Jimin's PoV

Nope. My eyes are not in fact deceiving me. Kim Taehyung just kissed what I have convinced myself in my mind is mine.

Y/N is supposed to be mine.

Did she kiss him back? Did she want him to kiss her? The tears that stung my eyes kept me from focusing before I went over to knock on the door. I had to do this, for my own sanity. I couldn't stand them being alone together for another moment, just in case they decided to do that thing again. The thought of it made me cringe.

As soon as the I placed the first knock, the door swung open, revealing a relieved Y/N.

Y/N: "Oh thank the lord you are here..."- She muttered, barely audible, but I could still hear her. She roped me into her arms, and it took me a few seconds to adapt to the instant warmth of her, but as soon as I did, I was hit with her scent. Vanilla and strawberries filled my senses, and her soft, dark hair brushed against my ear while the rest cascaded down her back.

I could tell she didn't want to let go, but then again, I didn't either. A sudden pull at my pant leg led me to break the hug. The heat immediately faded from my body, even though the minimal skin she touched was still burning and tingling.

Eun Ji: "OPPA!!!"- Before I knew it 2 other little kids, both boys, ran up to us, shortly followed by Taehyung.

V: "Hyung! What are you doing here?"

Jae Sun: "It doesn't matter! He missed a perfectly good game of truth or dare!"

Y/N: "I embarrassed myself enough with the dare you little monsters gave me, I'm not going through that torture again..."- I sensed the awkward attitude between her and Taehyung. I picked up Eun Ji, who seemed to be begging me to hold her.

Jimin: "What did I miss?"

Tae Jin: "Noona kissed V hyung"- He said it with such ease that it hurt. I could feel the pain fly across my face, but I hid it skillfully with a smirk. Even through my mask, Y/N could tell I was smirking, and proceeded to flick my forehead. If I'm being honest it didn't even hurt.

Jimin: "OWWW"- She rolled her eyes and pulled me inside.

Y/N: "I need to talk to you for a minute. Privately."- Shivers went down my spine at Y/N's intensity before she pulled me away from the other 4. We ended up sitting on her bed.

Jimin: "What's wrong?"

Y/N: "I'm just so confused, Jimin. Taehyung kissed me, and it felt so weird. Not wrong, but not right. It felt like I was kissing the wrong person. I don't know why, but now it's really awkward. Maybe he thinks that there was more behind that kiss..?"- At every word she uttered, I calmed down a little bit.

Jimin: "Was there more behind that kiss?"- She shook her head profusely, as if I might get confused if she just said 'no'. "Then there's no problem. If he tries to do it again, tell him that. He is a sweet guy, and will most likely understand. Almost any guy would, Y/N."- She nodded before pulling me into a hug. She was straddling me, with her head in my neck. I felt my shoulder get slightly wet before I pushed her head away a little bit to wipe the tears.

Y/N: "Can I tell you something very VERY personal?"- I nodded with an understanding look on my face, even though inside I was VERY VERY VERY flustered at our close proximity. "That wasn't my first kiss. I said it was, and I count it as my first kiss, but it's not. Also Minhyuk isn't my half brother."- Who the hell is Minhyuk anyways? Why does she assume I know all this shit?

She proceeded to tell me exactly what she said she had told Hoseok. It made a lot more sense now.

Jimin: "Here's the part where you tell me the whole truth."- She was still sitting on my lap when I felt a tear land on my left thigh.

Y/N: "He is not my father's son. He was adopted, but always treated as a biological son, so it didn't really matter. One day when I was 15 and he was 18, he um"- Her voice broke and more tears streamed down her face at her next sentence. "He tried to rape me. He touched me all over, and expected for me to take pleasure, but all I did was cry. I only felt pain and a numbness in every area he had felt. I didn't tell anyone, not even my parents. I just locked everyone out. Every time Minhyuk would see me, he would try to kiss me, but I would slap him and run away. I couldn't handle any physical contact until I turned 16. I started dancing, and it became my therapy. I did it whenever I was sad, or needed to blow off some steam. That was the only way to escape. I never told my mother because at the time she was so busy with the triplets, and to be honest, I was scared of what would happen. I felt so ashamed. No matter how many showers I take, I just can't get the filthy feeling I have to leave."- I clenched my jaw, and my fists before looking at her, probably with pure anger on my face. As soon as she made eye contact with me, I softened and pulled her in for another hug.

Jimin: "He's not here now. I promise I will not let anyone hurt you again, okay?"- I felt her nod on my shoulder as I slowly stroked her back. Even with the littlest smile from her, my anger would dissolve into the pure love I felt for her.

Y/N: "I cried when Tae did that because it didn't feel right. It didn't feel meant to be, and it only reminded me of what Minhyuk did."- Her sobs turned softer until they were completely gone, and all I could feel was the occasional hiccup into my back.

Jimin: "Are you okay now?"- She pulled away and nodded before smiling at me, but it was only bittersweet. Tears were still in her eyes. I wiped them before they could fall, and kissed her forehead unconsciously.

Shit.

Did I just do that?

Jimin: "I-I'm sorry I jus-"-Before I could finish she pecked my cheek and sent a burning feeling of euphoria through my body. She got up quickly and scurried downstairs while I brought up my hand to touch my now flaming hot cheek. I could practically see the idiotic grin on my face before I got up to follow her downstairs.

Y/N & Jimin's PoV

Unlike every other little kiss I've had, that one felt right. It felt absolutely perfect, even if it was just on the cheek.

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