I laid under Silas biting my nails nervously.

"Stop mamas." He mumbled moving my hand before laying back down closing his eye.

I let out a sigh.

"I'm going to meet up with the girls today."

"That's good baby you haven't been out in a minute."

I nodded rubbing his chest.

"Y'all going to eat? If not you need to eat here."

"Um yes we grabbing food and a movie."

"Mmm okay Kle." He said falling back asleep.

I quietly got up starting to get ready. I slicked my hair in a low bun and threw on an all black jumpsuit with my crocs. I grabbed my black timbs and threw them in my bag along with some other stuff. I grabbed Silas' phone checking something before placing a soft kiss to his lips.

Now or Never.

I got in the all black escalade with Kong as we drove to get Razz. My heart was beating hard.

"You know I got your back right?"

"I know Kong. I know." I smiled softly. My leg bounced quickly as we got to him.

"You ready?" Razz asked looking serious.

"Hell yes." It's almost been a month.

We pulled up slowly to the meet up spot.

"The message say come alone." I mumbled.

"We got your back." Kong said.

I nodded before getting out seeing them.

"I'm glad you agreed on our deal..." Blaze said smirking.

"Me too, you and Blaze get to be a family with that fucking crybaby baby. I get Silas to myself like I should've in the beginning." Tammy said looking smug.

I sighed looking for my baby.

"Where is he?" I asked squinting.

"In that car over there." Blaze said

"You left him alone!"

"He'll be okay." He shrugged. Before I could respond I heard a shot go off and watched Tammy drop. Good I'm sick of waiting. Before Blaze could get shot next he snatched me up.

"They shoot me, they shoot you. See babyboy not even here. Silas taught you nothing. What a shame." He grinned.

"Please don't shoot him." I screamed out.

"Glad you choosing to cooperate with me."

I felt my eyes water as him grip got tighter. I just want my baby. He pressed the gun to my temple before speaking.

"See you going to come with me... Silas came have that baby and we'll create our own... Deal? If not you can di-"

"Kleo you see what the fuck happens when you want to be sneaky?" Silas asked coming out the blue.

"Look who joined the party... Well well well what do I owe for this surprise?" Blaze taunted.

"Bitch let her go."

"No. You want that kid she stays with me."

"Okay."

"Okay?" Blaze and I said together.

"I want my son now." Silas said. I watched as they agreed on a meet up spot. Blaze confirmed it over the phone before Silas injected him with a needle. Blaze body went limp.

"6 weeks up I'm fucking you up and I mean it. You gone wish you stayed at home because if he kidnapped you too... I would beat the hell out of you."

"I know how to survive kidnapping." I mumbled.

"Shut the hell up and learn how to survive dick then."

I stood there silent watching Kong and Razz load Blaze body in the truck. Silas dragged me to his car. He literally placed me in the car and fastened my seatbelt for me.

"I can't believe you." He said shaking his head.

"I just want my son."

"I do too!"

"Well clearly not as bad." I said with disgust in my tone.

We drove home where I paced the floor of the living room. Silas waited for a call watching my every move. This was maybe for an hour.

"I can't wait to see him." I mumbled.

"Same."

Silence fell over us again which wasn't too comfortable. I know I been foul playing and it's not intentional. Another hour passed slowly as I laid on the floor.

"Tell me something Kle."

"Like?"

"Anything girl."

"I got my teaching degree."

"Word? You went back to school?"

"Um... yes when I ran away I took it as my chance."

"I'm proud of you." Silas smiled genuinely but his eyes looked sad.

"Thank you. What's wrong?"

"Nothing babygirl..."

"Clearly something."

"I just wish I was there to watch you succeed and calm you down when shit got tough. I just wish I was your rock."

Before I could respond his phone rung. When he answered it some words were exchanged and he jumped up instantly grabbing his keys. He grabbed me softly leading me to one of the trucks.

I bit my nails waiting to see where we were going. I thought against asking any questions. I looked out the window letting the music play softly. My stomach rumbled but I paid it no mind.

We pulled up to an abandoned house on the other side of town and Silas looked at me.

"Stay here... Don't move. Understand?"

I nodded my head.

"Words mama."

"Yes I understand." I mumbled get nervous.

He walked in for maybe 6 minutes before walking back out. He didn't look right.

I felt my heart beating out of my chest. I stayed still. He opened the car door before sliding in. Silence took over the car.

"Silas?"

"..."

"What's wrong?" I questioned watching him closely. Tears began to fall.

"When you called them they decided to kill him knowing it was a set up Kleo."

"Kill who?"

Silas just looked at me.

I ran inside the house looking around. When I finally laid eyes on what I was searching for my knees buckled. Every ounce of breath left my body. My soul was no longer present.

"No..... NO!" I screamed falling.

Silas held me as screamed.

"It's my fault. If I would've let it play out. Oh my god. No. Whyyy!" I cried out looking at him.

"Kill that mother fucker SILAS. KILL HIM!" My vision blurred. I grabbed him holding him close.

"My baby... Our son. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Oh baby please wake up." I cried harder while his limp body was on me. I felt Silas grip tighten on me as he rubbed Messiah's head.