"Like I said I happened to be there and I haven't been able to call him Dad since, but he blames me for her death" she paused.

"When she died, he started insulting me in front of everyone.

Especially in front of his mafia. He said that a woman will never be as good as a man, that I am a disappointment in my family and that my mother is ashamed of me"

she sighed and then finally looked at me.

"Of course then I ran away four years ago and founded my own mafia with the goal of proving to him that he is wrong when he says a woman is not as good as a man".

"Even today, none of my people knew that he had signed up to fight with me, but in the middle of the fight he started telling an old story again about how I am nobody and nothing without him, and about my mom"

she said as she cracked her fingers because of stress.

She's nervous.

"I got mad and got out of control and I started hitting him with all my might,

without you I would have killed him".

"But that is also my goal to kill him. Ever since I escaped, I have sworn to myself that I will kill him with my bare hands once the opportunity arises"

then I was shocked by her statement.