Emotions an over speeding roller coaster

Constantly changing, can't locate its switch

Once smiling self abruptly turns to disaster

All assurance and self love down the ditch

Sometimes feel confident to procrastinate

Trust self to finish work properly anyway

Other days blame myself for my mistake

To start on time should have found a way

Have so many actions that I deeply regret

They crawl back into mind when I'm happy

Some things get stored, can never forget

Tell that I deserve blame, to be unhappy

I want to stop feeling so uncomfortable

I am the cause of my mental suffering

I don't want to be easy and vulnerable

A peaceful life is the one I'm searching

I want to restart again from the scratch

Improve at handing emotions, turn a page

In this self game, I must win the match

Be responsible, mature like a person my age

-Niki

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