《Mending Her Heart |Book I (✔️)》Chapter 19: Why you can't Love me?
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She was sitting reading book which was laying on the table when she looked up at watch. It was 11:00 in night. It had been two months since Elam entered in politics and had been giving his best. He always came late and perception for soon to be election were going in full swing. He had made his party which mostly included new and young people and giving his best to help around. Mr Farooq was soon going to leave his Post though upcoming elections where new PM will be choose. She was reading when the dinner room door opened and he tiredly entered. She stood up from the chair while he walked and looked at her
'Jannat, how many time I said to you not to wait for me on food. I always come late and you are always hungry till I come.' He said and looked at her. From past two months he had start coming late so she always wait for him on table for food.
'It's Okay, I am used to it.' Jannat said while he sighed
'Okay,warm the food, I am coming after getting freshen up.' Elam said and walked upstairs while she nodded her head in yes and walked into kitchen while he went upstairs. she warm up the food and put it on table when he came back in his nights clothes. He sat down on the chair and they start having their food.
'How is everything going?' Jannat asked and he looked at her.
'Great.' He simply replied and they got back to their food and ate it in silence. She looked at him and he was not looking well at all. His eyes were red, dark circles under them and face looked weak as well. She was about to looked away when something catches her attention. There was cut mark on his hand.
'What happen there?' She said quickly while taking his hand in her hand and he looked at her.
'I just got cut today while working. It's minor.' He said and Jannat softly touched it while he loudly hissed in pain and she looked at him.
'It's hurting you badly and you think it is just minor.' Jannat said while standing up and her hand was on table while she glaring at him whereas he surprised looked at her.
'But I am fine now.' He said while she intensely was looking at him.
'For god's sake Elam, for once have some care for your own self. You no need to all the time care for others while ignoring your pain.' She suddenly screamed and he still dumb folded was looking at her when she turned over and walked out. She came back after a while with first aid box. She sat down next to him and start doing his bandage while he was looking at her.
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'Jannat why you want Divorce from me?' Elam asked out of blue while she freeze stopped on his place while her heart skipped the beat. She slowly looked up and met with his gaze.
'Why you think you will not stay happy with me?' Elam asked again while not getting answer and she start feeling sweaty. What should she tell him that there is nothing wrong with him but he deserved someone better then her. She can live happy life with him but he can't with her.
'You are asking useless question Elam.' Jannat said then quickly start putting bandage while trying to hide her nervousness. After finishing the bandage she quickly stood up. She turned over and had only took few step when he got up then pulled her back while pushed her in the wall and in all process the first aid box fell down while he get hold of her arm behind her back and she shocked looked at him.
'I want answer Jannat why you want divorce from me? If you worried if I came late, you are hurt when I don't give you time, you cared when I am hurt then why you want divorce from me?' Elam screamed while dead serious looked in her eyes and harderen his grip on her arms and she was looking at him. His gripped was hard but she was feeling pain because only what matter the moment of him so close to her. She felt anytime she will stopped breathing because of their closeness.
'God damn it, answer me Jannat.' He screamed again when she didn't say anything.
'Because I can't love you.' She blunted out whatever came in her head first and looked at him but then cursed herself for even saying that.
'And why you can't love me?' Elam asked again and she looked at him. God his questions were getting harder each time? she thought.
'Because....because I don't believe in love after what Fahad did to me.' She lied while looking around then looked back up and met with his intense stare.
'And you think I will do the same with you.' Elam asked and she nodded her head in no.
'Then how you sure you will not love me?' Elam asked again and she don't know what to say now when she suddenly and pushed him away and came out from his grip because it was so hard to even breath when he was standing so close.
'Because I only had loved Fahad even he was not good person and I can't love someone else other then him.' She screamed then quickly turned over and ran upstairs. She opened her room's door and walked in then closed the door and sat down on the bed. She took in deep breath then put hand over her head. What the hell I just did? She thought then fell down on bed and closed her eyes. Then she put hand over her heart and tears start flowing from her eyes.
