I sighed tiredly still not back in the throne's castle. After I fainted Mihrimah sultan insisted on us staying another night so I can rest.

"Don't worry my love it would be only this night" Mustafa reassured as he pulled me closer to him as we laid to sleep.

I did fall asleep after so much effort but I still felt when Mustafa got up to pace around the room almost like he was protecting me from any dangers as I slept with our child.

I suddenly felt a very bad pain in my stomach and shot up groaning in pain. It felt like I was giving birth which I didn't want to do here In Rustom's castle.

"What's wrong, Nasira?" Mustafa asked worriedly helping me sit up and pushed the covers off for me to breathe more freely when we both saw the blood on my dress. He shot up to the door opening it and yelling for someone to get a doctor.

Mihrimah sultan ran in and pushed Mustafa out and helped me get in position. I grasped her hand in pain as more contractions hit me like a horse.

"The children," I told her wanting her to make sure they're still asleep. She nodded and looked at madam telling her to go stay with them which she anxiously did leaving me with a midwife, Mihrimah, and Malak.

"I need you to push sultana" the midwife ordered me. I only shook my head.

"It's too early," I said worriedly but couldn't help but let out a scream as an especially strong contraction hit me.

"We have not choice sultana the baby is coming if we liked it or not," she said. I took a deep breath and pushed as hard as I can.

"Like that sultana keeps on doing it," she said. I gave birth twice and one of them was to twins but this by far was the most painful.

"Come on Nasira you can do this" Mihrimah encouraged me patting my hand as I squeezed hers very tightly yet she said nothing knowing how painful it was, she did go through the process not long ago.

I pushed as hard as I can crying out to my lover feeling so much pain I thought I was gonna pass out but the sound of my child's cry kept me going. I watched as the midwife pulled him or her up and they wrapped him or her up in a white blanket.

"It's a girl" I smiled happy to have a daughter. Many say it was not okay to have a daughter but I didn't mind, now I have a future best friend who'll hold my secrets and I'll hold her secrets.

I held her in my arms unable to stop the tears of happiness from streaming down my cheeks as she wiggled a little in my arms before settling back down.

Malak helped me shower in the spare room as they changed the sheets and also bathed the baby. I sat back down in my bed in clean clothes on clean sheets.

Mihrimah walked in from the spare room I showed in and they gave the baby a bath in it. She handed me the baby before letting them open the door for the midwife to leave and let Mustafa in. Malak placed a headscarf on my head as Rustom also joined us in the room which shocked me.

"Look, Mustafa, you got your wish," I said as he sat down beside me and we looked at our daughter.

"She's the most beautiful baby I've ever seen," he said. We both smiled as she moved her head in her sleep probably bothered by the hat on her head but she must have it on because it was still too cold for her tiny body.

I looked at the door as our three boys ran in and jumped on the bed beside me looking down at their sister. They may have a sister but she was from another mother and they weren't around her a lot because her mother thought that she was too young to be around the boys for some reason even though I wouldn't mind my children having a relationship with their sister.

Mustafa took her from between my arms and stood up as Mahidevran sultan ran in first and over to my side after checking the baby was healthy and she didn't even ask what the gender was.

The sultan walked in next with Hurrem who only glared at me which I ignored.

"Congratulations," the sultan said taking the baby from her. Mustafa thanked him as he took his place beside his mother. The sultan said the Adan in the baby's ear before naming her. I could see him sneaking a couple of playful looks with the boys making them giggle beside.

"Your name will be Yenisah" the sultan whispered three times in her ear. I smiled at the name and looked at Mustafa knowing that was the name of his aunt that died very young.

The sultan handed me Yenisah and turned to Hurrem who pulled out a box and opened it to show a very pretty necklace which he pulled out and placed it around my neck as a present.

"Thank you, your majesty" I kissed the back of his hand. I looked behind him at Hatice sultan who joined us not long ago. She looked very sad and we all knew why. The sultan killed her beloved husband and forced her into marriage with a man she barely knew or even saw.

I looked at Mustafa who only smiled at me knowing how bad I felt for his aunt. Ever since her husband was killed she loved our son Ibrahim the most since he was the name taker of her husband.

She would send him presents all the time and spoil him and she even once traveled all the way over to our castle to see him when he had a mere cold. The sultana was very nice and all that mattered to her was the empire and her brother but she had the worst luck a human can have.