Chapter 160: Lost Memory (Part 2)

Rigen's perspective

I got outside of the room and then closed the door immediately, Shera was suddenly terrified for some reason, someone was stalking us, I think. Now I must return to my wife fast, must find out who was the stalker and must order our dinner fast and return here before having any bad news.

"Commander, I'm so glad that we met again, now only me and you..." - A woman's voice suddenly called me so I turned behind to look in the direction of the sound

In front of me was Private Seridov, she was pressing her back to the wall on the right side of the door and then looked at me with a very lovely look as if she was very ecstatic. I looked closer and realized that her right cheek had been bandaged by a piece of white cloth, Seridov was one of 4 wounded during the chase, Shera slashed her right cheek.

And also, Lena - Seridov's soldier friend had also died during the chase, I could not judge too fast but...I think I knew who had stalked us, Shera must be very scared of this crazy girl. Seridov suddenly stopped holding weapons, she strapped her crossbow to her shoulder and then stepped toward me and held my hands, she pressed her face closer to mine and I slowly pushed her away.

"I have family, Seridov! Please don't come along with me once again, there would be a good man waiting for you out there."

"But, Commander! I can feel your love through our previous love, I and you were born to be together." - Seridov suddenly held my hands and I roughly pulled them away, I only have Shera!

"The previous sex was just because my need was so high after a long time hasn't done it with my wife."

"I didn't love you but I do care about you, Seridov!"

"Seridov, I'm your master and you are my servant, we never have a love relationship, we are friends."

"But..."

"Your feeling of love is just you are too emotional when an ugly, I'm sorry, I mean a less attractive like you be cared by a man, no love is here, girl."

"But..."

"How did you get here, Seridov?" - I must find out how could she be able to walk around here to scare my wife

"Sir Shizuka ordered me to guard you two, Commander! If you don't believe my words, you can go to ask her." - Of course, I didn't believe a crazy girl like you, stay away from my wife!

"Did you see someone peeked us through the broken hole of the door earlier, Seridov?" - This crazy bitch was the stalker, I must get rid of her or Shera would be in danger!

"I didn't see any stalker, Sir! What's wrong? I think your wife after waking hasn't just become a lost memory but also a paranoid, please let me replace her to bring you happiness." - Tch, I only love Shera!

"Slap!" - I slapped Seridov very hard on her left cheek and she looked at me with a sad look, get out of my wife!

"Get out...or I will kill you, get out of here and don't let me see you anymore, do not step close to my wife." - After saying those threat words, I pushed Seridov away

Seridov glared at me for a long time when I pushed her away, she was about to fall but she managed to stand still, Seridov later stopped looking at me. She later walked into the hallway to return to the workroom, I also walked behind her in case she turns around and attacks me and then run to my room to harm Shera.

I walked behind Seridov until she got out of the Lord's zone, I fastly walked faster because I wanted to order our dinner fast and then run back to my room to stay with Shera. Though my wife had already lost her memory but she was still loving me, I almost forgot that she lost her memory and was about to have sex with my wife as an apology present.

But Shera didn't know what was making love so I cried, maybe I must not be too rushed about this, now I must spend my time with Shera, I just wanted to stay with her forever. Now if Shera needs anything, I would accept her wishes, my wife was everything to me and I didn't want to have any adultery again, I only feel bliss while staying with my wife.

I walked fast in the hallway till I got to the door, I opened it to head to my workroom, at the time I got there, Hatano was in charge of the castle. She was sitting on the work chair while hearing Private Seridov's report, Sarah and Reimi were sitting in a corner nearby, maybe I must apologize to them.

"Sorry for being so harshly with you earlier, Hatano." - Though she was the one who provoked me but I would apologize to her, only waste some of my salivae

I headed to Reimi and Sarah and both of them seemed to be scared of me, Reimi was startled and trembled while holding Advisor in her hands, poor her, I hope she would be fine. About Sarah, she also trembled a bit but kept making a military salute toward me to greet me, I also saluted Sarah to apologize to her, I hope the 3 of them would not hate me.

"I'm very sorry for attacking the three of you earlier...please forgive me, I'm sorry very much." - Sarah, Reimi and Advisor didn't respond to me a word, maybe I should say something more

"Is Advisor okay, Reimi? It didn't get any errors, right?"

"Errors, Sir Rigen?"

