《Something I Never told You (Tk)》50
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They say dreams are called dreams because they are beautiful than reality, if they are worst....they are nightmares.... But I think that dreams are nothing but the imagination of our subconscious mind. We dream beautiful things when we are happy and nightmares often hunt us when we are scared...
We may be asleep but our mind keep wandering to different places...
Have you ever noticed that only beautiful dreams get completed and we wake up in the morning with a smile remembering it but nightmares.....well, have you ever witnessed yourself living a whole nightmare in your asleep state?
I bet no one has.
We get up startled from the nightmares before anything bad happens.
Why?
Because your mind is active even when you are asleep. You feel everything even when you are sleeping... Happiness, contentment, shock, surprise, fear and excitement.
And why Taehyung was smiling early in the morning?
Because he saw a dream?
Or because he was living an imagination he has always dreamt of?
Duvets felt warmer than ever, pillow felt harder than it should have been, the addicting cologne relaxed him, and the arms wrapped around him felt heavenly....
He felt so protected.
Loved.
Something that he has only dreamt off.
The soft, warm, golden rays of the sun fell over the two bodies tangled together in comfort. While one has his face hidden in the crook of other's neck, the younger smelled the ravenette's shampoo in Jungkook's hairs. Both of them looked like they were comfortable beyond boundaries.
Maybe their subconscious knew that they may not get the chance to cuddle each other again.
After what seemed like eternity, the ravenette stirred in his sleep and pushed his face more into Taehyung's neck and he didn't know why he smiled....but he did and tightened his hold around the blonde's waist, pulling the blue eyed male more into himself.
After a long moment of just enjoying the sweet scent of Taehyung, Jungkook opened his eyes slowly and smiled once again. Pulling back just a little, he admired the sleeping beauty's features silently.
The blue eyed male slept peacefully in his husband's embrace. The blonde hairs were falling over Taehyung's forehead, long eyelashes seemed so contented as they kissed his rosy cheeks, sharp button nose with a mole over it looked eye catchy, the sharp jawline was so tempting and those oh so pink, plump lips, parted slightly invited Jungkook to just caress them softly.
The ravenette lifted his hand lazily and removed the blonde locks falling over the ethereal face of his husband, eyes caressing the sharp features adoringly while Taehyung slept peacefully in his embrace fisting the black t-shirt cutely.
Jungkook didn't know he was smiling when he bend down and placed a soft, lingering, loving kiss on the blonde's forehead. Letting his lips caress the smooth, wide forehead for a few moments, Jungkook pulled back to see a sight he wasn't expecting.
The Godly male in his embrace was looking back at him with his lazy, blue eyes blankly. Their heart talked without anyone of them knowing as both of them stared at each other with so many strong emotions.
Neither Jungkook loosened his hold on Taehyung's waist, neither the blonde pulled back.
He wanted to stay like that for a little longer.
What if he never got to see his husband up close again ever?
The thought scared him. He could already feel his heart shattering into tiny pieces at the thought of going away from the ravenette.
Isn't it what he was trying to avoid?
Heartbreak?
He was keeping himself strong and restricted coz he didn't want to go through all the pain once again but the mere thought of not seeing Jungkook again was scaring him to hell. Unknowingly, he tightened his fist around Jungkook's t-shirt as if he was scared that the ravenette may evaporate into thin air.
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The desperate eyes looked at his husband who was equally scared to let go. Getting Taehyung in his arms after whole seventeen years made him feel so happy but the worry and fear overpowered it. He was getting greedy.
The ravenette had decided to let go of the blonde but his determination seemed to be shattering bit by bit. Being so close to Taehyung yet so far made Jungkook feel so helpless.
He didn't know how can he make Taehyung believe that he want him in his life.
That Taehyung is needed.
That the blue eyed male is wanted.
That he is loved!
The thought of what after these six months are over? It was scaring both of them equally and Taehyung was even more perplexed.
He wanted to stay away from Jungkook....didn't he? Then why he was afraid of going away from him?
