TW: EATING DISORDER

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Hey

HE FINALLY ANSWERED THANK GOD

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Oh hey chenle

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How was your hangout with jeno hyung?

Oof its been a few days since the hangout I'm surprised you just ask now

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Just thought about it just now

Tbh it was great

But let me ask you where were you for the past three days

I was worried because you suddenly disappear like that

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Just in my room

But you said you were going to an event with your parents the other day

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Oh yeah it got canceled

What are hiding lele.....

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Yk you are bad at lying right?

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Lying? Wdym

Your mom told me you refuse to get out of your room or eat when I stop by yesterday

And she said there wasn't any events you have to attend with them

Why did you lie?

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I'm sorry but thats none of your business

Right I'm sorry

I'm sorry that I worried for you

I'm sorry that I cared for you

I'm sorry that I can't stand seeing you suffering alone

Because I shouldn't right? Because that's none of my business

I'm not asking you to tell us anything if you're not comfortable

I'm just hurt that you think we wont understand when if you say that you want your time alone

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I'm sorry minseo I didn't mean to say that

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Pls dont leave me

Lele...

I wont do that to you even tho how many times you make me mad

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I just want to distract myself from my problems thats why I text you

Lele rather than forgetting it temporarily how about I help you to solve it

But thats up to you if you want to or not

I'm sorry if it seems like I'm pressuring you but you not reaching out and not eating already tells me smth is very wrong

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You already have sm on your plate

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I dont wanna burden you with my problems

Dude we are friends I prioritize you more than my own life

This is another way of me saying I dont mind it at all because as long as you're happy I'm happy too

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Cheesy hours open

Take it or leave it bitch

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They're getting too loud in my head

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I thought if I follow them they would shut up but it got worser

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I've been clean from starving myself for three months now

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I'm sorry that I'm weak

Lele you managed to resist it for three months thats long and I'm proud of you

I think mark have a more suitable diet for you

But first we need your body to adapt to consuming food again

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You sound like you experienced with a situation like this

Believe me mark tried to do this a lot because his logic is if he wants to get over this quickly why not take a shortcut

So dont dare do what he wanted to do

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I'll try

Idk how it is because I never suffer anorexia

But ik its gonna be hard so always remember we're here for you

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Thanks for everything

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I feel like I don't deserve this

You deserve the world lele

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If I could cry I would be crying a river by now

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Also sorry for ghosting (stan txt) you guys

You better

Jisung had been crying since yesterday worrying about you

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Oh shit

You mean the world to him so don't think you gaining a bit weight would affect your friendship

Besides you look healthier when you gain weight than when you lose it

Oh yeah we're in front of your house

Open up before all of us freeze