"You son of a bitch, you kicked me and smashed me many times and now asked me "Are you okay? - Advisor was still very fine, it was saying with a very angry emotion

"Now my owner is Reimi, John! I farewelled you, no more friendships with you, okay!" - I would ask Reimi to give you back to me anyway

"Sir Rigen, please tell me how is Her Highness? Lady Sarah ordered me to follow her to this place to not disturb you two, hours have passed since the previous incident and now I want to know how is my ruler." - Reimi stood up and then asked me while holding my hands

"Shera has woken up but...she has lost her memory, but don't worry, Reimi! I and she have intimated in those hours, she is still very cute."

"That means Her Highness has forgotten all of us, Sir Rigen?" - Reimi felt to be shocked and stopped holding my hands and lowered her face

"Ummm...John, what are you doing by coming out here?" - Sarah asked me

"I want to order the maids to make me and Shera our dinner, Sarah! Both of us are now hungry."

"Anyway, have you two eaten anything?"

"Nod! But can we go visit Princess now, Commander?" - Oh, Sarah suggested visiting Shera, Seridov would surely try to harm my wife once again, using Reimi and Sarah to protect Shera would be a good idea

"Please take care of Princess when I was away, Sarah, Reimi! I would order the meals and return later."

"Okay, Commander." - Sarah made a thumb up toward me and then walked to Hatano and then tapped her

"Sis, let's go to visit Princess-chan! Please stop working, at least you must visit her." - Sarah tapped Hatano once again when her older sister was writing something on the fur paper

"Shakes head!" - Of course, I didn't surprise to hear Hatano answer like that, a psychopath like her only cared about her little sister and herself

"Ehhhhhhh? You are too heartless, sis! I hate you, you made John sad and now you also didn't care about Shera." - Sarah criticized Hatano

Hatano after hearing her little sister say that, she stood up and then walked toward Sarah and hugged her very tightly. Maybe only this little sister could make a psychopath like Hatano obey, I could use Sarah to control her older sister or Hatano would make unpredictable things when no one controls her.

"Gomen (Sorry)...Sarah..." - Hatano kept hugging Sarah while apologizing to her

I later stopped looking at those two, I must hurry and then return to my wife so I headed to the door which led to the Servants' zone to get to the kitchen to order the maids to make the dinner. When I headed to the door and the woman soldier guarding it opened the door for me, I slowly stepped my foot out of the door my body felt to be grabbed by something from behind.

"I'm sorry that I cannot forgive you, Sir Rigen! But Her Highness has become like that...I'm very sorry to hear about it." - So Reimi was the one who hugged me from behind, I could feel her face pressing to my back to feel my warmth

"But Sir Rigen, I still...love you, though we cannot get along together but can you please...give me a kiss every time we meet each other and then behave like we are friends?"

"Get out, Reimi! I have Shera, I don't love you anymore, let's break up...please have someone else to bring you happiness." - I got Reimi's hands out of my body and then walked away

"Sir Rigen, wa-!" - The woman soldier closed the door at the time I walked inside the Servants' zone, now I only love Shera

Shera's perspective

I was very nervous when John left me here alone to go outside to order our dinner, I didn't mad or blame him, I lost my memory and my husband very much cared about me. But except for John, I didn't know anything else, I was nervous while staying in the dark room, didn't get lighted up and worried if some strange eye would stare at me from the broken hole on the door.

Before leaving me here, John gave me a metal object which he called a gun, there was a metal stick which was placed inside the gun's handle, I could see the stick from below the handle. John had left for 5 minutes but hadn't come back, I was very scared while holding the gun, I just wanted him to return to me at this time, please return, my husband!

I kept waiting for John while lying on the bed with the gun in my hand, I was doing what John taught me before he left, not using my index finger to hold the trigger when I didn't want to use it. The room kept getting darker and my fear kept getting bigger, there must be something lit up the room such as a candle or a lantern but I didn't see them anywhere, should I leave my bed to find a candle?

"Knock! Knock! Knock!" - I heard someone knocking on the door, I was startled, my body suddenly shivered, I was hard to breathe, John...save me!

"My Highness, can I have your approval to go inside?" - A woman's voice called to me, the sound came out from the door, who was this stranger!

"Who...wh...who's there!" - I was very panicked so I pointed the gun at the door while holding it very shaking

"I'm Reimi - your servant, my Highness! Sir Rigen told me to get here to visit you, please give me your approval to get inside." - Reimi...as I could remember, I asked John about her and he said she was my servant

"Ummmm...have John returned yet, Reimi? He said he would go order the dinner and then return here but I didn't see him anywhere."