''I am sorry.'' The words left the ravenette's lips in a weak whisper, eyes roaming all over the blonde's face. Taehyung stared into the ravenette's eyes unblinking. He could see it in Jungkook's eyes why the ravenette said those words.
''Good morning....'' The blue eyed male greeted changing the topic. He didn't want to ruin this moment... if he was greedy for getting a few moments with his husband, he was ready to be called by that name.
''Morning....''
''I-I think I should leave now.'' The blonde said looking away when Jungkook kept peeking into his soul, his cheeks turned crimson for some reason and face heated up.
''How is your foot now?'' The ravenette wasn't ready to let go yet.
''Its f-fine, I guess....''
''Hmm!!'' The husky humming sent shivers down the blonde's spine. Goosebumps arose on his skin and he felt like he will melt under his husband's gaze.
''Thank you.'' The blonde whisper thanked the ravenette who raised his eyebrow in question and Taehyung swore that morning Jungkook is a sight to see.
''For letting me sleep here.....'' The ravenette smiled and removed the bangs with the tip of his fingers from Taehyung's face which were stubborn enough to come back to hide the blonde's forehead. Taehyung could hear his heart thudding against his chest and he closed his eyes to carve the feeling into his mind.
All of this was foreign to him.
This morning where he woke up in his husband's arms, the morning which will gift him contentment, the sunrays that wake him up from a deep slumber, silence in which he could hear his husband's heartbeats.....the laziness where he would want to crawl back and sleep again, the fond gaze, strong, protective arms around his lean frame, beautiful smiles of Jungkook.....
He had only imagined them...
''You are always welcome to come and sleep here.'' The ravenette replied softly making the blonde open his eyes slowly. The nervous lick of tongue on Taehyung's lip made the ravenette's eyes flicker to look at glistening lips.
He was ready to give anything to earn the right to claim them but he was helpless.
Or maybe he was afraid himself for hurting Taehyung.
The doubt that maybe Taehyung doesn't love him keep making him stepping back from his determination to earn the blonde back.
''Always?'' The question wasn't as simple as it looked. That one word has so many expectations, dreams, hopes and desires that it took a moment for Jungkook to reply.
''Till my last breathe...'' The confident answer and the sincerity in the ravenette's voice did something to the blonde's heart. It made him question why it was so hard to just give into his heart's wishes?
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Why was he afraid?
That he will be left hurt in the end if he gave another chance to Jungkook?
Wasn't he hurting everyday now? If he was doing all this to protect himself from pain, sorrows, hurt and betrayal then why isn't he happy?
Why does his steps always lead him into the ravenette's arms one way or another?
The blonde was still lost in his thoughts when Jungkook pulled back and sat up making the blonde follow him hesitantly. The ravenette looked at his clasped hands for a moment before looking around the room but his eyes widen when his eyes fell on the watch.
''Fuck!''
''What happened?''
''Its already twelve fifteen?'' Jungkook questioned when he couldn't believe his eyes. The blonde immediately stood up and looked around him in horror.
''What? How is it possible? I never oversleep?'' He questioned in panic. He was a bit hesitant thinking what will everyone think if they saw him getting out of Jungkook's room.
Will they believe that he slept there just because he was scared?
He didn't want to give any wrong idea to anyone.
He just wanted it to be a secret for him to keep forever.
''Its Okay...Tae...don't panic. We overslept coz we slept late.'' Jungkook came to his side and held the boy by his shoulders. Taehyung looked up at his husband who was looking at him assuringly. He could only nod in response while mind wandered around all over the places.
''Let's freshen up and see what everyone is doing...okay?''
Taehyung nodded and looked at Jungkook once last time before walking out of the room slowly. Trying his best to avoid anyone, he walked into his room like a thief.
Something about him sleeping with his husband felt more than intimate for him that it made the blonde blush by just thinking about it. He slapped his cheeks lightly when they heated up and ran into the washroom.
Around forty five minutes later, Taehyung walked into the kitchen confusedly when he heard the sound of utensils coming from there. The ravenette was plating the breakfast which he had prepared with his own hands quite skillfully which made Taehyung raise his eyebrow impressed.
