Vikram why you're acting like this, stop being like a kid, these are the words that I want to say to him but I can't.

After what I did yesterday Vikram was not talking to me properly, wait he's not that talkative normally but he's avoiding me.

He didn't sleep with me yesterday he spent the night on the couch and when we come face to face this morning he not even looked at my eyes. God, what I did!! Whether he's mad at me because of yesterday night or he is shy facing me. But one thing I understood that what I did last night was the main reason to avoid me.

I thought about all these things when I am preparing lunch and I am looking at Vikram who's sitting on the couch and drawing something.

Seeing him and thinking about these things I accidentally touched the frying pan.

"Ouch", I winced in pain and my fingers turned red immediately.

"What happened!!" Vikram shouted and came inside to see me.

He saw my fingers and pulled me to the sink. He turned on the tap and showed my hand on the running water. It was burning but still, Vikram was beside me and I can feel how much he is worried about me, his eyes reflecting the love he is having on me.

After turning off the tap he looked at me,

"Why you're this careless Rithu, why you're like this", he said angrily.

"Like what? I just accidentally touched the pan why are you shouting at me", I said out of control.

"You know what Rithu you're making me worried and you're frustrating me", he said.

I don't know what to say, he's talking too much, I thought.

He looked at me and his expression calmed down. I turned to continue the work in the kitchen,

"Wait, where are you going", he asked me.

"To continue cooking", I said.

"No, leave that I will prepare the lunch today", he said.

"But.......", I started to speak but Vikram pulled my hand and asked me to sit on the couch then he went inside and came with the ointment.

He kneeled down on the floor and looked at me,

"Show me your hands", he commanded.

I gave my hand to him.

He carefully applied the ointment in my fingers, I looked at him and smiled without my control, god Vikram why you're this sweet and nice. I am falling head over heels for your caring.

He suddenly looked at me and I stopped smiling.

"You're something Rithu....... why you're doing this to me", he said and came close to me and kissed my right cheek.

I felt goosebumps all over my body. But thank God he didn't do anything further and stood up.

"I am going to prepare the lunch", he said and went to the kitchen. I am an idiot to get hurt in my right hand but this also a good thing that I can understand how much Vikram is caring for me.

It's Sunday so Vikram will be somewhat free but still, I am disturbing him. I watched him preparing the lunch he's a good cook and he's great in everything. I am really lucky to have him as my husband.

I don't know what Vikram will say or react when I confess my feelings for him. He will accept or will say that he's not in love with me, whatever I am going to say my feelings to him because it's really hard for me to pretend everything.

Coming Saturday is Vikram's birthday, I am really excited and I am going to buy a gift for him.

Vikram came after finishing everything he sat beside me and took his laptop and started to work on something. I went to the kitchen and tasted the food, it was really awesome. I was hungry I didn't eat breakfast this morning so I took a plate and serve the food for myself. Then I took a spoon and came out.

It hurts holding the spoon but I have to when I was about to eat. Vikram grabbed the spoon from my hand and I looked at him opening my mouth.

"What?" I asked him.

He didn't say anything and took the plate from my hands, he took a handful of food in his hand and started to feed me.

I ate the food, it's taste was even better because it's Vikram feeding me in his hand and also seeing him made my heart flutter.

Then after feeding me Vikram went to the kitchen and washed the dishes, I thought he's a gift that God has given to me. I have heard several stories that how men torture women and abuse them but I am really lucky to have this kind of husband. He not even touched me without my permission. Sometimes he acts like he's not caring about me but actually he does more than I care about him.

Then the day went off, that night Vikram was sleeping beside me and I watched him sleeping for some time then I eventually slept.

Next day after Vikram left for the work I decided on going out and buy gift for Vikram, I am not going to buy in his money I am going take the credit card that I have personally where I got money from my part-time jobs that I did in my summer holidays I am going to buy the gift for him in my money and I am proud for that.

I took a bus, the shopping mall was two stops away from the apartment, it was a big mall, Vikram said that he's building the mall that is double times bigger than this and I am waiting to see that.

I wanted to buy a watch for Vikram, already he's having several costly watches so I looked for the best and also in my budget, at last, I chose one. Then I bought black running shoes.

I have hidden the gifts secretly in the cupboard and I smiled to myself.

Then the days went off, as usual, Vikram was so busy because the construction work is almost over and he's maintaining the interior work and that's also in completing the stage.

Vikram has changed completely he's talking about everything with me and nowadays he's giving me a kiss in my cheeks before leaving to the work, but he's not crossing the limits, from his attitude I can understand that he's giving me time and he won't do anything until I make a step.

It was a Friday morning Vikram stayed late and did his work so he looked tired,

"You're so tired why don't you go after sleeping sometime", I said.

"No I can't there are lots of work today and also tomorrow will be Saturday I have to give the salary to workers and finish some pending works", he said while putting his socks.

"Ok", I said.

He stood up and came near me and I looked up to see his face. He leaned down and kissed me on my cheeks and I closed my eyes due to the goosebumps. Every time he kisses I feel fluttering butterflies in my stomach.

"Bye", he said.

"Bye", I said with a smile and I am still astonished by this kiss.

In the evening I went out to buy some veggies and some groceries. The shop was two street away from the house.

After buying I came out and walked slowly the evening time walk is really good, before me a young couple, maybe college students they looked teens were holding hands and walking, I thought how Nice if I and Vikram met before and fell in love in our teens.

Then suddenly I heard a Horn sound from the side I turned my head to see who the idiot making this much of noise,

OMG, It was Vikram I smiled seeing him and I mentally said sorry for calling him an idiot.

"Get in", he said with a smile and I did. He drove the car and I am wondering why he's so early today.

After getting into the house he went into the bedroom and I went to place the veggies in the fridge and went to see him.

He was in the restroom taking shower so I waited for him, I took his phone and turned on, the first image I saw was me he's keeping my picture both as his wallpaper and lock screen image.

I thought is he like me that much?

Vikram I am really sorry for avoiding you.