"Sir Rigen is now inside the kitchen, he is trying to select the most well-made meal for you, my Highness! Please let me get inside." - John was very kind, he was ordering the best meal for me, my husband was very nice!

"Ummm...is there anyone else except you outside, Reimi?"

"Of course, my Highness! Two of Sir Rigen's subordinates are now with me, they also came here to visit you, please let me get inside." - I felt so relieved, maybe I should let them in

"Alright, get inside! But be careful, the room is quite dark and I didn't see any things to light up the room yet."

"Thank you, my Highness." - I heard Reimi's voice and then I saw the door opening

Three women's figures later stepped inside the room, the room was dark so I could not see their faces precisely, only the dark figures, later a light suddenly popped out. I was a bit shocked, I looked more carefully and noticed that the girl who was leading the group of 3 women was holding a stick in her right hand, it was popping out white light and very bright.

The stick had a dark green color if I was right while looking at it in the dark, it had a round shape on the top of it or something like that which was appearing a very bright white light. The girl slowly pointed the bright stick around the room, I would say she was pointing it at the fallen furniture in the room, the room was so bright thanks to that strange light.

"Heeehhhhh, our Commander has made up a mess, sis! Look at the room, Reimi - chan. More mess than my room after two days off, look." - The girl expressed her thought to Reimi and the one who was walking beside her

The girl after pointing the bright stick around the room, she suddenly pointed the stick straight at me, I accidentally looked at the bright white light so I closed my eyes. The light was very bright, it made my eyes very unpleasant, I felt a bit nervous so I pointed the gun at the girl who was holding the bright stick while avoiding looking at the light.

"Ehhhhh, don't shoot me, Princess - chan! It's me, Sarah! Chill, chill." - The girl named Sarah expressed her nervousness when I was pointing the gun at her

I covered my eyes with my left forearm but kept trying to look forward while pointing the gun at Sarah. I later saw a girl who was walking behind Sarah suddenly lead the group and point at me a thing that seemed similar to the gun in my hand.

"Sis, that was just a misunderstanding, please don't point your gun at Shera, but why did you steal my gun, sis?"

"Lady Hatano, please stop!" - The girl whose voice seemed to be Reimi yelled at the girl named Hatano who was pointing the gun at me, Reimi stood in front of them and covered the light, now I only saw 3 dark figures

After 6 seconds, the three of them silently returned to their formation and then the bright stick kept lighting up the room, I also lowered my gun. The girl who seemed to be Reimi came close to me and then lowered her body and bowed, her face was close and I was about to her face precisely but Reimi later stood up and headed to the table.

"My Highness, do you need me to light up some candles?" - Reimi asked me when she was using her right hand to touch things while walking to the table, Sarah later pointed the bright stick toward Reimi

"Yeah, I want this room to be bright, Reimi."

I kept my eyes on Reimi when she nodded and then started pulling out the drawers of the table, Sarah suddenly moved the bright stick away from Reimi and pointed to the other place. I was worried if Reimi was struggling to find the candles when she was lack of light or not but later I saw a light of fire coming from Reimi's palm.

Reimi kept raising her hand above while the fire in her palm kept getting bigger and wider and lit up the entire room. Reimi later pulled out some white sticks in the drawers, those sticks seemed to be candles, she later lighted the candles by letting them touch the fire in her palm, so bright!

As I could remember, the fire on Reimi's palm came from one of 5 elements of magic, strangely that I could remember this though I lost my memory. But wait a minute, can I cast magic? I didn't know for sure, but how do I cast magic? Do I have to say words while spelling? Maybe I should find out later, now was not the time.

Reimi slowly put candles in the different areas of the room to make the room brighter, after a few seconds, the entire room was very bright. Sarah and the girl beside her named Hatano slowly bowed to me and then walked away from the bed to head to the fallen furniture, maybe they were about to clean them, I must help!

"My Highness, please rest! Let me and Sir Rigen's subordinates clean these things." - Reimi told me not to clean the room, I felt a bit guilty but later kept lying on the bed

Sarah turned off her bright stick and then strapped it on her green uniform, now I noticed that John's subordinates were all wearing the same uniforms as him, it's strange. The girl named Hatano later picked up the wooden cup which had fallen alongside the pens inside it, she stocked the pens into the cup and put it on the table.

