It has been 3 weeks since Yoongi and I talked things out about our past and about Alex.

 I decided to give us another chance.

 And it has been the best 3 weeks.

 He still brings me my lunch and eats with me.

 Occasionally he also eats dinner with Axel and I.

 And Takes us on dates.

 Yesterday I had 4 dozen of roses in my office waiting for me and a cup of coffee on my desk.

 He is so sweet.

I just melt.

I decided to give it a try and have him build a relationship with Alex.

 Things have been good.

 Slowly things between us have been developing. holding hands, hug and cuddles and now make out like teenagers but when things get Hot and heavy he pulls away and says 'You should go to sleep and I should go home'

I am so frustrated UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like WTH! Just leaves me there all horny and wet.

 And It's been like that for weeks.

My sexual frustration levels are off the charts It's a miracle that I haven't humped his leg at work or something.

 Today Alex will be staying with Jin's mom.

 She really loves having him with her.

Finishing with my work I call Jin Oppa.

Jin: Hello Jagiya!

Me: Hello World Wide Handsome. 

Jin:AWW! my sweet baby. What's up?

Me:Wanna go shopping?

Jin:OHHHH!!! Shopping okay, I am done with work. We can get something to eat and go shopping?

Me:Yeah sounds good but oppa.....umm.... im shopping for something.umm..

Jin: What?WHat are we shopping for?

Me:I'll tell you after dinner. But I'm sure you will like it.

Jin: Okay ,Let's meet at xxxx Restaurant In 30 minutes.

Me: Okay Oppa, see you then.

Getting my things I get ready to go.

 All the guys have dinner meetings and almost everyone is gone already.

 I walk to Jungkook.

 "Hey! It's time to go home." I say.

 He looks up and says. "Okay Noona I was just organizing things here."

 We walk to the elevator and I ask. "Jin Oppa and I are going to get dinner, Wanna join us?"

 He gives me a bunny smile and says "Sure Noona"

After we have dinner we all walk to the parking lot.

 Jin oppa turns to me and asks. "So what are we going to buy?" 

Biting my lip answer. "Vibrators"

Jin oppa smiles "Oh! So we are going to a sex shop?! Omo! I can buy a few things to use with Joonie~~"

 I just laugh at his excitement.

 I knew Oppa would be up for it.

 Then I look at Kookie who is as red as a tomato. Poor thing. "If you don't want to we can just drop you off at home" I say.

 Jin Oppa hugs Kookie and says "Who tops in the relationship?"

 Kookie is shocked by the question.

 "Ah-um-umm...ah...." He can't even speak.

 Lord help us. "I am guessing Taehyung does" Says Jin. 

"Have you ever thought about you know being Top or I don't know take control for once?" Jungkook is even more embarrassed than before.

 "Look if you want we can take you home" I say feeling bad.

 Oppa can be overwhelming at times.

 "Or you can come with us and just look around"Says Jin. Giving Kookie a friendly smile.

 "I'll-umm...I'll come with you guys" He says and we are on our way.

Once in the sex shop we all go our separate ways.

 I go to the vibrators and look around hoping to find something that will help with the frustration.

 After I have found what i was looking for I make my way to the cuff section.

Hmm...maybe this could be fun.

 After I am done getting all I wanted I go look for Jin oppa. 

When I find him he had his hands full...DAMN!

 This freak.lol.

 "Oppa are you going to buy the entire store?" I ask. 

Poor Namjoon.

 "It's just a few thing that will be fun" he says brushing me off. 

"Are you done?" I ask. Looking at the things he has in his hands.

 "Yeah i think so." he says. Shortly after Kookie joins us and we all pay for our things.

 Walking to the car Jin oppas phone rings.

 "Hey baby!" he says.

 Must be Namjoon. I get in the car and wait for him to finish talking. 

"Kookie-ah, Are you okay?" I ask.

"Did we make you feel uncomfortable?" He looks and smiles.

 "No ,Noona I just was surprised by the things I saw but I'm glad I came with you guys." I smile. 

"I bet you wish Taehyung was with you right now." we both laugh.

 Jin Oppa gets in and drives Jungkook home and drops me off by my car.

Can't wait to pour myself a nice glass of wine and enjoy my new battery operated friend.