I thrust into her short but hard thrusts just the way she likes it.

Flo gasps heavily her body jolting with pleasure.

"Oh god! Yes! Baby cum with me!"

I nod aggressively the pleasure building just from watching her.

Flo arches her back moaning feeling her orgasm coming, her body shakes as she cums.

"Fuck baby!!" Strings of curse words leave her mouth as her orgasm rips through her.

"Fuck Flo!" I lean down kissing her as she pulls me down on top of her.

"God I love you!" She breathes out.

I smile pulling her onto my chest

"I love you." I kiss her head.

4 months later

I'm currently asleep dreaming about my life, my little girl and my wife, speaking of, she'scurrently off shooting we both miss her dearly but she has to work.

It's raining heavily outside I'm surprised there's been no thunder yet.

Minutes later there was a weight my my chest.

"Mama mama mama mama!" she screams jumping up and down as I sit up.

I sleepily open my eyes "What is it princess?"

Looking to see my lilypad scared.

"Hey what's wrong??" I pull her close as she cuddled into me.

"There.. there was a loud sky."

"Oh, sweeties that was thunder. You wanna sleep in here?"

she nods her head as we settle down and fall back to sleep.

I have been working so much recently

between filming and press releases.

It's like 4 am right now and I'm finally on my way home. I cant wait to see my girls.

I also have some news which may shock Hari but we shall see.

I walk into our house as the dog comes bounding over.

"Shhhh bub." I bend over and give her fussed before she heads off to her bed.

I make myself a cup of tea and go upstairs. The weather is horrendous now I just wanna curl up in bed with my beautiful wife.

I quietly open the door and what I see makes my heart smile.

There's my wife and my daughter cuddled up in bed, Hari has a protective arm around her.

I smile at the sight and sneak a little photo before changing.

As much as I love our lil munchkin she has to go. I carry her back to bed as I snuggle into my wife.

I face her and place my hands on her cheeks kissing her gently, I smile as I feel her kissing me back.

"You're home." she says in her sleepy voice which I love.

"Yes, baby I'm so sorry it's so late.:

She doesn't say anything just pulls me closer. I notice she's falling back to sleep.

"Baby, can we talk?" Hari opens one of her eyes and sees my face.

"Oh, this is serious?"

I nod as she sits up I follow her lead.

"Well cause I was so ill the past few weeks I went to the doctors and well"

Haris face drops.

"Baby whatever it is I'm here we'll get through it together I promise." she kisses my hands.

"No no baby nothing bad I promise.

Well remember our last round of IVF and they said it wasn't successful?"

Hari nods.

"And that the eggs hadn't taken?"

Hari continues to nod having no idea where I'm going with this.

"Baby.." she nods again.

I take her hands and put them on my stomach.

"It worked."

"It..." she stops as the realisation hits her.

"You... you're pregnant?" her face softens totally her eyes brimmed with tears.

"We're pregnant."

Hari rubs my belly and kisses me both for us in tears after years of trying were finally pregnant.

She shuffles down the bed and starts talking to my belly too quiet for me to hear. I giggle my hands in her hair.

"I never would have imagined we'd be here a few years ago."

Hari looks up at me.

"I know but I'd never change anything. Hailee made me realise it was always gonna be you. If that hadn't happend go knows.

Everyone's so happy now, Hailee's engaged to Sophie, Jane is married, Jacobs married, without our shit who knows what would have been?"

I smile at her "Yeah you're right."

I lay back Hari resting her head near my belly.

I look down seeing her realising that everything was worth it. The ups and the downs.

Everything.

All for her.

All for this.

All for us.