"Ehhhh, luckily that these boxes are made of wood, sis! Otherwise, glasses have been all over the place, these covers are very easy to be loose." - Sarah crouched down and then picked up small round brown wooden objects which seemed to be used to cover something, beside them were the fallen boxes

"John was so bad, he made this mess and now ordered us to clean...sigh!" - Sarah complained while picking up the boxes which fell to the floor with the black liquid coming out from their holes

I was still looking at Sarah and Hatano and then Reimi suddenly walked toward me, she grabbed my dirty white dress which was placed on the chair on the right side. Reimi also grabbed the cloths on the chair and curled them in her hands and then slowly turned around, walked to the door, but wait a minute!

"Reimi, wait a minute." - Throwing the cloths was alright but I wanted to keep my dirty dress, I wanted to store it for days and then take it out to sniff and to taste John's runny nose and tears on the dress!

"Yes, my Highness? What's wrong?" - Reimi turned around to look at me

"What are you doing, Reimi?"

"I will throw the cloths and order the maids to wash your dress, it's dirty, my Highness."

"Can you please keep my dress, Reimi? I want to store it in the closet and only wash it when I need it, I want to store it, please."

"I'm sorry for doing the thing against your will, my Highness! Please forgive me." - Reimi bowed to me and then walked to the closet, strapped my dirty dress to an empty wooden hook and then closed the closet's door

Maybe the three of the girls had finally done cleaning the room, I hoped I could help them but I could not, I felt a bit guilty when I didn't help them anything. Reimi later walked to the chair on the left side and then sat on it while Sarah sat on the right side and Hatano stood behind her.

"Ummm...hello the three of you, I hope we have met each other before, as John told me, I'm Shera, I just have lost my memory."

"Ummm...could the three of you introduce your names and what were your relationships with me before I lost my memory?"

I felt a bit jealous when all of them seemed very cute and beautiful, except the long black-haired girl who was standing beside Sarah, her face was very emotionless. I wondered how beautiful I was compared to these girls, John was my husband and I hope I was beautifulness could satisfy him, he was so kind to me, I wanted to see him right now!

Let's see, Reimi was a white, sharp purple eyes long red haired to her left shoulder and her face was straight serious while facing with me, seemed very tough and beautiful. She wore leather armor with protections made of iron or something, she was a fighter? My woman servant was a fighter? I felt so jealous when she was very beautiful.

About Sarah, she was also white, blue wide eyes, long brown ponytail haired her facial seemed very friendly and always smiled, so cute. Sarah wore a cloth green military uniform as same as John's, her name appeared on the nameplate, her boobs were...so big, I felt very jealous, I hope my breast was as big as hers to satisfy John!

About Hatano, she was white though her skin seemed not as white as ours, emotionless black eyes and long black hair, her facial was emotionless and seemed so scary. Hatano also wore the green uniform with the nameplate named "Shizuka", strange! But her boobs were quite flat, I didn't want to be disrespectful but...I hope all women were as flat as Hatano, John must be mine forever!

"My Highness, you may not remember me but I'm Reimi Frieden, your servant." - Reimi pointed at her while introducing her name to me

"I have been appointed by my late father to serve you till the rest of my life since you were born 16 years ago, My Highness." - Reimi seemed very serious and devoted to me, I saw she was worth being rewarded more than staying as a lowly servant

"Ummm...may I ask you two?" - I pointed my eyes to Sarah and Hatano

"Me, me first!" - Sarah raised her hand and then looked at me with a funny expression

"Ahem! I'm Private Sarah Hatano from the US Army, I work under John Rigen as his subordinate alongside my sis, nice to meet you, Princess." - So Sarah and Hatano were sisters though I didn't see they share a bloodline, adopted sisters?

"My name is...Shizuka Hatano, rank Private from the US Army...one of 2 John Rigen's subordinates...nice to meet you...Princess." - Hatano talked quite slow and low, wasn't she?

"Ummm...John's subordinates only have women?"

"Umm, that's right, Princess! We have been appointed to be under his command by our superiors, only two of us." - Hmmph...my husband's servants were women, my servant was also a woman, not good at all!

"Anyway, my Highness! Why did you wear Sir Rigen's military uniform?" - Reimi asked me why I wore John's uniform

"Sniff! Sniff! Sniff! Sniff!" - I accidentally felt excited so I sniffed John's uniform smell, still very stinky but his smell kept ecstatic my brain, ahhhh! My husband's smell was the best, I didn't want anyone to take this uniform, this is mine!

"Ummm...my dress has been dirty and I didn't have any clothes for me to wear so John told me to wear his uniform, I feel great though his clothes seem very wide compared to my body." - But I love it!

