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Hello my name is Harry Potter.

Yes, THEE Harry Potter as in the savior of the wizard world, the boy who lived, The Defeater of the Dark Lord, bla bla bla. Yes that was all me.

But now that's all over and done with. Well kinda. Now that the war is over if it's even possible, I have become even MORE famous. People ask to take pictures with me on the streets, kids ask for my autograph, and girls basically throw their *cough* undergarments at me. And EVERYONE wants to know what girl I'm with or if I'm interested in someone but, there's only one problem.

I like boys

Yea..... and there's only two people In the whole world who know

My best friends Hermione Granger and Ron Weasley

Oh and did I mention that they are together now... yup I am the last of all my friends to still be single. Even Neville has a girlfriend her name is Hannah Abbott and they actually are quite good together. But I mean seriously? I'm jealous of NEVILLE LONGBOTTOM!!!?

Anyways I told Ron that I was gay first.... well it was more of he found out.

[Flashback To Fifth Year]

Im doing my charms homework but it's getting kinda frustrating so I'm going to take a Break. I walk over to my bed and started going through my phone trying to find something to entertain me for a little before I have to finish my homework, because if I don't finish Hermione is going to kill me.

I'm flipping through pictures that muggles have posted on Instagram when I came across a picture of this random guy. The picture was in black and white. It was of his profile and this guy was HOT. Like HOT HOT. He had a jawline to cut steel and perfect plump lips that you could just kiss all day long. His dark hair was slicked back a bit, making it look a little messy. He was wearing a tank top that was long on the sides so you could see his ribs, his biceps were probably the size of my head.

He was hugging his knees to his chest and smoke was coming out of his mouth in the sexiest way ever. Normally I don't like people that smoke but there was just something about it that turned me on. If you haven't guessed already I kinda have a thing for bad boys I don't really know why. I just think their so hot.

I didn't even realize that I was bitting my lip until I heard Ron right by my ear

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"I didn't know you fancied blokes" Ron said a little surprised.

I screamed and almost fell off my bed because of how much he scared me. Ron being the annoying friend that he is started laughing his arse off.

"Sorry didn't mean to scare you mate" he said threw his hysteric laugher.

"Then maybe you shouldn't sneak up on people Ron!" I said while pushing him lightly on the chest.

"Sorry, sorry. But really why didn't you tell me?" He ask a little hint of sadness in his voice.

"I don't know what your talking about" I said back even though I knew perfectly well what he was talking about. He just continued to give me the 'really' look. "I don't!!" I say in a really high pitched voice that almost made me cringe.

"Harry you were biting your lip starring at some guys picture so hard you didn't even see me come in" he said in a 'this is obvious' tone.

I look down in embarrassment. I didn't think coming out to my best friend would happen like this but I can't lie to Ron anymore. He's not exactly believing me anyways. "Please don't tell anyone" I ask in a small voice, almost a whisper.

"Harry no one will judge you and if they do I will get Hermione to give them the hex of their lives" he said in a serious tone which made me chuckle a bit.

"I know it's just....." I trailed off looking anywhere but at Ron.

"Your not ready" he says finishing my sentence, which makes me look at him.

"Yes! Exactly! Thank you" I say extremely happy that he understands that I'm just not ready for everyone to know just yet. I mean my life is complicated enough as it is right now.

"I understand. Don't worry Harry I won't tell anyone" he says with a warming smile on his face. He sits down on my bed right next to me and puts a comforting arm around my shoulders giving me a light squeeze silently telling me that he is here for me.

[Back To Present]

Well after that we had a lot to talk about and he was never awkward around me like I had feared he would be. About three months later Ron told me he was transgender and that he was magically transformed from female to male at the age of four.

To say I was shocked is an understatement but I would love him whether he was male, female, gay, straight, black, white, or a damn leprechaun. So yeah, the next to know was Hermione. I felt so bad not telling her, so I told her shortly after Ron found out.......well.....not really.

[Flashback To The End Of Fifth Year]

We were sitting in the common room really early in the morning so no one else was awake. I was extremely nervous that I thought I was going to throw up

"Hermione there is something very important I need to tell you" I said slowly so I don't trip over my words and so that I can also try an calm my pounding heart. She looks at me with worry filled eyes.

"Is something wrong Harry? You look sick" she said while going to feel my forehead for a fever.

{THATS BECAUSE IM SCARED TO DEATH!!} I practically scream in my head. I give her a small smile before continuing "no. I'm fine but it is very important" right after I say that I can fell a lump starting to form in my throat.

"Alright. Go on then" {he really does look sick maybe I should take him to the infirmary} she looks at me like she is worried that I'm going to pass out at any moment and to be honest. I just might.

"I'm...... ummm..... gay" I say the last part in a whisper to were it would be very easy to miss but I knew she had heard me. She's Hermione after all. She just stares at me not saying anything. I didn't know what to do. I was about to wet myself from how nervous I was. I don't know what I expected but I definitely didn't expect silence. I just sat there playing with my thumbs. That's when she started laughing so hard I thought she might get bruises on her stomach. I shushed her because there were still people sleeping. I gave the 'what the fuck' look and she calms down so she can speak.