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'God damn it Elam, there is so much pain in my heart just because......' She slowly said then stopped
'Just because I love you.' She screamed loudly then turned over and start crying loudly.
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She came downstairs and entered in the sitting room. She looked around and there she found him sleeping on the sofa. After what she said to him he didn't came back in room. She slowly walked and sat down on floor next to him and looked at him.
'Elam.' She whisper his name then shake him slightly from his shoulder and he opened his eyes and looked at her. She quickly moved away while he sat up on sofa.
'What do you want Jannat?' Elam asked coldly and she hurtfully looked at him.
'Come in room.' Jannat said
'I am fine here, I don't want to come in room.' Elam said while rubbed his forehead Indicating that he was having headache whereas she start feeling angry.
'What's the hell is problem now? I am asking you to sleep on same bed with me not to sleep with me.' She blunted out and he looked at her
'Shut up Jannah, you even don't know what you are saying.' Elam said while she bite down on her lip after realising what she had said and looked down embrassesed and then there was silence.
'I am not here for me but if your family found out it will not be good.' Jannat said softly after a while and he looked at her.
'If my family know it will be good for you. You will get rid of me quickly.' Elam said with same coldness and rubbed his head again.
'But I thought you don't want to hurt your family which they will after knowing truth of our relation.' Jannat argued back while they stared at each other.
'Okay you go, I am coming.' Elam said and she nodded her head in yes and walked out. He leaned back his head on the sofa then rubbed his forehead again because it was killing him when he felt a hand on his head. His eyes flew opened and looked up and she was standing there will messaging his head. He quickly moved away and looked at her.
'What are you doing?' He asked
'I know you got headache so I am just messaging' Jannat said
'No you no need to do it.' Elam said while turned back on sofa
'But I want to.' Jannat said and he looked up at her.
'Please.' Jannat pleaded while he looked at her then slowly leaned his head back on the sofa and closed his eyes and she again start messaging his head.
'You need to rest more Elam.' She said while looking at him and he stayed quite
'Elections are near so I can't rest.' Elam replied while she was staring at his face. God why you are so beautiful?' She thought while staring at his face then shook her head and looked away. Stop eye raping your Husband Jannat?' She cursed to herself and kept messaging. After about half an hour he sat up.
'It's okay, I am fine. Let's go in the room.' He said and got up while she nodded her head in yes and followed him out.
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Elam looked at himself one last time in the mirror then walked downstairs. He entered in the sitting room and they all stood up and smiled to him while he entered. Today was Election Day and if he won election today then he officially will be entered in politics then can apply for post of PM in next elections.
'Are you ready Elam?' Mr Farooq asked and he smiled then nodded his head in yes.
'All the best.' Aryan said and Elam nodded his head and they all smiled.
'People are quite happy with you and they are accepting you but make sure you fulfil your promises.' Mr Farooq said and he nodded his head in yes
'I know dad, I will never forget why I entered in politics on first place.' Elam replied
'By the way Brother who inspired you to entered in politics.' Ayat asked while they all circously looked at him
'It's Jannat.' Elam said while she looked up at him with heart beating fast and they all smiled.
'Aww that's cute.' Ayat said teasingly while they all laughing and Jannat blushed looked down.
'She is one who told me to help Ali and Gazala after finding out their situation. And it lead to all this.' Elam added while she was looking down blushing red then start smiling because he was praising her and at that moment she realized that she loved hearing her praising from his mouth.
'Come on Elam, give me some credit other then your wife.' Mr Farooq said and Elam start laughing
'Off course without your help I will not be here.' Elam said while they all smiled
'Okay, I will be going now.' Elam said and they all nodded their heads in yes whereas he turned over and walked out with his father.
He reached at a voting places and looked around. There was loads of different parties stood for election and they were all with a lot of experience. He was youngest out of all of them so he so was really nervous.
'Elam don't worry you will be fine.' Mr Farooq said while he nodded his head then sighed when the announcement was made and elections started.
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