"I'm sorry for my uselessness, my Highness! You were too excited to get to Veta to live with your husband so you only brought your school bag, the carriage and me to Sir Rigen's castle."

"I also forgot so I didn't prepare your clothes, I'm sorry, my Highness." - Reimi bowed very deep to me

"How could he...I also want to...that hentai, hmmph!" - Sarah kept staring at John's uniform and then grumbled her face and turned her head away

What was wrong with Sarah? Don't tell me...she has feelings for my husband! Hmmph! No way, I must protect my husband, cannot let him fall into the other woman's hand!

When I was silently mad at all girls in the room, I heard the door opening so I peeked to see who that was and noticed that John had finally returned to me, I blushed in my happiness. John slowly walked toward me and Sarah got out of her seat and John sat on it, now both of his subordinates were standing behind him, I love you, my husband!

"You two's duties have been done, return to Stansa, Sarah! You will still be the second in command in the castle, Hatano." - John said to his subordinates while holding my hands, I just wanted to hold my husband's hands forever, so good!

"Hmmph...hentai, roger that!" - Sarah made a military salute as I could remember, I think! She did that and then walked outside with her angry moving posture

"Roger that...Commander..." - Hatano bowed to John and then walked outside while tapping Sarah's shoulders to comfort her little sister

When the door had been closed, only the three of us were in the room, I felt a bit unpleasant when Reimi was inside the room, her appearance disturbed my happiness with my husband. But I didn't want to disrespect her, I would let Reimi stay here until I see I could order her to get outside the room to me and John intimate.

"Reimi, why don't y-"

"John, please let Reimi stay here, though I didn't know if I want to talk to her about something or not but a servant must stay with her master, right?"

"Okay, my wife! As you wish..." - John held my hands tighter and seemed to want to do something to me but he stopped, I felt so happy to have my husband around me, I want to be with John forever!

"I hope my appearance would not disturb you two's happiness, my Highness! I will guard the room, please order me if you need something." - Reimi said to me and then pointed her head to the door while sitting

"Hey, I'm sorry because I was late for you, Shera...please forgive me...kiss!" - John grabbed his gun back and then kissed my hand, John was quite miserable, he didn't do anything but kept apologizing to me, my husband was very kind!

"I feel more hungry than before, John! When would our dinner be ready?" - I would like to have a lovely dinner with my husband in this room, I hope I would regain my memory soon to make him happy

"Maybe wait here for more than 5 minutes, Shera! The maids are making the best dinner for both of us, I would be sure it would be very lovely." - Both of us kept holding our hands while looking at each other deeply without a reason, John was so cute, I was blushing so much!

John suddenly came to me as if he was about to kiss me, I closed my eyes when my face was blushing, we were about to do the previous strange actions. This time, I would not reject John when he was pulling his pants down anymore, I was curious about the thing under his crotch, I would please my husband!

"Kiss!" - Both of us kissed each other, I was sticking my mouth into John's mouth when he was licking my tongue very excitedly, I didn't know anything, I just enjoyed his lick, so ecstatic, I love kissing my husband!

"Ahhh! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhh! You are so cute, Shera! I love you!" - John kept saying words while kissing me, he started slurping to swallow my saliva, my husband was doing strange things but I felt so ecstatic!

John kissed me until both of us got into the bed, he seemed very aggressive and excited while staying with me for some reason, I hope I could know why. John crushed me to the bed aggressively while squeezing my hands and lying on top of me, he was not just tall but also muscular, I blushed when my mind started to get blank and ecstatic.

John later stopped slurping my saliva but pressed his face to my boobs to sniff them, John stopped squeezing my hands but squeezed my belly while moaning like a beast who was in happiness. He later squeezed my boobs, I blushed very much while feeling a bit hurt when he squeezed them hard, John was acting like a beast, should I tell him to be gentle? I hope my husband would not unpleasant.

"Ummm...John, please be gentle, you squeezed my breast very hard, please be gentle." - I blushed while talking to John, maybe if I regain my memory then my husband would surely more happy thousands of times

After hearing my beg, John seemed to be a bit sad but he squeezed my boobs slightly while showing to me his smile, I hope my husband would not be annoyed about this, I hope so. John later took off my uniform, which made me feel very shy, he threw the uniform to the floor and then touched my boobs, I was also annoyed but I didn't want to make John sad, maybe I should kiss him.