Jungkook looked towards the door when he felt someone walking in.
Taehyung smiled at him beautifully snatching Jungkook's breathe for a few moments. The blonde looked so beautiful wearing a baby blue cardigan paired with white jeans and cute sneakers. Blonde hairs looking so fluffy due to the slight curl in them, blue eyes shone brightly, eyes crinkled just a little at the corners at how widely he was smiling and the ravenette could only see Taehyung's lips moving as if he was saying something but words failed to reach the ravenette's ears.
He was so lost in Taehyung that he forgot that he was pouring syrup on pancakes. He came out of his trance when the syrup started overflowing and run down his hand to his arm.
''Fuck!'' He cursed and immediately straightened the bottle and placed the plate and syrup onto the counter only to run towards the sink to wash his hands while Taehyung's giggles echoed in the kitchen.
Jungkook cursed and smacked himself mentally for getting lost in Taehyung while the blonde tried his best to stop himself from laughing as his stomach started hurting while eyes watered.
''Where were you, J-Jungkook?'' The blonde asked still giggling which made the ravenette pout unknowingly.
''Stop laughing, Tae....It happens!'' he defended himself.
''Really? But it never h-happen with anyone else!'' The blonde chuckled again at the lame excuse but he stopped laughing abruptly when he heard Jungkook's next words.
''Because not everyone get to see someone as beautiful as you.'' The compliment was so out of blue that Taehyung's breath hitched.
Jungkook walked over to the blue eyed male who looked around himself as he tried to control the beating of his heart at an abnormal pace, fidgety fingers clearly telling that he was nervous.
The ravenette stood in front of the blonde with his head tilted just a little as he eyed the beautiful boy getting nervous under his strong gaze.
''You are so beautiful, Tae...'' The ravenette complimented his husband again making Taehyung look up at him.
''The most beautiful human on this planet.'' He didn't realise when his hand cupped the blonde's cheek. Maybe he wanted to be close to Taehyung more desperately than he thought.
''W-where is everyone?'' The blonde tried to change the topic hesitantly.
''They left us alone.''
''W-What?'' The blonde asked wide eyed. Jungkook nodded making Taehyung panic.
''Its just me and You now.'' The ravenette said and stepped closer to the blonde who took a step back, mind already working on an evil plan. Taehyung didn't know what was happening but he was suddenly very nervous and his husband's smirk wasn't helping at all.
''Jungkook stop!''
''Why?''
''We shouldn't do this.''
''We shouldn't do what, Tae?'' The ravenette wanted to laugh so hard but he controlled it. It was fun watching Taehyung getting nervous and cowering back under his gaze. It clearly showed that Jungkook affect Taehyung as much as Taehyung affect Jungkook.
''T-This.....This is wrong.''
''We are husbands.''
''But-''
''But what, Tae?'' The ravenette asked placing his hands on the kitchen counter once Taehyung was trapped between him and the counter making the blonde bend back to increase the distance between himself and his husband.
He didn't know why the ravenette was doing this when they have nothing.
The fact that they were going to get divorced in a few weeks wasn't ready to leave Taehyung's mind.
''This is not g-good.'' The blonde whisper replied making the ravenette look at him with knitted brows.
''But you haven't even tasted it yet.''
''I did and I-......What?'' The blonde stopped suddenly and asked confused. The ravenette picked up the plate of pancakes from the kitchen counter with his eyes still trained on the blonde and showing the breakfast to Taehyung.
''Pancakes.....you haven't even tasted it then how can you say this isn't good?'' He asked making an innocent face.
''You were talking about p-pancakes?'' The blonde asked in disbelief and Jungkook immediately nodded innocently but laughed out loud when he couldn't control anymore. Taehyung looked so cute with red cheeks and eyes widened in disbelief.
''AHHH!!! You are so mean!!'' The blonde ran after the ravenette who ran towards the dining room to save himself. After a game of catch me if you can, Taehyung plopped on the chair when he couldn't catch his husband and picked up the fork and spoon to eat his breakfast.
