"Dear Taehyung,

It's been a month since I last wrote to you. I feel like I'm vanishing.

No matter how hard I try I feel like I'm being held back. It's like someones whispering in my ear to stop trying, to give up. Maybe it's because that's something my mother always yells to me. Maybe I am worthless? I never believed her til now.

I've listened to that song you released last week. Wow, I didn't even know you could sing. 'Stigma' is beautiful and you wrote it yourself on top of that. You're so perfect, holy shit. I wish I could be as strong as you.

I wish we could meet, or that I could talk to you at least once. I love you, Taehyung.

Sincerely,

Fanboy"