"Kiss!" I lifted my body and kissed John a sweet kiss, he licked my tongue very fast and moaned aggressively, I didn't know the meaning of doing this but I think I should imitate John

"Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhhh! Ummm! So ecstatic, ahhhh! Slurp!" - I blushed when I was imitating John, both of our tongues kept wrapping at each other very wet, I also slurped his saliva a few times, this feeling was leading me to the sky, so ecstatic!

"Shera, you are getting good at this! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhhh! Ummm! Ahh!" - I naturally moaned very loud, so shy! My face had blushed very red but my mind was so blank, I could not think anything anymore, only enjoy to wait for more ecstatic from my husband!

John was kissing me like a beast, both of us kept kissing for a few seconds and then stopped while staring at each other deeply without blinking, that moment was so good. We slowly parted our mouths away from each other, our drools kept sticking in both of our tongues though we were not kissing anymore, so good and so ecstatic, I wanted to kiss my husband again!

John was very excited but he didn't kiss me anymore but targeted my boobs, he lifted my bra and then...my tits exposed in front of him, I blushed more than the previous times. John later put his mouth into my boobs to suck one while squeezing very hard the other one, I patted John's head when he was sucking my boobs...he licked and sucked my boobs very ecstatic!

Though I didn't know what I was doing with my husband but I felt very ecstatic, now I realized that my below body, specifically my crotch was very wet, my below body was dripping out much water. I was peeing while doing lovely things with my husband? I felt very shy but my face kept blushing more and more when my below body dripped out water, this feels very good, very ecstatic, my mind was very blank now!

John suddenly stopped sucking my breast and he pressed to my face, he slowly rubbed my crotch for some reason, I felt very good and very love to feel my husband doing that. My below body felt like I was about to pee out something, I could feel something below me was about to spurt out, John rubbed my crotch faster and then kissed me, so ecstatic!

"Kiss! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhh! Ummm! John, please stop...something is...slurp! Slurp!" - Ahh, my mind was very blank and ecstatic, I could not think anything else, I was wondering what I was doing, I wanted to stop to ask John to explain to me but...so ecstatic!

"Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Ahhhhhh!" - Something spurting out very powerfully from my crotch, this was the most ecstatic feeling that I ever experienced, so good!

"Ahhhh! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahh! Ummm!" - The previous feeling combined with my husband's kiss was the best, my mind has finally stopped thinking and only waiting for ecstatic feelings to the sky, I love it, so good!

John stopped kissing me a few seconds later, both of us were full of sweat, we were all feeling very hot, we must strip our clothes out to let our cool against the heat, so shy. I was so blank that I could only lay on the bed to wait for my husband, he was taking off his sleeveless shirt, he later threw the shirt away and then removed his belt.

"My...my Lord..." - A woman's voice who sounded like she was shocked or something, I was curious so I looked in the direction of the sound

I saw that was an adult woman who seemed to be 30 or more, she was white, green eyes, had a dark blonde long bun hair, she wore a blue maid uniform, this woman was a maid. I also saw Reimi who was sitting on the chair, she stared at me a few times and then lowered her face, crying lowly, my servant was crying for some reason that I didn't know.

Wait a minute, I and John were doing loving things on our bed without noticing anything around us, I was very ecstatic earlier so I didn't notice that Reimi and this maid had seen our embarrassing actions from the beginning till now. Now I felt so shy and so embarrassed, I didn't have the mood to deep myself into love with John anymore, so embarrassed when people were watching us!

"What, Ilis? I was having fun with my wife, don't disturb us." - John grunted and then dropped his belt on the floor

"Oh, Shera! You are so cute, I love you forever!" - John crushed me again, he was squeezing my hands very tight

"Sniff! Sniff! Sniff! Sniff! I love to sniff you forever, my wife! I will show you my love, so good! Sniff! Sniff!" - John sniffed my neck non-stop, I both felt ecstatic and embarrassed but I didn't want to love now, must call my husband to hold back!

"My Lord, yours and your fiancee's dinner have been well prepared, please tell me where to put the dishes." - Ilis said to John again when she was blushing, I understood the reason why she did that but I hate, do not look at my husband, look away! He is mine!

"Just put those dishes on the damn table! Now my wife needs to have fun, do not disturb us! Put those fucking dishes on the table and get the fuck out!" - John looked at Ilis and scolded her, I didn't want to see my husband be a brute like this!

