When I got back home it was after three and my roommate was no where to be found but when I got to her room I saw a note on her bed.

Hi, I'm spending the night at Anthony's place. See you tomorrow.

Love, Roni.

I was both relieved and disappointed at the revelation.

I was relieved because I didn't have to spend another sleepless night thinking about the fact that she was literally next door and that my stupid brain refused to relinquish the idea that wrapping my body against hers wasn't going to keep her or myself from being cold. Even if each night that was how I felt.

Cold. Inside and out. And the showers never helped. People would always say that when you can't control your hormones then a cold shower would definitely do the trick but it's all a load of crap, if anything it made my hormones even worse, because then I kept thinking about how her warm body pressed up against mine would do wonders for me.

Then again, I was disappointed because of the fact that she had chosen to spend the night with Anthony and now he was going to touch the places that I could only dream about. I was disappointed because he was getting to kiss, taste, explore and ignite in her the things, that even in my wildest dreams, would never come through. I fell asleep a few hours later, alone and miserable.

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August 10th

Date night.

The night was beautiful. The Stars were out and the sky was the darkest shade of blue that I had seen for a while. The moon was full and it cast a shimmering light below, lighting the path for the dark at heart. The breeze blew in all directions, never slowing in its mad rampage while I sat on the porch and looked once more at my phone.

Darcy was five minutes late.

I had gone over to the store this morning when I realized that there was no toilet paper in the guest bathroom. Actually that was my excuse, but that's besides the point. I went there and I saw Darcy, we spoke for a bit and before I left we exchanged phone numbers. We spent the entire morning texting and she said she knew where I lived and would come over at nine. She wasn't here yet, normally I wouldn't mind but...

I hadn't heard from or seen Roni since yesterday. Apparently she and Anthony had quite the night for her not to be home yet. I rolled my eyes as I checked my phone for the umpteenth time. There was no calls or text, groaning I got up and went back inside.

There was music coming from the radio and for a minute it distracted me from reality. I was obsessed with Perfect but then again Drag Me Down was slowly stealing my heart. I danced around the living room crazily as I listened to the entertainer's selection. He was playing all the popular songs, like JB's, T Swift's, Adele, Shawn Mendes, 1D and so on. The sound of my doorbell jerked me out of my dancing daze and I stood frozen in my spot.

"Hello?! Carol?"

I checked myself in the hall mirror before going over to the door. Tonight I had played it safe. I wore a dress that was just above my knees, it was sky blue and it matched my skin perfectly, especially in the night. The dress was slightly fitted but splayed out towards the bottom, it had a spaghetti strap and it V'd out by the breasts. My hair was up in a bun but now it hung loosely since my hair pins had fallen out from all the dancing. I quickly shook my hair and went to open the door.

"Hi!" I said as I took in the sight before me.

"Hi." She responded shyly.

She wore a simple jeans and sweater making me feel as though I was grossly overdressed.

"Come on in."

"I'm sorry I'm so late, my boss had me stay until someone came to take over from me and that took so long. Then I still had to go home and change and that took forever. Ugh." She finished explaining and plopped herself onto the couch.

"It's okay. I was a bit worried but I know you would have called."

"So, what are we watching?!"

"Am, I don't really know. Do you wanna pick out the movie?!" I looked at her expectantly.

I didn't know what type of movies she was into and I just didn't watch that many movies, I preferred to read books or magazines.

"Okay... How about American Pie?! That's a great movie."

"Yeah I guess... Which one do you wanna watch?"

"All?... It could be a marathon."

"Okay, let me get the popcorn. Here's the remote, you can find the movie."

"Alright."

I left her to search for the movies while I went into the kitchen and placed the popcorn in the microwave. I had no idea why my heart was beating so fast or why my palm was suddenly wet with sweat. There was no reason why I should be nervous and there was no indication that anything more than watching movies and eating popcorn was going to happen.

The ding from the microwave brought me back from my thoughts and I hurriedly collected the snacks and went back into the living room. Darcy looked up from her position on the floor when I walked in. I placed the snacks onto the table and sat down on the furthest side of the sofa. Darcy got up after finding the movies and setting them to play one after the other, she came over and sat down next to me.

We sat through the entire first movie without talking to each other. We laughed and ate our snacks and during the 'friendly' parts we exchanged awkward glances. When it was over we jumped right into the second one but this time Darcy came closer and we ended up snuggling. I had gotten up after the first movie had finished and collected a covering since the place was getting cold.

Her head was resting on my chest and my arms were wrapped around her while she lay comfortably between my legs. The heat from both of our bodies and the covering we had helped to keep us warm. At some point during the movie I lost interest when I felt Darcy's fingers gingerly trace a circle on my bare leg. Try as I might I couldn't stop my heart from racing or my brain from concentrating on the pleasant assault.

My breath was caught in my throat as her fingers started to make more circles up my legs.

I returned the torture by slipping my hand at the base of her tummy and I started to run my fingers back and forth. I heard the sharp intake of breath and I smiled as I saw her lean her head to the other side, trying to hide her moan. This gave me access to her neck and I quickly used the opportunity. I unzipped her hoodie with my free hand, pushing the top of her right side tank top down. I then started to kiss from the back of her shoulder and worked my way to the front and all the way up to her ears. Biting, sucking and licking every chance I got.

My actions produced a moan and that was all the encouragement I needed to continue my onslaught of torture. While I continued doing this with my mouth I used my hands to excite her body further. One hand travelled north while the other travelled south. I wasn't surprised when I found her nipples hard and I quickly went to work pinching and palpating, making certain that each got the attention they clearly deserved. When my other hand reached its southern target and passed its obstacles I smiled into her neck upon the discovery that she was insanely wet.

I moaned softly into her ears at the thought that I was capable of doing this and I felt my own body reacting. Darcy arched her back as her hips started to move against my hands. I smiled, bad girl. I slowly started to circle her clit, pulling and releasing it ever so often. She groaned loudly and at this point I captured her lips with mine, silencing her. Her mouth was nothing like I had imagined; they were soft and sweet, she tasted like butter and cherries all at the same time. I slipped a finger inside of her and she moaned again, giving my tongue access to hers. We fought for dominance but with my hands relentless in their torture, she gave up just as I felt her orgasm. We pulled apart both of us panting hard and gasping for air.

This was clearly one of the most heated make out sessions I had encountered in my entire life. By this time the movie was completely forgotten. Darcy threw the cover from around us unto the floor and got up. I saw the smile on her face and I couldn't help but smile too.

She took off her hoodie and jeans, displaying her black lace panties and her tank top. Her nipples were hard and showing through the top. She knelt down between my legs rubbing and exploring my body as her lips found mine but she didn't stop there. She pulled away for a moment to pull my dress off and quickly threw it onto the floor. I saw the hunger in her eyes as she smiled in appreciation. I had on a matching bra and underwear and she took a moment to abuse my body with her eyes. Her lips found my neck and I moaned as her teeth grazed it.

My neck was my biggest weakness.

Instinctively my legs wrapped themselves around her and she laughed softly into my neck before removing my legs.

Darcy unhooked my bra and hungrily took a breast into her mouth, sucking hard. I screamed at the contact and slipped my hand in her hair pulling desperately. With her other hand she palpated the other breast before placing my hard tips between her teeth.

Just as that hand left my breast and felt its way between my folds the door opened and in walked Roni.

She dropped the keys in her hand as she took in the sight before her. Darcy and I hurriedly grabbed the covering and hid ourselves, shocked that we were caught. When my eyes met that of my best friend I saw anger literally radiating from her body.

"What the fuck is going on here?!"