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"N-no! Please" I pleaded him. I didn't want this. I love Kevin. He has already raped me. I don't want this. But, he didn't stop. He ripped off all my clothes. I was bare in front of him. I tried to cover myself with my arms.

But he growled ripping my arms apart from my body and handcuffed them to the headboard of the bed. He grabbed my breast and I growled in pain.

"You are so beautiful mate" he growled as he nuzzled in my neck. I was crying. My throat hurt.

"Please! L-leave me" I didn't scream but I begged him. I don't want all this. I don't deserve this. I worked so hard. I have to be safe. I can't.

"Please stop crying mate. It hurts only for a while then it's all pleasure. You'll feel good" he said as he pumped his dirty finger in my vagina. I screamed our loud.

My head hurt. Everything around me was blur. I don't know what's happening. I don't want to know. All I can hear is buzzed moans of pleasure as I cry and shake my head again and again until everything is blur again and I don't know what's happening but all I feel is pain in vagina. As if someone is ripping it apart.

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He lied. There was no pleasure. None at all. It just hurts so much. Why? Why did this happen to me? Did I commit any sin? Why is God doing this to me?

I had my eyes closed as his head was still in my neck. His beard hurt a bit. But, that pain was nothing compared to what I felt in my vagina. I didn't want to see him. He destroyed me. I am dirty.

Kevin.. I have to meet him soon and runaway from this cage. I don't want to live here with him. Hriday.. My baby. He must be crying so much. Did Kevin feed him. The beasts.. They'll not give ration to my brother. My Hriday!

No! I have to get out of here. I can't live here. Not with him. My rapist. Maybe he'll kill me after he gets his pleasure. But, if I die what about Hriday?

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"Mate! Wake up! How much will you sleep! Mate". He pecked my lips again. I can't take this anymore. He will keep on kissing me if I don't wake up. I opened my eyes and he smiled at me. I wanted to spit on his face. But, I knew better.

"Good Afternoon mate" he chirped excitedly. Which made me wonder how can he just act like he didn't cause me any pain.

"Mate? " he asked trying to get my reply but I just stared away.

A chance. That's what I need. I have to go away from him. I will meet Kevin and we'll flee to Freeland.

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"Mate? " I again tried to get her attention. But, she didn't reply. It angered me but I didn't want to yell on her. She must be in pain because of how fragile she is. I was gentle and passionate while love making but she was still crying.

I don't understand what should I do. She doesn't try to understand me and I can also smell her dislike towards me. Maybe I should try and give her some gifts. Maybe that'll make her happy. She reeks of sadness. I also need to take care of her because she faints so much.

"Care mate. She sad? Why? " Lucifer asked.

"I don't know, Lucifer. We clearly love her so much. Maybe you can make her understand. Do you want to meet her in wolf form? "

"Meet Mate"

"Okay, so tonight. You try to persuade her. Maybe she'll like you"

"No maybe! Mate like me! " he growled and I just hummed.

I look at her as her eyes are dropping. She looks so adorable. I just want to kiss her all the time. But, I need to feed her. She needs energy for our love making and to bare our pups. I tap her adorable cheeks and her eyes flash open showing fear in them.

"Am I that scary? "

"Yes! You scare mate" Lucifer said

"Mate, I don't wish to interrupt your sleep. But, you need to eat. You haven't eaten since yesterday." I said and she just nodded.

"Mate, I would like verbal answers. In our kind. Not giving verbal response is a disrespect"

Of course it's not. In fact we just mostly growl and make noises to communicate. But, I really want to hear her voice. It's so melodious.

"Y-yes A-Alpha" she said stuttering a bit and looked away.

I don't like her looking away. I always want her beautiful face to stare at me. And why is she calling me Alpha? Wait-- I never told her my name and didn't ask her name too.

"You bad mate! You don't know mate's name?! " Lucifer said accusingly.

"You are talking as if you know her name" that made Lucifer go quiet.

I touched her chin and she flinched away. My eyes sadden. Why is she so scared? I literally love her! I can harm the world but not her. I can't help but let out a sad whine. I softly touch her raise her chin a bit so that her eyes are on me.

"Mate is beautiful! " Lucifer said.

"Don't be scared mate. Yo-You are new to this I understand. But, don't worry I'll take care of you mate. Don't be scared please. We love you and please don't call us Alpha. My name is Damon and can I know what's your name my beautiful mate? " she didn't answer and unknowningly my eyes turned dark at the disrespect my mate showed.

"A-Aira"

Lucifer growled out loud as we sealed the distance between us with a passionate kiss. I drowned in ecstasy. She tastes divine. Her lips are so soft, plump and they taste like strawberries. I bite her gently so that she can open her delicious mouth for me to taste. But I growl dissapointed as she breaks the kiss away. I look at her demanding answer.

"I-I h-hungry" she stuttered adorably. She is so cute. I laugh at her cuteness. Pecking her lips and pick her up as she shrieks. My cute mate. I just laugh.

"Let's feed your tummy, little mate" I say as I carry her. I love the feeling of her sweet little form squished against me. Her body is so soft like marshmallows.

I carry her carefully down. She does try to throw some cute tantrums saying she wants to walk. But, how can I let my Queen walk and take so much efforts when I am there to carry her.

As we reach downstairs at the dinning table. All the omega females whisper to each other about how beautiful my little mate is. I feel really proud of my mate. But, I feel jealous too. I don't want anyone seeing my mate. Her beauty is only for me to adore.

"Dare you gawk at your Luna. I swear on moon goddess. You'll lose your eyes" I warn them through mind link.

I don't want to scare my little mate here by yelling at these good for nothing scoundrels. I hug my mate more tighter. She is so tiny and warm. As if a little creature just wanting to be hugged. I smile at her.

I carry my mate to the dining room and gently drop her off on her feet. I whine at the loss of her touch. Her cheeks are flustered. Maybe because of me. I smile cheekily at this thought.

She is about to sit on a seat when I call her. She looks at me confused. She looks gorgeous with those Grey eyes staring at me in confusion. I smile at her which she doesn't return. That hurts me but I'll ignore that. I pat at my thigh to tell her that she should sit on my lap. She looked at me confused.

"Sit here, mate." I said with a sweet smile. I have never smiled at anyone. But the things I do to impress my mate.

"I-I can sit there" she said. I shook my head. Maybe she is shy. But I am her mate. There is no need to be shy. Let it be. I'll help her.

I got up and picked her up and brought her to my seat. Adjusting her on my lap. She shrieked at tried to wiggle but that just increased my arousal.

"Stop moving mate you are poking my friend" I whispered in her ears and she instantly stopped moving. She is so innocent. I wrapped my arms around her and nuzzled in her neck. Her scent... It's so alluring.

Then, I started to feed her at first she denied and demanded to eat on her own but then, I clearly told her it's not up for discussion. I have always dreamt of feeding my mate, carrying her. She shouldn't deny me after making me wait so many years.

Then she just silently opened her mouth and ate just a bit. I was very dissapointed. She ate like a tiny sparrow. She should eat more. When I insisted her. She said

"I- We humans, d-don't get s-so much food. We get only if we work. I-I feel sick "

I felt so bad. My mate had been denied of food. She suffered so much. She is so fragile and beautiful. The thought that she had to work amongst those hormonal males made me so mad. How can someone even see her? She is only mine. I hugged her.

"You don't need to worry now, mate. You can ask for anything. You don't have to work. I am so sorry that you suffered. But, now I am there, mate. You can ask me anything you want " I said pecking her lips.

"I-I.. My H-Hriday ----"

"Who is this fucking Hriday?! "

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-Neets