"Oh Harry you poor thing. I know" she said still giggling a little bit, wiping her tearful eyes. I stared at her in pure shock for a minute absolutely stunned about what she just said.

"You what?!" I ask her in a disbelieving voice, blinking a few times.

"I know" she said slowly with a gentle smile on her face.

"How!? No one else has figured it out" I ask her genuinely curious about what gave me away. She just rolls her eyes, smiling from ear to ear.

"You remember when we were in second year and there was that tall seventh year with long blonde hair? What was his name again?" She gives me a knowing look. And I look away from her blushing a small bit.

"Elijah" I say quietly, embarrassed that I still remember. Although he was my first crush and also a big part of how I figured out I was gay.

Riiiiight Elijah. Well you could not stop staring at him and blushing when he walked by" she says staring at me so intensely. Making me blush even harder.

"So you knew all this time and you didn't say anything?" I ask her once I turn back to face her.

"of course I did Harry. Your my best friend and I wanted you to come out on your own. It's a big deal" she says warm heartedly. I smile at her and we hung for a very long time. She also promised not to tell anyone else. Not that I had to ask her, I mean if she kept the secret this long why spill it now? Which is exactly what she said when I had asked. I also told her that the only other person who knows is Ron.

[Back To The Present]

Anyways now they are together and I'm alone but to be honest, I think I like the idea of a boyfriend. Now after all that's happened I'm even more afraid to come out and even if I do who am I going to date? Everyone always seems like they want something from me. The only people who has come out that I know personally are in relationships.

"Hey mate if we don't get going Hermione is going to kill us" Ron said leaning against the doorway. It's kinda funny how much of a wuss Ron is around Hermione but then again I don't blame him. She can be scary sometimes.

"I'll be there in a second. Tell her I'll be a little late" I said while gathering my books off of my desk.

"Fine but when she comes up here to bite your head off, don't come asking me for help" he laughed while walking to the door.

"Okay, okay bye" I said to him while chuckling lightly. Like he would be able to do anything against her anyway. He leaves closing the door behind him and I begin putting my positions homework an books in my book bag. Not even three seconds later I hear heavy footsteps coming straight towards the room and I immediately start fearing for my life.

"HARRY JAMES POTTER! YOU BETTER GRAB YOUR THINGS AND START WALKING BEFORE I DRAG YOUR SKINNY ARSE OUT!!" Hermione screams after spelling the door open making a Big Bang as it hit the wall. I quickly grab all my things shoving them in my bag and carrying some in my hands. Ignoring the little comment she made and practically ran out the door because I know she is not kidding about dragging me out. I saw her do it to Ron once and I'm not going to be her next victim. I make it to the common rooms and see Ron laughing, hunched over clutching his stomach.

" I wouldn't be laughing if I were you Ron, you didn't finish your defense agents the dark arts essay last night" I say as I watched his eyes widen in realization that his girlfriend is going to kill him.

"We have to go before she gets down or we are both dead" I nod and we both run out of the Fat Lady's Portrait in hopes that we will survive Hermione's wrath. After we felt like we were safe we started walking down the halls on our way to the quidditch field when I bump into someone.

"Oh I'm so sor-" I start to apologize before I look up and see the one person I really didn't want to deal with.

"Well, well, well. What do we have here?" Malfoy says in his annoying, sarcastic and prideful voice.

{you have got to be kidding me!!} is all I can think as I look in his grey eyes. I just stare at him because today I'm not going to give him the satisfaction of getting on my nerves. Even after everything that went down I thought that maybe Malfoy would change and he did a little. He gets better everyday but he's still a git and I don't think he's changing anytime soon. He even has a new reputation of being the misunderstood bad boy.

"What do you want Malfoy?" Ron says in a very irritated tone. I look at Ron trying to tell him to stop with my eyes but I guess it didn't come threw the way I was hoping.

"No one was talking to you weasel" he said with his signature snarl and glare.

"Rather be a weasel then a ferret" Ron said referring to the time Mad eye Moody transformed him into a white ferret in front of everyone. At this point I just want to get to class. I know if we don't Hermione is going to scold us until the day we die and I'm going to try to prevent that as best I can. So I just walk away ignoring every word coming out of Malfoy's mouth. Sometimes I think he's kinda cute then he opens his mouth and that thought flys out of my head at the speed of light.

"Wait!! Harry wait up. What was that?" He asks like I had just done something so abnormal that his brain can't register it.

"What?" I genuinely don't know what he is talking about. I pick up speed to class not stoping once to look at him.

"You just walked away. You didn't say anything back" he says like it is the most obvious thing in the world.

"Yeah? So?" I ask looking at him with my eyebrows coming together in confusion.

"Why didn't you say anything back?" He says like I'm being stupid or something. I just roll my eyes and explain.

"Simple. I don't want to get scolded by Hermione for being late" at that Ron stops dead in his tracts remembering his girlfriend who won't hesitate to knock him up side the head with a book in hopes that he will soak up some of the information.

"Oh bloody hell I forgot. Let's go!!" And with that Ron runs off with fear plastered on his face with me laughing really loud behind him.

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