With slow movement jungkook put the pillows inside the bag also the mat, grabbed the basket and bag before walking towards his car.

He saw a homeless was sitting under a shade doing their own thing and walked towards him.

"Have them", he said placing the bag along with the basket which made the man really happy and shower him with blessings but jungkook didn't utter a word and stepped inside his car.

Jungkook found himself standing in front of the cozy house, staring at it blankly. He was completely drenched, tears were rolling down his cheeks, shoulders were slumped dejectedly. His appearance was a mess but he didn't care, he wanted answers and will never return back without it.

He pressed the door bell, also could hear faint laughing sounds from inside the house.

Soon the door flung open revealing a handsome male with wide shoulder. The male's smile fell when he saw the other's state and soon a worried expression took over his features.

"Hey.. Are you alright? Do you need help dear?" He asked worriedly.

Hearing his worried voice another taller male came towards them just to get worried himself.

"What happened? Oh do you need help?", he asked too.

"Taehyung", jungkook mumbled still staring at void.

"Huh?", the male with wide shoulder asked.

"Taehyung", this time he said a little clear and loudly.

The couple shared a worried yet confused glance.

"You want to see Taehyung?", the taller male asked softly and the smaller one gave a timid nod

"Tae... Someone is here to see you", jin yelled.

"Coming", jungkook heard his favourite voice but he didn't get the fluttering feeling this time. He felt really pathetic.

Taehyung came just to froze in his spot. He couldn't believe his eyes. His shocked expression was soon covered by immense worried one when he saw those brown bambi orbs looking so empty and bloodshot. Not to mention his drenched state.

"Jungkook", he called walking closer to the male, just to stumble back at the force jungkook used to push him.

Namjin was shocked would be an understatement, jin wanted to meddle in but joon held him back saying it's their matter.

"What do you take me for, huh?", jungkook started lowly, but his expression along with voice was filled with rage.

"What?", taehyung was bewildered and stared at him frowning.

"I just asked to spend some time with me taehyung.. Just once you could at least not be the asshole you are and show up.. But no your ego is soooo big that even spending time with me seems horrible to you", jungkook was panting heavily and tears were rolling down.

Taehyung never saw his jungkook who is always bubbly and sassy, like this. He didn't like it, his heart was aching but his hands were tied.

"Is your feelings soo expensive that my love seems so cheap to you... What is it that's stopping you to return my feelings Kim Taehyung.. Why do I have to beg for it..? Don't you even like me a little, taehyung?", jungkook exclaimed.

Nothing ever hurt taehyung as much as the way jungkook's painful voice and tears were making him feel. He felt like a pathetic loser who managed to make his own love cry.

"You are making me feel like an obsessed toxic lover who is forcing you to love me back..... Ryan was right.. Kim Taehyung has a high standard where Jeon Jungkook can never afford to reach", he mocked chuckling bitterly.

"Still silent", jungkook laughed humorously at the silent male.

"This is the last time you are seeing my face taehyung", jungkook muttered to which taehyung snapped his gaze at him.

"W-what",

"Just know I am Jeon Jungkook.. No one ever humiliated me the way you did, not with words but by your action. And surprisingly it came from the person I love the most.. Just to let you know.. You crossed your limit and I crossed mine... Now I don't even want you to come at my funeral whenever it has to happen... Just go fuck yourself pathetic loser", jungkook spat before walking away.

And taehyung finally let his tears fall. Yes! He is a pathetic loser who can't ever return the feeling of his own love.

People might think he was being arrogant because he got love that easily. But only if they knew how much painful and guts is needed to make your love hate you and live with it.

"Tae", jin called his eyes glossy because he can clearly see the stong emotion taehyung's tear filled eyes hold for the male.

"It's better if he hates me and move on.. Because we all know my parents.. He will only be in pain if he be with me.. He deserves much more better and a strong person like himself, who would have the guts to fight for their love, which I can never have", taehyung stormed towards his room slamming the door shut.

Only his pillows knows, how much pain his heart holds.

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"Joonie.. Should I talk to jungkook and explain everything", jin said worriedly.

"At this moment I don't even know what is wrong or what needs to be done.. Taehyung is correct, uncle won't hesitate to punish taehyung if he comes to know about this and let alone accept them. But again both are suffering. Taehyung just shut himself from us and living like a lifeless human.. I am so worried for them", namjoon sighed.

"You know taehyung should at least explain this to jungkook he has all right to know why he is denying. So they can find any solution rather than suffering", jin said further.

"I will talk to taehyung", namjoon said before going towards the said male's room.

Taehyung was sitting in the balcony, with his academic book in front but his dull eyes were starring at void.

Namjoon sighed seeing him like amd walked towards him.

"Tae", namjoon called sitting beside him.

"You should talk to jungkook", he started.

"What is there to talk, hyung.. He is trying to move on from me just like he should", taehyung chuckled remembering how this time he was the one who stalked jungkook.

He saw his jungkook's dull features that he tried his best to hide behind his sassy nature but taehyung knows better. The dark eye bags which the younger tried to hide or the fake smiles didn't go unnoticed by taehyung.

He knows jungkook is suffering.. But at least he was trying to move on.

"You both are suffering like this.. Jungkook has the right to know", namjoon tried to change the other's mind.

"No hyung.. Then he will say we will fight for our love.. He won't leave me.. He will again try to be with me and I don't have enough strength to push him away again", taehyung said desperately.

"Okay.. Tell me something.. After your graduation uncle and aunt will arrange your marriage.. Will you be able to give your heart to that person which belongs to jungkook? Tae you have to take care of them like a responsible husband or else it will be selfish of you", namjoon reasoned.

"I know hyung.. I have to marry someone else.. But I can never love anyone who isn't jungkook..", taehyung said with overwhelming emotions in his voice.

"You will be able to live knowing jungkook married someone else? He will belong to someone, will him love and built a family with them.. Will you be able to handle that?", namjoon knows very well where he was hitting and he was correct when he saw the fisted hands of taehyung.

"You won't, right... Then think how jungkook will feel....", namjoon sighed seeing the devasted look coming back to taehyung's face.

"I know it's not my place to decide.. But you should at least talk this out with jungkook rather than living with this misunderstanding.. You might think jungkook's hatred will make him forget you but let me tell you.. You are wrong.. He will suffer more.. Now the decision is yours", namjoon patted his shoulder and left him alone to think about this.

Taehyung couldn't sleep, namjoon's words were echoing in his mind. Should he give it a chance? May be fate will help them be together.. May be their love will give him some courage to fight.

With a determination, there stood taehyung in front of Jungkook's apartment. He will talk this out with jungkook and let him decide. He was ready to even face his rejection.

He pressed the door bell and not long after a tired looking jungkook open the door.

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