The reason how I fell in love with Raghav is something that I can't explain easily, he created an uncontrollable affection for him. He made me think and speak only about him.

It's all started in your Marriage Rithu, I didn't feel any attraction on him at that time.

But whenever I saw him looking at me, I just felt something. I don't know what is made me feel like that. I never experienced that kind of feeling seeing other men looking at me.

I felt really uncomfortable for his staring but inside I also liked that staring cause a good looking, handsome guy looking me made me feel like I am flying, its common for every girl right!. I felt my heart beat increasing its phase. He created that kind of feeling in me.

When I realized this, I Started to avoid seeing him in the Marriage. I thought he's looking me differently but I didn't take that as big.

Then after your marriage, you went to Chennai and I started living my usual life, you know what I felt really boring without you.

It was a Friday evening I went to your house to give a dish that my mom prepared.

When I entered your house, I was shocked to see Raghav sitting on the couch. I don't know whether to go in or to turn and walk to my home. But I grabbed all my courage and walked into your house.

He looked me and I gave a small smile first, and he smiled back. Then I went into the kitchen and gave the dish to your mom and asked why he came here, she said that he came here to give your marriage photo album.

I awkwardly went out of the kitchen and I felt really uncomfortable to cross him. I took each step without seeing him. When I neared him he immediately got up and I just shocked and backed off. And I slipped my feet but thankfully I didn't lose my balance.....

"Be careful Riya", Raghav said in a caring tone and that was the first time he talked with me.

I nodded my head hearing that and immediately walked out without looking him. I felt really really awkward. When I came out I covered my face out of embarrassment.

Riya!! he called me using my name. I think He is normal, I only thinking differently, Whether am I over exaggerating this, I thought and left out a sigh.

When I was thinking about this,

"Feeling Uncomfortable with me", I heard Raghav voice from behind.

"What!!", I turned and looked him with wide eyes.

He gave a small smile and stood before me. He's very tall compared to my 5'2 height.

"You're feeling uncomfortable with me right?", he slides his hands into his pocket and looked me. His look conveying something and no one looked me like that. His eyes reflected a happiness, and also something...., I cleared my thoughts and answered his question as "no".

He didn't say anything, "you're studying right??" He asked.

I again nodded my head as yes. There's an awkward silence, I don't know whether to stand or to leave. "Can we be friends", Raghav asked and looked for my answer.

"Hmm sure", after all, he's my relation why can't be friends I thought and smiled.

After another awkward silence, I decided to leave.

"Then...bye", I turned and stepped.

"One second Riya", I turned and looked him questioningly.

"I want your phone number", he asked confidently.

"Yeah sure", I said my phone number and he saved on his mobile.

He started his bike and I looked him. Why he asked my phone number, whether he's having any feelings for me. Why I am always thinking this way...

He left and I slowly walked to my home, I am the only person walking in that Street and the mild breeze made me smile and blushed thinking about Raghav.

Days passed I didn't get any messages or call him. I thought why he bought my number there's no use for him, I only thinking stupidly that he is having a crush on me...

One Saturday I was sleeping peacefully, my mom and dad were not the home. The time is about 6 in the evening. That time I got a call from an unknown number. I thought it must be my friend.

"Hello", I said in my sleepy voice.

"Hello I am Raghav", he said and I quickly got up and refreshed myself from the sleep.

"Oh... Hi", I said.

" Am I disturbed you", he asked.

"No no..why is anything important", I asked him.

"Will you come out of your house", he said.

"Why?" I asked but he asked me to come out.

I came out of my house and saw Raghav was standing before my house.

I was surprised. I thought of going in again cause I am in my pajamas and added to that my hair was all messy and totally I am looked like a stupid. Oh god, why this guy has to come at this time.

He smiled, I thought whether he is smiling because of my appearance.

No, I can't take another embarrassment so I quickly went inside my house and adjusted my hair and came out again.

"Why you're here", I asked him. And I have to say he's totally handsome in the blue jean and white shirt. And I am confused about why he's here...

"I came here to see you", he said.

"I came here to tell you something", he said.

"Say what??"

"I am in love with you Riya", he said.

"What!!??", I am so shocked to hear that from him. But how?? I didn't expect this.

I took a minute to calm my shock, but he is looking cool and smiling like that I accepted his love.

"Can I know how? And why?", I asked him.

"Do you want to know", he asked me.

I nodded my head as yes. His lips curled into a smile. "It happened, without my realization but for now I want your answer", he said.

Whether he's stupid, I thought. How can I say yes without knowing anything about and also I don't want to say no, I developed an attraction for him in the past one month. But still, I need some time.

"Sorry I can't say anything now", I said to him.

Suddenly his phone started to ring, he attends the call immediately.

"Yeah dad I am coming on the way", he said to his dad.

" Give your mail ID, I will email everything", he said.

"Kya", what type of idiot he is emailing the confession. God this is the first love proposal that I got in my life but very worst.

"You see I don't have any time, try to understand me, give your mail ID", he said calmly.

I gave my mail ID and stupidly waited to hear what else he is going to say.

"Bye", he looked at his watch and then said to check the mail at 11 pm.

Am I his PA or something. Whether he's considering me as his employee oh god...

After he left I wondered what he's gonna email me and how he is in love with me!!

I have eagerly waited for his email, I felt like a stupid and my mom scolded me for not eating the dinner. How can I eat in this situation mom, I mentally said to her and checked my mail each second.

Sharply at 11, I got his mail, I thought he's very punctual. I excitedly opened that and started to read.

that thing

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I laughed after reading the confession. Seriously its kind of funny and also I liked this confession. He truly said what he felt. But still, my heart is not ready to accept him. It's maybe a kind of attraction and I don't want to get involved in this kind of relationship cause my dad is very strict. He wanted me to marry someone that he chooses. So my answer is NO.

Raghav called me in a next few minutes and I hesitantly attend the call.

"What you decided", he asked me straight.

"I am sorry, I can't accept this relationship", I said calmly.

"Oh... OK, thanks for replying..... bye", he said and quickly ended the call.

My heart felt heavy and I felt whether I hurt him. But anyways I am not in the situation to accept him.

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Days passed, sometime I will open that email and smile reading that. At a certain point, I thought whether I did a wrong decision. He is nice, handsome, very rich and mainly he loves me. Where I can get a guy like him, I thought and felt sad.