"John, please calm down...please don't make me hate you, please be gentle to the maid...I mean...to all people." - I grabbed John's shoulders and reminded him

"Shera?" - John expressed his guilty face and then looked at Ilis, he had stopped crushing me on the bed, maybe my husband was very hard to control himself sometimes, I want to help him

"I'm sorry, Ilis...just put our meals on the table and then go outside to rest your daily work, I will call you when I need." - John said to Ilis gently, maybe I should not fondness my husband too much, only do it for certain times or he would behave badly if I keep fondness him

"Thank you, my Lord." - Ilis bowed to John and then grabbed the dishes which were placed on a wide metal plate in her hands and put them on the table slowly and then walked outside the room

Now the room only had I, John and Reimi, I could see that our meals were very hot and seemed very tasty, the smells flew to us and came across my nose, so tasty and lovely. My hands were holding John's very lovely when I was looking at him very deeply, maybe we should stop doing love in our bed, let's stop and go to eat, we were all sweating and tired, also thirsty, husband.

"Okay, let's eat later, get back to our sex, what kind of sex position would you like to do, my wife? I would accept all of your conditions tonight." - John, what are you saying!

"John, please calm down! Reimi is in here with us, you know? We cannot make love anymore, please be serious...also, I'm hungry and thirsty." - I didn't know how to express, my face was blushing while looking at Reimi, my servant was still crying

"I...I'm sorry." - John got out of the bed and then wore his pants, he later walked to the table and pulled out a drawer

I was also very embarrassed, I slowly modified my bra, it had been shredded out a bit, John grabbed it very aggressively so he broke my bra...so shy. John later walked back to me and gave me a wide blue cloth which seemed to be a towel, he was wiping his sweats with another one, I took the towel and wiped my sweats, so hot!

After wiping the sweats, both of us grabbed our clothes and wore them without looking at each other, I was very embarrassed when my servant was looking at me, but she was still crying. I wore my clothes and John patted me and then headed to the table to grab our hot meals to my position, I would go check on Reimi, I must help her to not let her cry anymore, poor her!

"Reimi, I'm very sorry for doing embarrassing things in the room with my husband and let you see from the beginning to the end." - I tapped Reimi to comfort her, strangely that she had stopped crying but still had remained tears

"Don't cry, please don't cry...but why did you cry, Reimi? Is there anything I can help you, my dear servant?" - Well, though I would be madly jealous if my servant falls in love with my husband but that was too personal, now I want to help her

"Shakes head! Sorry, my Highness...my issue is quite personal, but I appreciate your kindness for asking me my problem to help me, but please don't."

"My Highness, I can deal with my problem myself, please don't worry." - Reimi bowed to me

"But please, Reimi! If your problem is too big and out of your control then you must ask me to help you, alright?" - I patted my servant, she was so cute...as if I was having a little sister though Reimi was taller than me, sigh!

"Thank you, my Highness! You did not punish me when you woke up but also kindly asked me about my problem to help me." - Eh? What did she mean?

"What do you mean, Reimi? What do you mean by thanking me when I didn't punish you?" - Was this detail related to the cause that made me lose my memory?

"Our lovely dinner is here, Shera! Let's eat, my wife." - John tapped me, I was a bit mad but I looked behind to see what he was meaning

My bed had been placed a very hot meal and John was holding a wooden bowl in his hand, our dinner was very tasty according to my thought but I must help Reimi first.

"John, you didn't see that Reimi need help? Please pay attention to her, she would be our servant when we get married!" - Ahh, I just have scolded my husband

"John...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, please don't hate me."

"I'm okay, my wife! Sorry you two, I'm too heartless, am I? I'm very to be a heartless husband, Shera." - John put his meal beside my meal and then headed to Reimi, both of us would comfort our servant

"Hear me, Reimi! Maybe your happiness would not be like you wanted, you cannot have the heart you want but I will be here for you." - What did my husband mean?

"Even when you cannot reach the one you love, I will be your friend to make you happy, okay?" - John later patted Reimi's head, I was glad to see my servant happy but I could not accept my husband's action, his hand was touching the one who was not me!

"Thank you, Sir Rigen...though I cannot have the one I love but...thank you for becoming my friend, thank you." - Reimi's tears suddenly flew out a bit and...she dare to touch my husband's hand, unacceptable!

"He is mine, do not touch him! Hmmph!" - I roughly pushed Reimi's hand out of John and then held my husband's hands tightly

"I'm sorry, Reimi! But you must keep your distance from my husband, he is mine, not yours, my servant." - I didn't want to get mad at my servant but her previous action was unacceptable!

