"Hey." I mumbled to Hush and Shugg as I let them in.

"Hey my fat girl." Shugg said kissing my cheek.

"Hey lil mama." Hush said hugging me tight.

"Thirsty? Hungry?"

"Girl we should be asking you that looking like you haven't ate in years." Shugg said eyeing me.

"We brought you some Zaxbys." Hush said putting it on the table. I didn't even notice it.

"Thanks." I smiled softly.

"How you doing?" Shugg asked.

"I'm okay..." I mumbled watching Major jump on me before laying in my lap.

"Eat your food. Have you talked to him?" Hush questioned.

I shook my head feeling the tears build up.

"Damn you couldn't ease into it?" Shugg said to Hush.

"I didn't expect her to cry hell." Hush defended himself.

"I just feel stupid. I made a stupid decision. I just want him back home, I don't care if he's mad. I miss him. I don't mean to make him feel like he not enough, because he is. He's more than enough for me." I cried.

"Eat your food then go get ready." Hush said tapping on his phone.

"Where we going?" I asked.

"You going to get your man back." Hush answered.

"So eat so you can look alive." Shugg chuckled wiping my face.

I nodded stuffing my face.

"Slow the fuck down." Shugg said looking at me crazy.

"Let the girl eat!" Hush said.

I finished eating before rushing upstairs. I took a shower and washed my face. I got out and decided to throw my hair in a messy bun. I put on some sweats and a crop top with my Ugg slippers.

"Ummm..." Hush said looking at me when I came downstairs.

"You going to fight? Go take that shit off and get dressed like you want your man back." Shugg said turning me around.

I decided to do a natural beat on my face before straightening my hair. I found a see through jumpsuit and my black YSL heels. I put on a black thong and my nipple pads along with the outfit before going downstairs.

"Hell no." Shugg said.

"Girl if we come up there to find an outfit. Take that off! It's nothing but manish ass niggas and naked hoes in there. You not hosting a club event you getting your man back. You know what makes him go crazy, go find something he never seen before and wear that shit like it's a runway." Hush said eating my hot Funyuns.

I nodded going upstairs.

"And refrain from wearing a black thong! He might still have PTSD from the club!!!!" Shugg yelled.

I rolled my eyes looking for an outfit. I took my second outfit off.

"I literally have no clue at this point." I mumbled to myself. I looked at my naked body in the mirror. I should put a trench coat on and heels.

I sighed about to give up until I spotted the one. I cheesed putting it on. I grabbed my nude fedora and my nude and gold YSL heels. I never wore none of this looks like I had a hidden gem in my closet.

I walked downstairs with my phone and wristlet in my hand.

Shugg whistled before standing up.

"You look good!" Hush smiled.

"Them Funyuns did too." I said.

"I'll replace them. You got to go. I love you, always have, always will. Don't go in there thinking about you. Think about him and how he feels." Hush said hugging me.

"Don't leave until that nigga agree to come home. He been a little mean lately." Shugg said opening my Range door for me.

I nodded hugging them.

"I love y'all. Thank you." I said before pulling off. Them niggas went back inside my house. Hush texted me this morning basically saying the past is the past and he misses me and loves me. He apologized then told me he was coming over.

I'm glad we back good. I decided to stop and get Silas some food. It's 4:00 in the afternoon he probably hasn't eaten.

I decided to grab him some Chinese food.

"Everything going to be okay." I mumbled to myself driving to trap.

I watched as Silas walked in the trap.

"Perfect. I guess I'll wait 10 minutes." I sighed. I checked on the store group chat seeing everything was running smooth. Hopefully Silas comes home then I'll go to work next week.

I took a deep breath before walking up to the bodyguard who blocks the first door.

"Hey T!" I cheesed hugging him.

"Hey Miss Lady. When you cooking again?"

"Soon hopefully I'll stop and bring y'all a plate."

"I'll be expecting it. Go on in." I passed the other 3 guards and secret doors before finally getting in the house.

Everyone was looking at me, but I paid them no mind heading up to my husband's office.

I thought about knocking then I heard a girl voice.

"I know you and that bitch not working out. I saw her on social media letting a nigga touch what's yours. If that was me it'll never happen."

"You sucking my dick will never happen. If that was you will never happen. Leave before I tell her to beat your ass." I heard Silas say.

"She probably with that nigga now."

"Maybe." He laughed.

"Maybe not. You can leave hoe." I said making my presence known.

She scoffed before walking out.

"What you doing here?" He asked me.

"Fighting for our marriage." I said locking the door. I sat on his desk looking at him.

"What Kleo."

"I brought you lunch." I said giving him the bag.

"Thanks. Shit looks good." He said opening it and eating.

"I'm sorry."

"I know."

"Shut up and let me speak." I snapped.

"Who the fuck- YOU NOW SHUT UP!" I said interrupting him.

"I'm sorry Silas. I am. I fucked up so bad and this marriage could be at an end. I'm sorry for making you question your worth. You are more than enough for me. I don't want a college man I want my man. I'm sorry Silas. I don't want nobody griping my body, but you I promise you. I understand I fucked up. I'm willing to do whatever but I'm not going to kiss your ass and chase you forever. I want you to come home. That'll at least prove I'm not fighting for this for nothing. I love you." I got up walking out. I should've kissed him. I haven't felt his lips on mine in forever.

I pouted going to Sam's Club. Monthly grocery shopping. Maybe he'll be home when I'm done.