It's been a couple of months since the sultan and the princes left for the campaign leaving in the Topkapi castle only Mustafa, me and Mahidevran other than Hurrem and Chihangir.

I've been staying with Mustafa every night just like before in Manesa, I still feel horrible that because of me he lost the throne but he's always there to reassure me that he doesn't care that much.

"You should be careful from now on, you're not only pregnant but at your last month too and it's a very dangerous month," Mahidevran sultan said making me sigh and place a hand on my stomach.

"I know sultana, I've been really worried lately what if I don't make it through?" I asked and looked up at her.

"Don't worry Nasira everything will just fine" she smiled at me trying to calm me down before getting up. I got up with the help of madam and bowed to her before she left me alone.

"Madam can you please get me some juice I'm carving it a lot," I said, she nodded and left me alone to get me what I want.

I walked over to my vanity table and took a box that looked like a circle and looked at the necklace inside of it, it was Mustafa's gift to me when we got married but it was orange so it didn't go with my green outfit so I kept it in the box, I sighed happily and placed it back down.

I looked at the mirror more specifically at my swollen stomach and smiled when I felt a small kick, I placed my hand over the place I was kicked at before turning around to go sit down.

That was when I felt a sharp pain in my lower stomach. It can't be, I can't be giving birth now! It's too early I just got into my ninth month a week ago.

Madam walked in to see me trying to reach the couch.

She dropped the drink in her hand and ran over to help me as she screamed at the girls outside.

"Get the doctor" the two girls ran away to get the doctor as madam helped me off the couch and towards the bed.

"Madam...madam I'm so scared," I said almost crying as I laid down and she placed the covers over my body to cover my lower parts.

A could of minutes later Mahidevran sultan ran over just after the doctor and took her places beside me and started yelling at me encouraging words.

"Sultana May I ask you for a favour?" I asked before screaming loudly as a contraction hit me hard.

"Anything," she said patting my hair back. I knew Mustafa wasn't in the castle at this moment being outside waiting for the sultan's arrival.

"If I don't make it please tell Mustafa that I love him a lot," I said before screaming again louder than earlier.

"You will make it and tell him that yourself" she promised patting my hair back. The doors opened as a made ran in with warm water, I could see Mihrimah standing there waiting for the news, she flinched when I let out a loud screaming feeling my insides being ripped apart.

After a whole of thirty minutes of screaming my baby was finally born and he or she announced their arrival with a loud scream.

"Congratulations sultana, it's a baby boy" I smiled and laid back feeling thankful that got let me live after that point.

"I have to go and welcome the sultan, madam take care of her" Mahidevran sultan said before leaving.

I was given a quick shower to get rid of the blood and sweat before being helped back into my bed and was given my son.

Second, after I was handed the blue bundle that now held a clean sleeping baby the doors opened and Mustafa ran in and straight over to me with a huge grin on his lips.

"My god," he said astonished as he sat down beside me on the bed and placed a hand our son's head carefully not to wake up the small babe.

"Are you okay?" He asked looking up from the baby to me.

"I'm okay my Mustafa," I said leaning my head in his shoulder as he played with our son's tiny hand just before the doors opened again and the sultan walked in making Mustafa shoot up and bow as Hurrem walked in with her children and Hatice sultan and Mahidevran sultan.

"Forgive me, my sultan, I can't get up and kiss blessed hand and welcome you back home" I apologized bowing my head.

"You don't have to, I'll myself come over to you," he said and walked over to the bed and stood beside me offering me his hand.

I took it in one of mine as the other held the baby, I placed a delicate kiss to the back of his hand before he took the baby from me, madam handed me a headscarf to cover my head as the sultan started saying the Adan in the baby's ear.

"What do you want to name him Mustafa?" The sultan asked looking at Mustafa.

"Mehmed father, after my brave brother," Mustafa said smiling at prince Mehmed.

"I'm honoured brother," Mehmed said pulling Mustafa in for a hug before the sultan continued.

"Your name will be Mehmed," he said three times in each ear before handing him to Mustafa who held him for the first time ever.

"Mehmed my brave lion" Mustafa said kissing our son's forehead and smiled at me as I grinned happily up at him.