"Papa?" I crawled on Silas.

"Hm?" He answered half sleep. We have a long night last night.

"Wake up please."

"In an hour."

"No." I pouted kissing his lips softly.

He opened his eyes slowly smiling at me.

"Good morning." I smiled.

"Good morning beautiful."

"Happy birthday old man!"

"Thank you baby." He laughed holding me.

"I made you breakfast." I said pointing at the dresser.

"Mmm thank you baby. It looks good."

"You're welcome. Eat up." I smiled getting up.

I went to clean the kitchen. Silas and I have been attending therapy for the past month and life has gotten better. I understand him and he understands me. We still have our differences but we aren't as toxic.

"Kleo if you could ask Silas one thing so you could have closure and move on... What would it be?" Our therapist asked.

"I would ask him, why... the kidnapping, the lying, the cheating. Why." I said looking at the ground.

"I wasn't really thinking shit through. I was only thinking about me. I never had guidance on what to do nor how to love. Only person who never gave up was you. I didn't need the guns, the money, the crazy ass cars, none of it. I was poor financially, but so rich when it came to love. When I lost you I thought I lost you for real. So I thought kidnapping you would do something... lying to force marriage would do something. I did nothing but proved you loved me more. You knew I wasn't going to kill you if you declined the marriage. Yet you did it thinking it would help me. I cheated not thinking straight. Not to make any excuses but I felt unwanted. I thought of letting you go then. Of course I felt unwanted you was kidnapped and I expected shit to be easy. I never meant to hurt you nor embarrass you. I promise baby. I never want to cause you pain again, because hurting you hurts me. I wouldn't want another nigga with you so I'm not trying to do anything to make you run to another man's arms." He said grabbing my face looking me in my eyes as tears filled his. I wiped my face before wiping his.

"Lil bit? You okay I been calling- why you crying babygirl?" Silas asked worried snapping me out of it.

"Nothing I'm just happy. I'm happy with how far we came." I smiled before breaking down.

"You sure you okay?" He asked sitting me on the counter hugging me.

"Yes I'm happy daddy. Just really happy we made it to better days in this marriage." I said crying in his chest.

"Me too." He said kissing my head.

"Okay I'm okay. It's about you today not me. Let's go get ready." I smiled.

"We can stay in today."

"It's your birthday."

"So? You still crying."

"Happy tears!" I smiled pulling him upstairs after grabbing an orange juice.

"Nap?" Silas asked.

"No."

"Come on baby, after that good ass breakfast I need an hour nap." He said.

"Okay." I said giving in.

I laid in bed with him and Major, and took the little weak ass nap.

"Kleoooo." Silas said from under me.

"Huh?"

"I got to pee."

"Let's go." I said seeing its 4 in the evening.

"Clingy ass." He mumbled going into the bathroom. He sat me on the counter as he handled his business.

"Let's get ready." I said stretching.

"Where we going?" Silas asked when we got in the car. It took us 3 almost 4 hours to get ready.

"Out." I mumbled.

"What we doing at my club?" He asked getting out. I smiled at the name. Promise Land.

"Come on." I said walking in.

"Is that Lil Wayne?" Silas asked.

"Happy birthday!!!!" Everyone screamed.

"Wowwwww." Silas smiled as Lil Wayne started rapping lollipop.

"Happy birthday baby."

"Thank you sexy. You look so good. I told you we could've stayed home though." He said kissing my lips.

"Tonight." I smiled.

"Or now?"

"Or not?"

"You know you want me to bend you over my desk in my office." He smirked slapping my ass.

I bit my lip thinking about it.

"In maybe 30 minutes." I slightly rolled my eyes.

"Break it up!" Hush said hugging us before taking my man away. I pouted walking to Ryan, Rue, and Razz.

"Hoe so sad he got taken." Rue laughed.

"I am bitch." I said leaning on Razz. I watched Silas take shots and laugh. My poor baby going to be drunk.

Lil Wayne started performing one Silas favorite songs and he got hype along with everyone else in the club.

"A millionaire

I'm a Young Money millionaire, tougher than Nigerian hair

My criteria compared to your career just isn't fair

I'm a venereal disease like a menstrual bleed

Through the pencil I leak on the sheet of the tablet in my mind

Cause I don't write shit cause I ain't got time

Cause my seconds, minutes, hours go to the almighty dollar

And the almighty power of that ch-cha-cha-chopper

Sister, brother, son, daughter, father, mother-fuck a copper

Got the Maserati dancing on the bridge, pussy popping

Tell the coppers ha-ha-ha-ha, you can't catch 'em, you can't stop 'em

I go by them goon rules, if you can't beat 'em then you pop 'em, you can't man 'em then you mop 'em, you can't stand 'em then you drop 'em

You pop 'em cause we pop 'em like Orville Redenbacher

Mothafucka, I'm ill" Lil Wayne rapped as Silas was standing up rapping loud as fuck.

I recorded him smiling. I love my man.

We were vibing. Until Silas literally came and picked me up.

"Lying ass 30 minutes my ass. Y'all come over here with the crew." He said carrying me to the section.

"You drunk?" I asked.

"Tipsy. I feel good hell."

Before I could respond the next guest came out.

"Did the beat go off?" The artist said before the song started.

Chief Keef came out rapping Earned it, Faneto, Love Sosa, and don't like.

Last J. Cole performed and we sung happy birthday. I smashed some of the cake in his face.

"Your pussy mine tonight. Tonight was the best birthday ever. I fucking love you." Silas drunk ass whispered in my ear.