Jungkook chuckled and went to sit in front of the blonde but Taehyung ignored him.
''Aww...someone is mad?" He asked still chuckling. Taehyung took a bite and ignored the ravenette which made Jungkook coo at him. Sulking Taehyung looked so cute.
''Ooohh!! So someone is in ignoring mode?''
''Shut up before someone end up killing you with his fork.'' Taehyung replied irritated.
''Someone doesn't need a fork to kill me....His smile is enough to take my life.'' The cheesy line made the blonde look up at his husband and couldn't help blushing when Jungkook nodded suggestively.
The rest of the breakfast or should I say lunch was silent as both of them kept stealing glances at each other. Once they were done with dishes, the ravenette turned to look at Taehyung who was cleaning the kitchen top.
''They guys are waiting for us at some place I forgot the name. Namjoon Hyung texted saying that they left us coz we were sleeping and we can meet them at that place if we don't wanna stay home...what do you say?'' He asked making the blonde confused.
''Huh?''
''Do you wanna stay home......with me?'' He couldn't say the last words out loud and waited for Taehyung's reply impatiently.
''What will we do at home....let's go to them.'' The blonde replied after a moment of thinking about everything. He thought that spending more time with Jungkook will only lead to him getting more attached to the ravenette.
As if he already wasn't.
Jungkook looked at his husband for a moment before nodding.
''I'll inform them.''
It was around twenty five minutes ride uphill. They talked about the beautiful view of the city down amongst the hills, green covered mountains, the view of sea afar and most importantly the activity they were going to do today.
When the blonde asked Jungkook what they were doing today, the ravenette has just shook his head. He didn't know what adventure was waiting for them but when they reached at the spot, Taehyung gasped in horror and stepped back while Taegguk giggled devilishly.
Namjin, Yoonmin, Taegguk and Ara.....all of them stood with cycles, ready to have a cycle race down the hill. All of them smiled creepily at Taehyung who shook his head and stepped back a little while Jungkook looked at Taehyung and rest of the boys with confusion.
''Mumma....Ready?'' Taegguk asked wriggling his eyebrows teasingly.
''No!!''
''Oh C'mon Mom....It will be fun!'' Taegguk exclaimed while the rest of them chuckled except Jungkook who was still trying to process what was going on.
''It will be anything but fun....you know that Gguk!'' Taehyung protested still shaking his head.
''But Mo-''
''No Buts....I am not doing this.'' The blonde replied determined and turned to look at his husband.
''Jungkook?''
''Yeah?'' The ravenette asked curiously.
''Let's go back home.'' The words made the ravenette even more confused.
''But what happened, Tae?'' Jungkook asked still clueless making everyone else laugh. Jungkook looked at his son who was giggling.
''What is it, Gguk?'' He asked making the boy nod as he controlled his laugh.
''Mom doesn't know cycling....if fact, he is scared of riding a bicycle.'' The brunette replied making the ravenette nod. He looked at Taehyung who was looking at him now pleadingly.
''Please save me, Jungkook......He always blackmails me into doing this.'' He pleaded holding his arm and hiding behind his husband's broad shoulders. The ravenette couldn't stop himself from smiling looking at his beautiful husband glaring at the rest of the boys cutely.
''Its not a race, Tae...don't worry and moreover, the slope isn't that steep and this road is only used for bicycling so no fear of traffic and all..'' Jin explained the blonde but only got a shake of head in response.
''Oh C'mon, Tae...why are you so scared of cycles?'' Jimin asked chuckling.
''Just look at that thing...'' The blonde started pointing towards the cycle Yoongi was standing beside.
''...I can't imagine how you guys balance it on those two tyres!'' The blonde defended himself and everyone else chuckled. Taehyung glared at his husband who was also chuckling.
''Why are you laughing?'' He asked annoyed.
''You are cute.''
''I am not cute....that thing is terrible.''
''You mean cycle?'' Jungkook asked laughing even harder. The blonde left Jungkook's arm which he was holding and hit him lightly with his cute fists. The blonde seemed more open and comfortable with Jungkook and it made everyone else hope for better.
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