"I'm sorry for my rudeness, my Highness! I'm sorry." - Okay, Reimi! If you keep your distance from my husband then you would be fine

"Anyway, Shera! Do you want to eat now?" - John patted me while kissing my hair, my husband was so romantic!

"Shakes head! I want to be with Reimi for a bit longer, John! Please wait."

"Anyway, Reimi! Why did you thank me when I did not punish you? Has something happened to you before I lost my memory?"

"My Highness, that was my fault! I made a bad thing and you chased me and then Sir Rigen...I mean...I..." - Oh, so that must be an accident that made me lose my memory!

"I understood, Reimi! Though I didn't know what have you done but I forgive you, but do not do that bad once again."

"I didn't remember anything but you and John blamed yourselves because of my lost memory, you two didn't have any fault, now I want you two to be happy."

"Thank you, my Highness! But may I ask you something that relates to your husband?" - Reimi asked me about this

"What, Reimi?"

"My Highness, umm...during you was still in a coma, Sir Rigen had broken down, he smashed the room and even attacked me and his servants..."

"I'm sorry, Shera! I didn't mean to be that brutal at that time..." - John, you are kind but please be gentle, this wife will help you go through everything so please calm down

"John, please don't be worried about me, I am still very fine, you see? Please be calm down...but have you apologized to the people you hurt yet?"

"I did...please forgive me, Shera! I swear I would not be like that once again." - John, so cute! I believe you!

"That's okay, John." - I patted John's head and then looked at Reimi

"Reimi, you said you cannot have the one you love, if you are still fighting to have him and need my help, please ask me to let me help you, alright?"

"Thank you, my Highness." - But who was the one Reimi was loving?

"I'm hungry, John! Why don't we eat out lovely dinner?" - Well, thirsty and hungry, I hope our dinner would be nice

"Let me g-"

"Please stay here, John! I want to pick our dinner for you, husband."

"Please be careful while bringing the bowls, Shera."

"Do you want to eat with us, Reimi? I can share you my meal, hehe." - Though I was very hungry but I must be a good owner, must treat my servant well

"No, my Highness! I have already eaten, please taste good with your husband, I hope you two have a good and a very lovely dinner." - Reimi smiled at me

I later patted John while smiling at Reimi and then headed to the bed to grab our meals, which must eat when they were still hot.

Ohh, I found 4 wooden cups of water were also placed beside the bowls, O was very thirsty so I grabbed two cups and drank all water inside them. After drinking the water, I noticed there was a wide plate nearby which was enough to hold both meals and the cups so I was placing the dishes and the cups onto the plate.

"Reimi, where is my Advisor?" - I heard John ask Reimi when he was sitting beside her, though I was still very mad when my husband talking to the one who was not me but I endured it and placed the meals on the plate

"Lady Sarah told me to hand her your Advisor to her, Sir Rigen! She would hand it to Lady Hatano to check if it has any problems or not." - Maybe that was John's personal story, I must not too control him, I'm sorry for doubting you, husband!

"That's so? Sigh!"

"John, let's eat, our meal has come, husband." - I brought the plate which had the dishes on it to John, our dinner would be very lovely

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Well, now I was sleeping with John, my husband seemed to be tired today so after eating dinner for not too long, he went to sleep so I was also lying with him on the bed with our bedsheets covering our bodies. Reimi said to me she would sleep outside as the way she was always doing before I lost my memory but I ordered her to sleep inside the room, so Reimi slept on the chair.

But I didn't want Reimi to have health problems so I ordered her to sleep on the bed with my husband and me but without a pillow for her. Though I was jealous crazily about this but Reimi didn't touch John when she was sleeping, maybe...it was acceptable to me in some ways.

But I would say that the bed was quite cramped because it had the space to carry 2 people as I could see from its size, but I was small, John was big and Reimi was average. Only me and John on the left side and the middle had enough space to sleep while Reimi had to lay alone on a narrow corner of the right side, poor her.

"Do you have enough space to sleep there, Reimi?" - I asked Reimi in a low voice to not disturb John's sleep

"Thank you, my Highness...this bed is very warm, I can sleep very well tonight." - This bed was warm thanks to John's warmth, remember to choose words carefully next time, Reimi!

"Good night, my Highness." - Oh, Reimi didn't want to talk with me for more but went to sleep? Maybe she was also tired, must not disturb her

"Good night, Reimi." - I hugged John and then pressed my face to his chest to sleep, good night, my dear husband!