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𝗞𝘂𝗺𝗮𝘀𝗶 𝗦𝗶𝘆𝗿𝗮𝗶 𝗚𝗿𝗮𝘆

𝐵𝒶𝓁𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒,𝑀𝒶𝓇𝓎𝓁𝒶𝓃𝒹

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I woke up out my sleep feeling a weird feeling in my gut. Looking at my small round belly I smiled rubbing it rolling over I looked at my phone seeing 32 missed calls from Tavion and 15 from Konstance. I called Konstance back "Hello" I said "Masi get to the Greenwood Memorial ASAP" she said yelling into the phone.

"Why what's wrong" I said slipping some joggers on and slipping my crocs on "Mir got shot" She said. It felt like my entire being stopped like my heart stopped everything just stopped moving. "Masii Masi" Konstance screamed into the phone.

"I'm on my way" I said hanging up I walked to my mom room seeing her sleep I just grab her keys didn't want to disturb her.

I got in the car speeding off to the hospital praying hoping for him to be alive I didn't want out daughter not have a father. I walked in going to the reception "Kasimir Brown" I said but the lady wasn't paying me any attention so I walked off and went to find Konstance and Tavion.

I walked around till I seen them in room 504. "Hey guys" I said walking in "Who hit you with a bus got crust in your eyes looking like you been crying" Tavion said looking at me "Leave me alone boy" I said rolling my eyes sitting down "I hope my niece don't come out look like you" he said "Hey baby the doctor said he should be up in a few minutes or hours" Konstance said hugging me "you got to work in the morning" I asked her "Yeah I go in at 6" she said I looked at the time seeing it was 3 something "go ahead and go I'll stay here and watch him" I told her

"Alright baby call me as soon as he wake up" she said hugging me then gave Mir a kiss then left. "Imma head out too tell the lil nigga we gon have to run 6's when his bitch ass wake up" Tavion said walking out

I pulled my chair closer to him staring at his face feeling my heart skip a couple beats.

I got up and got in the bed with him laying down just want to feel his touch I love Kasimir to the death of me and I don't want to let that go anytime soon.

"Why you on me ma?" He deep voice rasped making me jump looking at him "boy" I said rolling my eyes about to get off the bed with him till he grab me back. "Where everybody at" he asked me "Your momma had to work I drove here and Tavion left and said y'all gon have to shoot the 6's"." I said laughing

"Man fuck that bitch ass nigga" Mir said laughing turning the tv from paid programming to Nick at night.

"How you feel" I asked him "I'm straight a little pain buh it ain none" he told me I shook my head then stayed quite looking at my phone. "Did you really meant allat Shii you said to me" He spoke up I felt scared a little minute "No" I told him looking away. "Masi you know I hate the not communicating shii" he said grabbing my phone out my hand.

"I just feel like you've changed since we met and I just feel like it's not working and we forcing it to work but I love you and I don't wanna let you go we a child together and only been knowing each other a year going on two you about to be 17 Imma be 16 who's to say we won't be in a different mindset then..basically all I'm saying it that we're rushing" I said trying not to cry but the hormones got to me

"I understand what you saying but I'm gon be honest with you it's like I'm infatuated with you basically obsessed anything you do I wanna know how you naturally smell like pineapple or poke your lips out when your sleep or when we fuckin you always close your eyes before I put it in Kumasi I just want you and only you I'm not gon let you go buh if you want to try something different we can" he told

My big baby self just sat their crying I didn't know how to feel honestly it all too much but I can't let him go I just can't "Let's start over" I said "What you mean?" He asked me "Boy- just like I said let's start over clean slate with everything" I said "igh lemme tell you now stuff is going to change since I'm taking over the east which means more dangers but more money just want to let you know if I ever die before our baby get here name her 𝐒𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢".

𝐒𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐚:𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞

𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢:𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐃𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐑𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐫