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𝗞𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗺𝗶𝗿 𝗦𝗲𝗹𝗺𝗮 𝗕𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗻

𝐵𝒶𝓁𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒,𝑀𝒶𝓇𝓎𝓁𝒶𝓃𝒹

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𝟐 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫

I feel the side of the hospital deepen as someone sat on it. I can tell it's Masi by the well she smells lord if I can get the fuck up.

"Hey baby, it's been two years Lana learning her colors now, she's getting so big I wish you were here to see it" She said "Mir you gotta come back baby, I bought us a house we pose to be moving on living the dream we always planned." She said

I listened to her, to weak to try and give her a sign "I also came to tell you about my progress in therapy I talked about getting over the loss of our child and how I deal with you in a coma, I coming towards peace really, I know you probably would hug me right now if you were up" she said her voice cracking towards the end.

I try again to squeeze her hand I barely moved it but I felt it twitch I don't think she felt it. So I try again this thing successfully squeezing her hand "Baby" she said I felt her body heat getting a little closer. I squeezed her hand one more time and she screamed loudly. Lord if only I can tell her to shut all the damn screaming up.

"Oh baby I love you oso much" she said hugging me but I can't hug her back it was hard to move arms but it's not stopping me from trying till I succeed.

Suddenly I get this urge to breathe but everytime I tried it felt like something was stopping my airway causing me to choke. "Oh shit" Masi said then I heard a alarm going over. "Ma'am please step outside for a moment" a nurse came in then i heard a door closed.

I felt pressure relive off my chest and my eyes shoot open to look at the bright lights of the ceiling causing me to close them back.

"Mr.Brown can you hear me" the nurse asked shining a light in my eye making my pupil dilate. "Yeah foo fuck up that light out my face" I said groaning. "Im sorry" she said writing on a chart "Im going to grab your doctor and your girlfriend outside waiting" she said "Send her in" I said trying to sit up but my abdomen was sore.

"hey baby" Masi said walking in with tears on her face "What you cryin for foo?" I asked her opening my arms which she came in. "Cause I misted you, it's been 2 years Mir they almost took you off the plug but your momma said no" she said

"My momma" I asked her looking at her in eyes which change they more of a brownish hazel then her regular blueish hazel. "Yeah she got cleaned more around last year she's still not allowed around Lana unless someone's with her" She said

"How long she been clean" I asked her rubbing her back "about 9 months or so" she said "Hmm, why you ain't bring my baby" I asked her "Cause I just got off work and came here" She said "Where you work" I asked her

"A bank, I put off going to school for awhile" she said "Why the fuck you do that" I asked her poppin her in the back of her head "Don't be poppin me I ain Lana, but I was by myself I can't just keep relyin on my momma Lana is my responsibility so I did what was right" She said "Well you can go ahead and quit because you not bout to continue doing that" I said

"Okay, but you know about our baby right" she said quietly rubbing my hand "Yeah, and it's okay we got forever to go to make more, it wasn't delt in our cards to have another at that moment" I told her "Okay" she said and I kissed her

"I love you"

"I love you too"

"Forever and Always"