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Earth 41

Y/n's View

"What's been the hardest thing for you to accept over the last few years?" Austin asks.

"Everything, man. The biggest would probably be the death of my mom, you're never gonna be able to prepare for that. The second would be my relationships." I say.

"My brother is married, has a kid and one on the way. My sister is married and she has a little girl. All my exes are married or engaged with kids. You know what I do on a Saturday night? Put a onesie that's way to small for me and watch SpongeBob while eating a tub of ice cream." I say.

Austin laughs and I smile.

"I've lost so many people in my life and I've gotten used to it. That wasn't the case when me and Alexa broke up. I wasn't eating, I slept all day, I was depressed — all the bad juju." I say.

Why'd you gotta go? You know that you're better here

Taking all my clothes, I could smell your sweater here

"Are you okay now? Do you need anything?" Austin asks.

"I'm okay, I don't need anything, but I appreciate it. I miss her though. I know she is happy but it'll always bother me." I say.

I just want you close, baby, bring your presence here

Why'd you gotta go? Why, why'd you gotta go?

Why'd you gotta go? You know that you're better here

"I kinda just want it to be a bad dream. If it is, why the hell haven't I woke up yet?" I say.

Taking all my clothes, I could smell your sweater here

I just want you close, baby, bring your presence here

Why'd you gotta go? Why, why'd you gotta go?

Time Skip

I wanted you to come back but you never came

Why did you go? Without you, I feel like its novocaine

"Do you have a minute to answer a few questions?" Someone asks.

I turn around and see Coco.

"I got a flight to catch." I say.

"It'll be quick." Coco says.

I sigh and nod.

"What's your opinion on Alexa's engagement?" Coco asks.

"Are you fucking serious?" I mumble.

I can't a catch a break

All Coco does is spread lies and bursts everyone's bubble. She'll track people down and then ruin your day. No wonder Jonah loves her so much.

Thought I was in the clear, it seems I'm never safe

"What?" Coco asks.

"No comment." I say.

"You have to have an opinion. I mean, your fiancée called off the wedding and got engaged 5 months later. That's gotta hurt... really bad." Coco says.

"Can you hop off my dick and mind your business?" I ask.

"We gotta flight to catch." Tommy says.

Tommy grabs my arm and we walk away. He opens the car door for me and we both sit in the back.

I start to cry and Tommy looks at me.

"I miss her so much." I say as Tommy puts his arm around me.

She don't know it but I think about her everyday

I'm feeling terrible,

I'm lost without Alexa, I don't think I can spend the rest of my life without her. I feel awful.

she put a smile up on my face

She make me feel some type of way

(You call me and I'm on the way)

I was always there for Alexa, I always prioritized her over my friends and over my family once or twice. Shit, I flew across the world once just to see her for 2 hours.

I really wanna see your face

I catch a fight across the state

Catch me a flight across the country just to see you

"I'm sorry. I hope it — no — it will get better, I'll make sure." Tommy says.

Time Skip

She ask me what it would be like if I could be you

Just for a day, just for a moment in a show

"I haven't seen you in a while. How are you? How do you feel?" Garrett asks.

I stare at him and sniffle.

Baby, baby, did you really have to go?

"Like shit." I say.

I know I don't hit back on time no

"I miss her." I say.

But I, but I still think of you in my mind so

"It's been... 6 months, right?" Garrett asks.

"Yes." I say.

Even if a difference in time zone

I hope you can stay by my side

I clinch my fist and sigh loudly.

"You okay?" Garrett asks.

"She fucking lied to me!" I say.

Why'd you gotta go? You know that you're better here

"She walked into my life just to fuck it up... and it worked!" I say.

Taking all my clothes, I could smell your sweater here

"I'm not even upset anymore. I'm pissed off." I say.

I just want you close, baby, bring your presence here

The door opens and a woman comes in.

Why'd you gotta go? Why, why'd you gotta go?

"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know you were—" The woman says.

"It's fine. Y/n, this is my daughter, Isabelle." Garrett says.

Why'd you gotta go? You know that you're better here

"Isabelle Y/l/n has a nice ring to it." I say looking her up and down.

Taking all my clothes, I could smell your sweater here

Isabelle laughs and Garrett stares at us.

I just want you close, baby, bring your presence here

"You wanna go get lunch?" I ask.

Why'd you gotta go? Why, why'd you gotta go?

"As long as you're paying." Isabelle says.

Why'd you gotta go? Why'd you gotta go? Why'd you gotta

I smile and we leave.

You don't gotta go, you don't gotta go, you don't gotta

Alexa's View

"I'm surprised Y/n dealt with you for 2 years." Max says.

Go, go, go, go, go, go (Why'd you gotta go? Why'd you gotta)

"I'm surprised I've dealt with you for 5 months." I say.

Go, go, go, go, go

"Fuck you." Max says walking away.

Go, go, go, go, go, go

I made a mistake.

Why'd you gotta go? Why'd you gotta go? Why'd you gotta

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